Ex Beloved

Ex Beloved
Mother's Travel



Gracefully still standing in front of the door, she was reluctant to move away, her eyes were blank, she was staring at the nanar on every hospital corridor , suddenly she just felt a drowning enveloping her body, both of his legs were also no longer able to support his tiny body.


Gracefully kneeling once in a while he hit the chest that felt tight from holding back the cry, long enough he was in this position. I think he refused to stand back. Until he heard the footsteps of several people who approached him.


Gracefully standing straight up, her hand held firmly on her mother's door knob . He blocked some Doctors and sisters who had approached him until they faced each other, Anggun did not want these Doctors to enter the room he guarded .


"You're Graceful ?" ask one of the doctors who handled her mother.


"Yes.." answered Gracefully briefly.


"We want to see the condition of your mother" he said again.


"Don't Doc.... My mother took a break, last night we talked and the new mother was able to sleep almost this morning Doc, mother had just taken a break" said Anggun, he spread his hands out in front of the door.


"It's okay we won't interfere, we're just checking on your mother, so let us in!"


"No Doc, no one can come in, no one bothers my mother." cried Gracefully, she continued to block the way of these Doctors, she continued, swiftly the two young sisters slowly held and shifted Anggun's body, taking him away from the door .


Without wasting time these 3 doctors began to step foot, enter the room of his mother. Immediately a burst of Graceful cries filled the hospital corridor.


"Don't, don't bring mom.., I just sleep nurse let mom in this room sister huhuhuhu"


"So the sisters let me go Sister hiks hiks hiks mommy told the doctor out the nurse, tell them to come out sister hiks hyks"


Gracefully kept crying, he kept thrashing.


"What is this Graceful?" ask her new aunt to come back to see her brother.


Seeing the Anggun family coming, the sisters released their grip on the Graceful hand, Graceful crying in the arms of her Aunt.


"Auntie told them not to take Mom....My mom just took a little nap....I'm just exhausted Bi... hiks hyks."


"It's graceful calm....Let the doctors do their job..."


"But Bi, I'm sleeping, huhuhuhuhu tell them to come out now Bi...."


"Don't be like this, your mom's gonna be fine, just calm down baby, "


A few moments later. One of the Doctors came near Anggun, with a sad face he told her that Anggun's mother had breathed her last.


"It's not impossible that the hyx hyks, they lied Bi hiks hiks they lied My mother just slept Bi, they must have lied Bi...."


"It's so graceful not to be like this!"


"Last night Mom stroked Anggun hair, Anggun even talked to Mom huhuhu, last night Mom was fine Bi hiks hiks hiks Ibuuuu ibuuuu .... Graceful out taking food for mother hiks........Bi don't take Mom, Mom don't go, don't leave Anggun Bu hiks hyks hyks"


Anggun continues to cry over the departure of his mother, this reality really hit him.


Not only Graceful who feel lost, some people around him also feel what he feels.


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Throughout the funeral process, Anggun tried to toughen up in the warm embrace of his Aunt. Graceful still reluctant to go from his mother's navel, this tomb is still wet in the sprinkles of roses on it.


"Let's not be like this, son, no human being is immortal, all will return when it's time!" said soft uncle.


"No uncle, let Anggun stay here." he refused.


"pity your mother later....Remember all your mother's messages, you don't be like this, "


"Let's go home!" holy persuasion, he held the hand of Anggun helped him to stand, inevitably, Anggun left the tomb of his beloved.


Along the way Anggun still cried in the arms of his Aunt, and also Holy held her hand, giving her encouragement.


"The wind itself is now the hyx" Anggun voice shrieked, he continued to weep.


"Mbak is not alone....We're still here,"


"Bak doesn't have a mother anymore Ci...."


"You still have an Aunt, consider this your Mom and Uncle as your Dad, "She said softly,


"Fine can't Bi.." I argue.


"Have not been like this continues, Mbak Anggun must be tough Mbak,"


"What can you do without your mother? all this time Ma'am looking for money just for the treatment of Mother, but all that is free,"


"Can't say that Ma'am," said Suci again, he continues to try to entertain Graceful. Until the car stopped in the courtyard of Anggun's house.


Gracefully descending with sorrowful feeling, he almost lost consciousness, thankfully Holy swiftly led him into the house , the two Holy Elders still greeted the people who still filled the Anggun mansion.


Gracefully into the room of his late mother, he sat on the bed with an empty gaze, Anggun back cryingias he refused to eat even reluctant to talk.


Until the tahlilan show is over.


"Let Mbak himself here Ci," he asked the saint who had been accompanying him. By being forced Holy to come out and allow Graceful to calm down.


Gracefully lying on her side. One hand rested his head, and one right hand felt the empty part that his mother used to sleep on.


"If only....If only Mother existed,


if Mom were still here, Anggun would have continued to be there beside Mom, kissing Mom's cheek, sleeping beside Mom, spoiled in. in Mom's arms hiks hyks...."


If there is still time, Anggun will continue to be happy Mother, see the smile of Mother, Grace will never be far from the mother of the torch of the hyx..Forgive Grace Ma'am, Forgive Grace, it feels Graceful to sleep in Mom's arms again the hyx of the hyx"


Grace continued to cry until she fell asleep.


Uncle, aunt, the saint still sitting in the living room with their mats also still felt lost. What else to remember Anggun who still can not accept reality. Make their suffering deep.


"Kashan Mbak Anggun Bu hiks hyks"


"Yes your mother was so devastated!,"


"Everything must be accepted with a free heart, we must be sincere, do not continue to grieve, it is not good....!"


"Bak feels alone Well, when we're here ,"


"You must understand, let your mother calm down first, continue to entertain him, never leave him alone.!"


"Yes Dad...."


"Sleeping Nak is already night!" The holy father began to break his body.


The three of them slept on mats in the living room right in front of Anggun's room. Tonight was quiet because of the passing of Anggun Mother.


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Yuk..


Brother Mori vivi's voice 😊