Ex Beloved

Ex Beloved
Ending the first love Graceful



I tried to smile when you left even though I cried to release you😔you know how much I still love you😢it feels like I hugged you one last time before you left but I was unable to hold back my tears


Laluna: Lara Hearts


Graceful to feel her breath a little tight, her breathing irregular, her hair messy, her face puffy somehow she cried in the room for how long, she still held the paper that read Ariel's hand.


Graceful fell silent and tried to remember who brought her into the house.


"No way, there's no way that guy he did it .. no this is impossible!"


Anggun has started to remember everything, Rizky's return to the City accelerated, Rizky invited Anggun and they separated at the Airport, after Rizky found a taxi for him, then....


"Yes .. I remember.I have to tell Ariel, she must believe, no Ariel can't go! Ariel can't hate me hysterical hyx I have to see her?"


Gracefully continues to convince herself to look for Ariel.


"But where is he? Where am I supposed to go? hiks hiks hiks mama is not possible?"


At two in the afternoon Anggun went by ojek, he kept remembering the address of the house that Ariel had brought him first, He was sure Ariel must be there.


After arriving at the house, as usual he saw the house was quiet as uninhabited. With trembling legs he walked towards the door and knocked on it.


this time it was a slightly old-looking servant who opened the door of the house.


"Who's looking for non?"


"Ehmm .. I'm looking for Ariel... Ariel there's a ma'am..?"


"Lho Nak Ariel never came home to this Non."


"Why Ma'am? Isn't this Arie's house?"


"Oh yes, but this house was only bought by Ariel for his wife later after they married, but because of unmarried son Ariel has never stayed in this house."


Tests..... Hearing the explanation made Anggun limp, Anggun crouched down, covering his face with both palms of his hands, his back also trembled withstanding cries.


"Non why? Mbok get a drink in the kitchen for a while yes," he said while helping Anggun stand up.


"No need mom!thank you .. if you can take the address of his parents' house."


Seeing Graceful like this, the servant's mother gave her master's home address.


"If you take a taxi there, so it is easier to enter, because the house is not an arbitrary area, the taxi is usually prohibited from entering!"


"Oh yes thank you ma'am, thank you," said Anggun kissed the back of the servant's hand and immediately left.


"Udah ayu, copan again, but how does it look so sad huh?" he said he looked at the departure of Anggun.


*****


It turns out that it is not easy to enter the area of this house, according to Anggun this is not a house but a palace, in his village the home of the most luxurious Askep, but it is also not this big.


"Your mother was right Riel .. I don't deserve you. But I shouldn't be pessimistic, should I be optimistic? I can't give up, you can't hate me Riel..!"


This house is too big for him, the iron fence is towering, the football field in his village is nothing compared to the park in front of this house.


"Who's neng looking?" a security guard approached gracefully who was standing in front of the gate.


"Ehmmm me ..I'm looking for Ariel sir. Ariel is there sir?"


"Was this ring ready, Mr Ariel?"


"Temen sir!"


"Oh but this morning Mr. Ariel left, like out of the country."


The security guard immediately rushed to open the gate when he saw the luxurious car of his master, Anggun also stepped a little aside to approach the wall.


Slowly the black car entered, but suddenly stopped near the security guard post. The driver came down to open the passenger door on the left, it turns out the big lady in this house.


"Who is that?" ketus tanyanya.


"Temen mr. Ariel."


"Send him here!"


Mrs Widia stood arrogantly near the car. Slowly Gracefully walked closer to Widia. A cynical smile was instantly aimed at Graceful.


"Look who's coming, seductress!"


" I'm sorry but I'm not like that Madam!"


"What was your purpose in coming to my house?You want some money?"


"I want to meet Ariel!"


"Haha ... Ariel hates you so never expect anything from my son!"


"What Tonya has done is wrong!"


Anggun tried to brave themselves to save his self-esteem that had been stepped on.


"What am I really doing? you're too proud of my son's trust, though,


now look at him even leaving you!"


"But you're wrong Madam!"


"I don't care, I've reminded you, but you're too arrogant, listen to me, I'm not doing anything, you have to remember that!"


"I can't believe it!"


"All right now Ariel hates you so much, so I make sure she doesn't come back and I'm sure her life will be even better, after being away from you."


"Yes I hope so too.but wait someday, your own son will beg my forgiveness!"


"Hahahah's dream .. the security guard kicked him out of here!make sure he doesn't come back to this house!"


"No need, I can go alone, I know exactly where I am!" he said it bravely.


Graceful no longer cared, this time there was not a single tear on his cheek.on arriving at home he collected all the objects related to Ariel.


Clothes, bags, small knickknacks, even all his photos with Ariel were collected into one in his backyard.


He picked up a large cat doll gift Ariel gave him when exactly one year they were dating, he held it for a long time, and looked at it, he kept touching every part of it.


"Hiks hiks hiks Ariel fools ... Stupid Ariel, go there! Go far hika hiks"


Gracefully hit the cat doll, thinking it was Ariel.


"I don't hate you Ariel, it's not your fault ..hiks hyks hyks but can you believe a little ha?"


"Hiks hiks hiks me who can't take good care of myself .. but can you believe me a little bit huh? You stupid Ariel you're stupid, go go!"


Gracefully throwing the doll into the fire joined with all her hit with Ariel, Anggun was sitting limp watching the fire scorch all the things inside.


"You're my first love Ariel .. Thank you I don't hate you, but let my disappointment erase you from my love. Go as far away as you can fool Ariel, you should have believed me!"


Graceful returns to cry over the end of her first love. The dreams they had just disappeared. Married young desire that should be buried deep, Anggun already decided to forget his love story and close the door of his heart to Ariel, all has ended up leaving a deep wound, his love run aground in the middle of the road.