Dusk World
#20 Me
This is the city where I was liberated from Bulian but it was this city that kept me locked up like a prisoner, and I began to rebel against the boss's orders, even when mbak Nugrah came to convey orders from the boss I instead avoided and left mba Nugrah, I hate my life today is too confined and like constrained, I don't even feel as free as I want.
" non please listen to me first, I just convey the order from the boss only to miss " (said mba Nugrah who tried to pursue me)
I don't care about Mba Nugrah who keeps walking my way behind me, I don't care about the boss anymore even if I'm currently expelled & told to leave the apartment I don't care, maybe I'd rather live on the street be a bum than live in a luxury apartment but I don't know who and who & where did the results come from the facilities that I enjoy, even until now the trunk of the boss' nose I have never seen, or maybe the boss is an old man who likes to save young girls like me.
" non pleasen non, it has been almost two weeks miss did not attend homeschooling, what about the value of the school miss later" said mba Nugrah
I immediately stopped because of the words mba Nugrah, I faced the direction of Mba Nugrah who had come to a stop, all this time I was quite obedient even to follow homeschooling that I really did not like because I prefer school in a place where children my age should have been in education, meet & hanging out with friends my age even though in my memory public school is quite a deep trauma wound in my mind.
" my apologies, ma'am, all this time I was told to obey all the wishes of his boss mba Nugrah, but where is he?, where is he?, until now he does not have me, no me, what do you think I mba?, ask him to meet me to talk to himself, do not mediate mba Nugrah mlu, do not hide gini continue, he never keep his promise to meet me, he never keep his promise, he never kept a promise to take me home to my parents, why am I here?, I also have a family mba, I have parents, I have a brother, I have a brother, I also have a friend who wants me to meet, do not constantly make me confined here, even though here my life is fulfilled "I said at length began to emotion.
" but the non "word mba Nugrah stopped because I quickly slit
" i have no business, if indeed he wants me to go to school again tell me to come alone "I said
" hem what's this" said a man's voice
I turned towards the man's voice which was none other than Zofin's voice, this is the second time Zofin appeared in the apartment where I live either by chance or deliberately he could be in this place again.
" why the fuss here? " said Zofin
" no papa, there's nothing "I said
Zofin looked at me and towards Nugrah, I just stayed where I hoped that Zofin would not ask again about what really happened to me and Mba Nugrah. Zofin pulled my hand towards my apartment room back.
" uh where are you going? " said
" just follow" said Zofin
Zofin pulled me into the apartment right next to the apartment I was living in, I wondered whose apartment this was, what, if this is Zofin's apartment how could I never know if Zofin actually lived next to the apartment I lived in, and stupidly I just realized now, all this time I thought Zofin was always following me, I thought, it turns out I was the one who guessed wrong.
" please sit down, what will you drink? " said Zofin
" don't bother "I said
" don't bother, " said Zorin, offering a glass of hot chocolate
" thank you, you live here? " said
" yes, why? " said Zofin
I nodded my head, no different from the apartment where I live now the apartment where Zofin lives the design is really very similar to the apartment I live in, maybe all the apartments in this building are designed the same way I thought.
" why dumb? " said Zofin staring at me
" no papa, this is me just knowing you are living next to me "i said again
Somehow Zofin even smiled because of my words, maybe because I never went out alone from the apartment and only rely on Mba Nugrah alone, if there is no Nugrah then I will never get out of the apartment for fear of being rude.
" i'm the one I picked up and I'm too rich, so until you don't know if you're my neighbor" I said again, scratching my head.
" no ko, I also rarely go out, just I have long seen you live next door" said Zofin smiling
" Why about that, by the way? " say Zofin again
I silently stared at Zofin, the noise I made earlier was enough to invite the attention of others if there was someone who accidentally passed by, fortunately during the storm with mba Nugrah there was only Zofin who happened to come from the bottom.
" if you don't want a story, sorry " said Zofin
" no, no papa ko, besides the power I only have you here, uh I mean just you I know here "I said
I was trying to tell her my problem could be noisy with Mba Nugrah a moment ago outside my room. It seems that Zofin is quite good as an outpouring listener.
" so gini, it's been almost a week I don't go to school" I said
" why not school? " said Zofin
" yeah I should be homeschooling, I want a rich school other kids schooled" I said
" but if you don't go to school what you want to be, education is number one for us, out there a lot of loh who want to go to school but can't go to school because it doesn't have a cost " Zofin
I looked at Zofin, my eyes suddenly hot to hear Zofin's words my tears didn't drip, why Zofin's words were sad, out there it is true that many children who want to go to school but are constrained by the cost while I live sitting sweet school at home instead of wasting my life.
" why cry? " the word Zofin wiped away my tears
" your words really do know, I am less grateful for the wealth, already got a good facility even I was in vain" I said
" i was just kuman kangen same mother with my father aja, so I became a snack do not want to go to school, have more than a month not met the same mother father "said more sad
" cup-cup, don't cry yes, tar you must have met your parents really " said Zofin hugged me.
Suddenly a sense of comfort came upon me, long since not feeling the warmth of someone's attention like this, why do I think Zofin is so familiar.
My activity is still the same as the TNI AU soldier who is on duty at the Makassar city air base, I am still busy with some of my activities in maintaining the security of the area that I am currently working on, I am still busy, maintaining the security of an area is one of my duties as a soldier, a pride for me to be the front row to dispel all possibilities that will occur to maintain the security of my nation and country.
Today early in the morning I was at the headquarters with my three friends and other members of the TNI AU soldiers who were on duty this morning, for hours I and other soldiers monitored several areas around the city of Makassar using a telescope, the state of the region still remains safely under control, although still I and others must remain vigilant.
" what time is it?, crazy why do I feel sleepy" said Irwan who had just kept yawning, watching Irwan who did look sleepy I then smiled.
" at 10 am brew, is the time so sleepy? " judis asked, not believing.
" seriusan brew drowsiness this heavy" said Irwan
" tuti it was brow " said Indra began to open his voice, among the four of us was only Irwan who was easily sleepy.
" Irwan Astuti" said Yudis, calling him Irwan
" hahahahahahaha, asem, the name was made using the goat-cutting seven days and seven nights maen changed arbitrarily" said Irwan, we all laughed because of Irwan's words.
" so much you brew, panan seven days and seven nights, for him last night just directly so " said Indra
" perb*k, his brain headed back*n again apparently, hahaahahaha" said Irwan, I just shook my head while smiling at the conversation of my friends this time.
Chatting while joking like this is a common thing that we do on the sidelines of free time while filling the time so as not to feel bored while on duty, he said, but when faced with a job that requires us to be in a serious state we will also be serious & focused.
" Fah you have PDKT not the same caca?, how have you got the number yet? " said Irwan who suddenly discussed about Syahilla a beautiful woman who is currently studying in the city of Makassar at a university majoring in Medicine.
These few weeks I have been quite active with Caca or Syahilla to be exact, through WhatsApp media, occasionally while being free I do Vidio call, that was when the barracks were quiet, too, I received quite a positive response from Caca although our relationship to date is still unclear.
" don't be slow lah you brew, today the girl fast, slow little you, can be halalin people he "said Judis with the accent of her rod.
Nowadays it is the time of dating people are stabbed by others in the hour of one third of the night, long dating does not guarantee someone will step foot guarantee to get married, to get married, because women only need those who can give them certainty not just promises.
" rich two pair of artists who have gone viral lately ya brew" Indra replied.
" dih doyan also you joy watching gossip artist, hahahah" said Irwan while laughing.
" the entertainment is a cok, curious also I want to know which person ", said Indra explained.
" yes that's the cok, the rich manta I am" Irwan joked.
" the former you who coke, the former you have a lot of problems, confused us, hahaha" said Yudis with a laugh
" yes that's the point, hahaha" said Irwan also laughing.
When talking about the former, only Irwan who has the most rows of former, Irwan who nicknamed himself as a lover of women can not live without a woman, for him women are the encouragement of his days.
" so how's brew? " indra said again asking me, I looked at Indra who seemed very curious about me.
" have already got the number, occasionally also chat through WA" I said with a smile.
" have you shot him? " said Irwan.
" not yet, where can you just know directly play shoot, besides we are both still at the stage of knowing ourselves to each other " said I, I said, I do still want to get to know Caca closer than now before expressing my feelings for him, even more so as Andre has said if Caca does not want to date because he still wants to continue to focus on his college.
I don't think Caca is the kind of woman who gets closer to a man, she's a typical woman who's covered with the opposite sex, Caca is not a woman who easily opens her heart to a man who is close to her, so I think I better befriend her before expressing my feelings at this time.
" so slow you are, wait what else brew? " said Judis while patting me on the shoulder made me stare at him.
" not slowly, just know the monthly, know the deket also have not "said I explained, I am also not typical of a man who likes to rush to make decisions even more so I have been betrayed by a woman who makes me this time have to be super careful in choosing a partner.
" you really like the same caca or how the hell brew? " said Irwan.
" like, but yes that does not have to be so, if he is my soul mate we will definitely unite "i said, said the ribs will never be changed, he said, although I try desperately to approach the chaca but if Allah does not want him for me, then I have to say what, because the soul mate is still in the hands of God.
" you're still normal, aren't you, Cok? " said Indra.
" it's still "I said briefly.
" nature, flat times you, everywhere if you get questions like you will definitely explain at length so that others believe, this you just like that " judis said with his stone tongue again.
" yeah, you know what I am, so I don't think I need to explain "I said again, living with my four friends for years in the city of Makassar does make the four of them quite familiar with each other personally.
" yes if he is not normal after the sita has been devoured every night, hahahaha" said Irwan replied.
" najiiiiiiiis cok, hahahah" said Indra laughing.
" i was suddenly goosebumps imagining, amused myself" said Judis.
" why do you also imagine poltak, kasian Fahmi if you imagine, his face is handsome so ala ngondek, hahahahah" said Irwan follow the logic of batak ala-ala Judis.
The four of us laughed together, these past few years after graduating from my education I was indeed single but that does not mean I turned into a same-sex lover, I just need time to recover my heart & looking for a woman that suits me.
