Eyza & Sarah (My dear Classmates, Marry Me!)
Distrusting
The night is getting late. Mother still looks at me and then smiles.
"Ear!"
answer Mother is short, dense and clear.
"How does Bun feel?" I tried to ask Mommy what it's like to fall in love.
Mother took a new deep breath and then answered my question.
"Hhhhhhhh how is it? It feels like our feelings are becoming restless and unsettled. There is a feeling of wanting to be together but being afraid" replied the Mother.
"Why afraid of Bun?" reply curious.
"Mother's color is still school. Mother is worried so no longer concentrate. Schoolwork alone has made dizzy, plus must think of feelings that are not necessarily, people we think it has the same feelings as us."
I was silent thinking of Mother's answer.
"Yes, yes, too. I have the same feelings Sister Sarah, but does Sister Sarah have the same feelings as I do?" I murmured in my heart.
"But Bun, loving just in silence is just making a stroke of doang Bun." Mother laughed at my answer.
"Haha yes too. Mother had felt like that, but want how else. On the other hand, Mother is very holding principle. It is too early for the status of Mother who is still a student at that time, said love is the same as a man. Although Mother cannot deny if the feeling does exist, because humans are indeed created by God in pairs. Surely God also put love and affection in the heart of every servant" answered the Mother who made me more amazed at her.
"Eat him, Mother can only love in silence? Never express your feelings as men?" my reply again made Mother laugh, then rubbed my head.
"Hehehe Mother is a dear woman, where Mother may express the feelings of Mother to Men. The woman waited and gave an answer. It is the man who must try to take the heart of the woman he likes," replied Mother made me stunned and then I looked into her shady eyes.
"Has there ever been a man who expressed his feelings for Mother in High School?" my question that makes Mother silent for quite a long time like remembering something.
"Yes there once was," replied Mother after being silent for quite a long time.
"Does Mother accept?" I'm more curious about Mother's love story while in High School.
"No, Mother explained. At that time also wanted the exam, Mother did not want to concentrate on learning Mother broke," replied Mother. I just nodded my head to hear it.
"Mother likes that guy too?" ask me one more time, make Mommy look at me long enough.
"That's ah, your question has gone too far. The Mother High School has passed. Now, there are only Father, You, Anindya and Anindita," replied Mother then smilingly looking at me.
"Yes, I just want to know Mother" I replied with a lethargic face because I did not get the answer I wanted.
"Mother can only give you advice. If you really like a woman, then you must be ready to make her happy. Because of that woman, the woman you like is the son of a Father and Mother who loves her so much. He is used to getting love, affection and attention in his family, then he must also get it from you, lest he only get disappointment after being with you," replied Mother who made my heart calm hearing it.
"Do you remember the message Dad always said to you?"
"Remember Bun. The woman is like a doll in a glass box, so we must keep the box from breaking. If the box breaks, then the doll will be broken, and our hands will be hurt by the shards."
Mother smiled happily because I still remember the message of the father.
"Do you know what that means?"
"Yes Bun!"
"The woman has a crown that she always keeps, so you must not damage the crown, if it is not lawful for you to touch. Mother never forbid you to like a woman because love is a gift from God. Just a message Mother, keep her from hurting you physically let alone bathinnya," replied Mother then hugged me.
"Dear mother Eyza. Mommy just wants Eyza to be the man in charge. If at this time Eyza is liking Eyza's girlfriend at school, remember the advice of Mommy just now," said Mother who even made my face blush embarrassed, then I let go of Mother's embrace slowly, then I let go of Mother's embrace, then I looked at Mother's face.
"Not really Bun. Who else likes girls?" I replied with a face that was still blushing from shame.
"It's late, sleep there tomorrow school!"
exclaimed Mother to me, I immediately left the front porch to my room, followed by Mother from behind, then Mother
lock the door, and then go into Dad's office.
"You're not done with your work?" ask Mother to Father.
"It's over soon, if you want to go to sleep, go first!" answer Father.
"Am I going to sleep first? Tomorrow we can talk," said Mommy, then walk to the bedroom.
"What do you want to talk about?"
mother's steps stopped a moment after Dad asked.
"There is nothing, just want to talk about children," replied Mother.
"Why children? Did he make trouble at school?" ask Dad curious.
"No, they do not make any problems, I just want to have a casual conversation," replied Mommy eliminating the curious Dad.
"Thank God there's no problem. Okay, later if I'm not too busy, we talk about our children," replied Dad then walked up to Mother, then kissed Mother's forehead, then smiled. Mother returned Dad's smile, then left Dad alone in his study.
Morning time.
"Let's eat your breakfast, I'll take you to school!" father's orders to me and my two sisters. We immediately finished breakfast and then paid a farewell to Mother.
"I'm on my way Bun!" I said, then I kissed Mother's hand and then her forehead.
"The same Dita also say yes Bun!" just like me, Dya and Dita also kissed Mother's hands and forehead.
"Yes. Careful, learn the right thing!" said Mother, then approached Dad, kissed Dad's hand. Father also replied by kissing Mother's forehead.
The scenery that I see every day, it feels like the heart to see Father and Mother is always friendly like this.
Suddenly my hallucinations came back. I fantasized Sister Sarah kissed my hand, I replied by kissing her forehead.
"I'm off to work, baby!" I told Sarah, she answered with a smile. A smile that has always fascinated me since I was in first grade.
" Woiiiii Brother! Want to hang out there? We are not the security guard brother whose work is waiting for brother fantasizing until finished," chirped Dya make me surprised then I buy all the delusion in my head.
"Who else fantasizes? You are yes!" I said to hold the shame, then I rubbed his head a little tight, to make his long hair messy.
" iii.... Brother, I've brushed this hair. Mess up again!" dea said to me with her pouting face. I smiled looking at her adorable face when it was pouting again.
Mom and Dad just laughed at our behavior, then shook their heads.
"Yuk, go. I'll be late!" father said then walked hurriedly to the car.
"Jalan ya Bun!" I said to Mother.
Mommy just smiled at me, as if she knew what I was thinking just now. I only blushed to see Mother's smile, then immediately followed Dad and my twin sisters who were already in the car.
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