Ex Beloved

The escape

Fery still threw his face away from the direction, trying to avoid Milla who was still cool with a small movement on the neck of the ladder, Fery felt very uncomfortable looking at Mila even if only from the reflection of the mirror. At this time Fery had intended to leave this place, but right at the door he saw one by one people had begun to arrive. Fery breathed a sigh of relief and slowly walked closer to the fitness equipment used to tighten his muscles, namely lat pull down and ignored Milla just like that.

Milla did not mind Fery's attitude that seemed indifferent to him, precisely Fery's attitude and nature that seemed closed made him more curious and challenged to get this handsome man, and with the rest of Milla approached the treadmill that was right next to Fery, the two faces were now reflected in the mirror.

"Fery, emm I mean ak----

"It doesn't matter just call Fery," Fery cut Milla's words but remained focused on her movements.

"Oh well, um I don't see anyone here, the assistant and the woman aren't there either, aren't they coming ?" currently Milla has set the tool to make it able to walk casually.

"Which woman? If you mean it is Holy, he is currently sleeping, I do not want to disturb his dream," Fery replied with a smile, just saying the name of Holy alone has made him happy.

"Oh so, but why do I feel that he admires you so much huh? Don't you feel uneasy and object?"

"What looks clear? Her face can't lie, but I don't mind, because she's my lover, so I guess that's natural,"

"Love...?" Milla was so surprised, it was clear that she had been chasing Fery for a long time, but the little boy had already managed to get it.

"You take it easy, we can be professional, so there is no need to worry that this will interfere with our cooperation," Fery deliberately revealed the status of his relationship with Saints so that Milla can keep her distance from him.

Milla smiled wryly and began to set the button to tighten her path on the tool.

***

The sun had already begun to appear, after cleaning up, Fery rushed to the restaurant to order Holy breakfast, which might still be in dreamland.

"Fery ? " Maya, who is none other than her personal psychiatrist, patted Fery on the back, making Fery look at him, "you stay at this hotel too? since when? how do I not know?" ask Maya enthusiastically.

"Maya, you surprise me! I happen to have a project around here, so for the next few days, this hotel will be my home" he said with a cheerful face.

"We sit here first, there seems to be an interesting topic for us to discuss," Maya pulled Fery's hand and invited him to sit in a place that has been provided.

"What do you want May to order?" fery asked as he opened the menu book.

"No need to bother, "Maya pulled the menu book held by Fery "there is something more interesting than that," he said again.

"For example?"

"I see .. You are better now ! calmer, happier, as if there's no heavy burden you've been carrying all this time, am I right?"

"What the hell is May doing?" Fery was suddenly embarrassed.

"Don't lie, I know. Who is behind your happiness?" Maya starts to look for information.

Fery began to fold both of his hands on the table, and looked at Maya with a serious face.

"You're right May, it's not wrong if I open my heart to her, I've done and followed all your advice, I've accepted Saints to be my lovers and filled my days," Fery said.

" I don't know if it's love or escape, only you know how I feel Maya, only you know my pain, the shadow of Tasya leaving me, the Graceful Shadow who preferred to return to Ariel, all of it hurt me so much, until I finally tried to accept Saints, I hope that she can heal the heartache that I had felt all this time, and you see I've been cured, even I've been throwing away the medicine that has been calming me and all this because I'm following your advice!"

"I'm so happy, Fery, you're finally back to how you used to be, you don't need that medicine anymore!" Maya spoke as she continued to hold tightly onto Fery's hand.

"Thank you Maya, if not for your advice and patience, maybe at this time I have not been able to accept Holy love, and it is not in vain I accept it," replied Fery.

Without them realizing that Saints had been crying in silence, because hearing their conversation, at first Suci thought that Fery was still in his room, he deliberately came to the restaurant to hunt for delicious food, but unexpectedly from a distance Suci saw Fery with a woman he did not know, out of curiosity secretly Saints approached and sat behind Fery who was indeed in a position that was behind him.

You are evil brother ... it turns out that all this time I was just a trial material! I'm just your escape, I should have known from the beginning, you can't accept and love me so soon, Holy fool! you are evil brother .. when I love you so sincerely, but what do you do brother? I was really just your escape....

Suci sat there by continuing to squeeze his chest which already felt very tight, and Suci slowly stood up and left Fery, before Fery realized his presence.

Withstanding the pain and tears, Suci hurriedly walked out of the hotel, he continued walking aimlessly and stopped the taxi that was passing around him.

"Walk Sir...."

"Where are we going Neng?"

"Where, sir, far away from this place," Suci spoke in a soft voice, this confused taxi driver, just shut up and started to turn on the engine of his vehicle, slowly he began to play the steering wheel.

"It's been more than thirty minutes we roamed without knowing the direction and purpose, do you still want to continue also Neng?" ask the driver when he stopped his taxi in the park located not far from the city center.

"Sa-I just got down here, sir, "Suci took money from his pants pocket, "Thank you sir," he said, giving a note before leaving the taxi.

****

Saints were already sitting by themselves under the shady tree, after making sure the surrounding state was quiet, Saints shouted and spilled all his irritation.

"Evil ... Evil brother! I hate it, I hate it! hate ! heuhuhuhu," finally the cry that had been held broke as well.

"... It's better if I'm rejected in the way of my brother all this time, it's better for you to keep your distance from me, better brother indifferent and ignore me hyks hyks that is better than brother pretending to love me huhuhuhuhu evil, I just be your escape alone hix evil! i hate! HATE! ! !".

Sacred continued to cry, she covered her face with both palms, at this moment her heart was deeply broken.

"He made me an experiment, he still can't forget mbak, he can't forget his other lover hiks hyks stupid, I'm stupid, stupid," Suci continued banging his head, condemning his own stupidity.

"Don't hurt yourself!"

Sacred fell silent as her hand held the man who was already sitting beside her.

"Le-go!" Holy Speak with a sad face, but this man is still reluctant to let go of his hand.

"Take this, remove your tears" he said, handing over a blue handkerchief, but Suci was hesitant.