Ex Beloved

Sacred Love Fery #Trauma psychological#

Fery threw out his spoon, making Saints pay attention to him, as soon as the eyes of the two locked onto each other.

While still looking relaxed, his age was on par with Saints, his nature and attitude also looked more relaxed, his hair was as black but his intention and heart only he knew, unlike Fery, who is sometimes what he is, he still says no to what he does not like even though it will hurt others.

"It just so happens, I have business around here .. So don't be surprised if I can get here quickly," Dika picked up the fries presented on the table, "it's good, yes" he said.

Suci just smiled stiffly, not Dika's face that attracted his attention just the look of Fery's eyes that had reddened that made Saints become misbehavior. There's no way Fery's jealous, is there? thought.

"Your job's done, isn't it?" dika asked without regard to the circumstances around, he was just too focused on recording the face of the Holy One who had often refused his love, only in the name of friendship, but also in the name of friendship, holy does not know for Dika there is no friendship between a woman and an adult man.

"Hmm so," Suci replied resignedly.

"You guys made a pact?" Fery opened his voice, making Dika realize his presence.

"Uncle ...! Uncle's here too?" Dika tilted his seat to freely face Fery.

"Pa-Uncle?" tanya Suci does not believe, according to him Fery is not that old, just look at the face of Fery that looks like the baby's face.

"Yes Uncle, we've met in the hospital Uncle! Uncle still remembers me, right?" Dika has started to get familiar.

Fery had completely lost his appetite he ignored Dika and magnified his plate, Fery propped up his chin with both hands, a sharp gaze cast upon Saints.

"Uncle, I'm here to pick up Saints. Uncle don't have to worry that Saints will be safe with me!" dika's words made Fery look at him.

"Hey little boy, can you just shut up?" Fery is getting annoyed at seeing a handsome but rancid young man.

"Don't call me Uncle's little boy!I'm Dika Uncle!" Dika's getting sucked.

"What is there to talk about here?" Mila spoke before Fery reopened his voice.

"Did you tell him to come and pick you up?" ask Fery to the Saints.

Sacred nodded his head, irritating Fery he exhaled roughly and leaned his back on the chair.

"Let it be Mr. Fery, after all we are not in the direction of Erlangga'kan? so I think Mr. Fery doesn't have to bother delivering it!" said Mila took the opportunity to be alone with Fery.

"I think so too, great idea Auntie!" exclaimed Dika, making Mila speechless because she was called Aunt.

Fery was still silent, he took the money from his wallet and put it on the table, then left regardless of anyone, only Mila was in a hurry to catch up with him.

"Uncle why? is he angry?" ask Dika.

"Leave it," was a pain in Sacred's heart when Fery did not prevent him from going home with Dika.

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"But why? wasn't Mr Fery going to deliver me at first?" asked Mila who was surprised by the change in Fery's attitude, when at first Fery was friendly but now Fery looks different.

"I don't have time!" Fery opens the car door and leaves Mila.

"We'll see, slowly but surely, you'll approach me, and then I'll make sure you'll be mine!" Mila sneered cunningly, until a while later, the vehicle that Fery ordered came to pick him up.

Fery pulled his car over at the hospital where he had been in secret, he came to see a psychiatrist who used to handle it.

"I hurt her again, I made her sad, I'm sure her heart must have been hurt ... " Fery spoke softly, he sat on his back and closed his eyes.

"You always come here, to complain about this! when are you going to change your complaint?" ask a female psychiatrist who used to handle Fery.

"I still haven't been able to escape the bad events of Maya's past...."

"I've told you, if you're experiencing a painful psychological trauma, and if it's not dealt with immediately, it can have a negative impact on your mental state" Maya folds her hands on the table.

Fery opens his eyes and sits upright opposite Maya who wears a typical white suit of a Doctor, more precisely a psychiatrist for her.

"You know. .. My mother had a psychiatric disorder, maybe I went down her genetic line. I still can't control how my feelings change all the time, am I going to go crazy too?" Fery smiled cynically.

"I'm going to keep trying to help you, while you're in regular therapy, I'm sure you'll be able to get out of the psychic trauma you've been through, I know it's not easy, but try to open your heart to the girl, "Maya holds the hand of Fery who has long been her best friend.

"You know what I've been through Maya, when we were in school, she left me with no strings attached, and even now there's no news, and then Papa and my sister died at the same time, they died tragically

"so that my mother was depressed, and going crazy, I had to take care of everything, I sacrificed my youth, I was still trying to find my lost love, when I was resigned, Grace came to my life, I was still trying to find my lost love, when I had hoped, Anggun chose to return to Ariel, and now I have to how? I accepted their happiness, but my trauma was already very deep."

"Fery, don't despair, I'm sure you can control your mind, try to open your heart to the girl, don't you like her too?" Maya continues to seduce while assessing the emotional development of friends who have become her patients.

"I'm afraid Maya, when I have opened my heart, Saints will go too, then I will lose to the umpteenth time," Fery covered his face with both palms, and then I lost it, made the Holy shadow visible behind his eyes.

Maya could clearly see Fery's trembling shoulder, without speaking again Maya prepared some medicinal tablets that Fery had used to take, to calm down.

"Here you go, next time I introduce you to the girl, I want to know her, I'm sure you like her too" Maya gives Fery the medicine.

"You don't need to know her, she's a talkative girl" Fery replied smiling.

"Look, you like the Sacred girl you used to tell me about" Maya said, intently.

"That won't happen, my heart still holds a wound" Fery replied as he watched the medicine he was holding,"until when will I swallow this bitter pill...?"

"Until you can control and realize your feelings, keep trying to be yourself, lest your nature change at the same time, do you understand?" ask Maya.

Fery just nodded resignedly, could it be that when Fery had succeeded from the deep trauma he had experienced, at that time Fery also realized his feelings, but Holy Love was no longer a thread? Fery smiled sarcastically at himself.