Dusk World

#19 With Zofin

I looked at every photo that was in my phone gallery, portrait of myself while still fat, sometimes I never thought about my physical changes at this time, I'm like a caterpillar that metamorphoses into a butterfly, only I'm not as free as a butterfly that can fly wherever it wants, I'm still waiting for my wings to be able to flap. I don't know when I'm going to be locked up like this here, even though all my needs are met here but still for me everything is just pseudo.

I saw the scenery around my apartment at this time, rows of towering buildings between them, vehicles passing by around it, even the current scenery I would never meet in the city where I live, here I am just a stranger who is lost and does not know the direction of destination.

I'm starting to get upset right now with the people who keep me locked up here, why until now he's breaking a promise with me, so, what exactly was I not worthy of him to meet so until now he continues to hide somewhere, at this time even I am very angry with myself, why I was so stupid to have to fall in love and & hoping with someone I never met, even up to this point he never told me what his name was.

*Ting.....

The sound of the doorbell of my apartment woke me from my daydream, I stood up and walked towards the door to see it.

" Zofin" I said

I looked at him questioningly while he was just smiling while scratching his head, I began to think that Zofin must have followed me to my apartment so that he could get here.

" em,..I'm not welcome to enter? " said Zofin

" sorry can't, because I'm alone again "I said

It's not disrespectful but right now I'm alone in the apartment and there's no way I'm accepting guests of the opposite sex right now.

" oh, okay " (says Zofin), "want to go out with me? " (said Zofin)

I thought for a moment, maybe it would be better if I went to entertain myself where I knew Zofin could help.

" maybe, I'll change my clothes first, eh but you won't wait here? " many

At first glance I saw Zofin just nod with a smile, then I went into my room to change my clothes, after I finished changing clothes and then I went out to see Zofin who was waiting for me in front of my apartment door. I saw him still faithfully standing next to the door of my apartment that I accidentally closed.

" are you ready? " said Zofin

" well, yuk " said I

I walked with Zofin to the elevator door, and Zofin had a big smile that I couldn't understand why he could smile, maybe that's how happy he is right now because he can walk with me. Today I don't care about the ban made by that sweet-ass boss who forbade me from going or trading with strangers, maybe Zofin can count on me to take me home.

After being on the lower floor I continued to follow Zofin towards the parking lot of the motorbike, Zofin was ready on his bike and then told me to ride on a sports bike that was definitely his because it was clearly displayed the name Zofin on the license plate.

" up on this? " i said as if I couldn't believe it

As if I could not believe we were going anywhere with a motorbike, but all my life I have never gone anywhere on a motorcycle, not because of fear of rain or heat but because before my body was twice as big as it is now and obviously any type of motorbike will not be strong to transport my body.

" yes go up this, come on" said Zofin as he extended his hand

I welcome Zofin's hand and ride right behind Zofin, I hold Zofin's shoulder tightly even though Zofin's motorbike has not moved at all.

" you are afraid of falling?, ko hold my shoulders very strong even though we are not yet the way" said Zofin smiling

I just smiled awkwardly because I felt silly with my own behavior like a hick.

" if you are afraid of falling down, his hands hug my waist" said Zofin while pulling my hands.

My heart is racing right now, either because I'm jagged because this time it's going to go on a bike ride or because of Zofin's current treatment. The motor drove through the highway, my hands now tightly hugged Zofin's slender waist according to his instructions so that I don't fall.

We both surround the city of Balikpapan, whether this area I do not know, passing through small alleys that are quite crowded vehicles that are currently also passing by.

" have you eaten yet? " said Zofin asked

" not yet? " said

" we're looking for food first huh, then don't you want to watch? " said Zofin

" maybe "I say

Not too bad riding a motorcycle for me is more cool than riding a car everywhere, although at this time I am afraid if the bike we ride suddenly unbalanced into a screw and fell. I started to smile because in the end I did not feel like I was in a gold cage anymore as usual because I could be this free to go from my cage which was none other than the apartment where I lived all this time. After passing through a fairly solid highway finally we both arrived at a Mall, after descending I again walked following Zofin into the Mall.

" what do you want to eat? " said Zofin

" i follow you "I said

" yuk " said Zofin who started holding my hand, "fear you will say so I took care of " said Zofin again.

It felt like there was something strange inside my body, my heart seemed to pump faster than before, my face while burning hot felt the grip of Zofin's hand, only this time I came into direct contact with my opposite sex.

My eyes never stopped looking in all directions, usually while still living with my parents, we would spend time in a mall like this every two weeks, he said, at this time I was in the same place I was going with someone I just knew.

" just sit here" Zofin said with a smile

I just nodded with a smile, Zofin ordered some food and drinks for the two of us, after waiting for himself finally Zofin headed towards the table with some kind of food, after waiting for himself, during the diet program I never eat fast food like KFC chicken, fries, burgers & others, this time Zofin brought it to me.

" let's eat, what are you waiting for" Zofin said

" uh but I'm on a diet, can't eat gini-rich foods, what dong" I said

" eating this once is not papa times, anyways do anything else diet, the body is already thin because of it" said Zofin

Zofin may not know if it is not easy for me to get my body as it is today, my struggle is quite heavy even almost I can not. I hesitated a bit to eat the food that was in front of my desk even though I was very eager to eat it.

" had eaten, aaaaaa" said Zofin, feeding the fries, I just according to open my mouth.

" just take it easy I would like to jog if you want to diet, but maybe you don't have to diet because you are too thin" said Zofin again.

" but really yes, I jogged" I said, starting to eat the food on the table at this time.

" ready boss" said Zofin with a smile.

I smiled at Zofin, it's time I opened up to have a friend, as a friend Zofin is not too bad, he is considerate and also good.

" you know what class you are in? " said

" what class are you? " said Zofin

" tenth grade" I said

" same as " said Zofin

" you homeschool too right?, you do not want to go back to school the same? " said

" do you want? " said Zofin

" so much" I said

" Hem, yes it's finished first yes, we're watching it" said Zofin

After finishing the food we finally went to see a movie in the cinema, usually I go to the cinema like this only alone with my best friend Asyifa, how is the news of my best friend Asyifa, who is, could it be that he currently has a new friend other than I thought I had.

" why? " said Zofin

" Now?, is the film not finished, then we just go home" said Zofin

" but not going home to the apartment" I said, Zofin only raised one eyebrow, he said,

" i want to go home to me, my house is across "I said down

" no ah, just mending you back to your apartment, rather than making the tar complicated" said Zofin

My hopes are running low to get home on my own, maybe I will be in this city forever, if I should just give up and stop hoping. All of a sudden my mod went bad and I wanted to get some rest in my apartment.

" Zofin went home to the apartment, I suddenly wanted to go home" I said

" but it's not finished yet" Zofin said

" but I want to go home" I said

" yes, come on" said Zofin standing up, grabbing my hand with a smile.

We both walked out of the cinema, Zofin still holding my hand, I shouldn't have done this even though Zofin was being nice today, enough to comfort me by taking me on a walk like this. Suddenly my steps stopped which made Zofin immediately look at me.

" we're tight, yuk" I said

" want to go tight? " said Zofin

" yes " said I

I still continued walking while holding Zofin's hand, this young man next to me was quite perfect even his smile was so successful that it made my heart seem as if it was going to stop beating. I held onto my chest that had been beating so hard, getting such a special treatment made me feel like I was surrounded by thousands of butterflies.

" are we really safe? " said Zofin

" yes " said I

" yes yuk went up" he said again

We both went to the park by motorbike, Zofin pulled my hand to wrap his fingers hugging, the motorbike drove towards the park quickly, it seems like I started to like riding a motorcycle like this with Zofin, after a few minutes we finally arrived at a park.

I inhaled the fresh air in the garden, it has long seemed that I did not see fresh flowers that look beautiful like this. For a long time I could not walk anywhere and just stay still, the activities I did all this time only around the apartment where I live today, he said, even I was just hanging out with people who were sent by the boss of the pretentious Sweet.I & Zofin finally sat on an iron swing, Zofin smiled at me making the heart beat faster.

" it's been a long time since I've been living gini-rich" I said

" oh yes" said Zofin

I just nodded my head and so did Zofin.

" do you know where I live in that apartment?, do you want me to? " my word

" i don't demand you ko, which obviously aw has long lived there too" said Zofin

" oh yeah, time "I said

" yes, surely you don't know if I live in Deket apartment you also " said Zofin.

" i swear I don't know, I think you're following me" I said

" hahah, there are you" Zofin said with a laugh.

" do you like flowers? " said Zofin

" like, but I don't like withered flowers, I don't like picked flowers when it's more beautiful if the flowers we let grow, we just look at it without having to have "I said

" don't you ask me what I like? " said Zofin

" what? " said

" you" said Zofin

" what the hell" I said shyly

Zofin's words really made me almost faint, my cheeks were red like braised shrimp, I turned my face away from being seen by Zofin, Zofin smiling at a glance while looking the other way.

After the situation of my heart began to be controlled I looked back at Zofin, I noticed from the tip of the hair to the tip of his feet there was hardly a single gap of physical ugliness, I noticed, I wondered why she would prefer to stay home for homeschooling instead of going to school to have friends, but when viewed from her physique Zofin would definitely be an idol of the women at her school, it's possible that Zofin had a traumatic.

" why?, have you started to have a crush? " said Zofin smiling

" ah don't" I said in denial while turning my face back. I look really clumsy this time because I got caught watching Zofin.

" let's not if from now on I'll take you" said Zofin, I turned towards him not understanding the meaning of Zofin's words just now.

" meaning? " i said briefly

" know?, actually I like you from the first time we met" said Zofin

Just know a few days & met just a few times while jogging Zofin can say like that, I started to think a little bit maybe Zofin typical male playboy, it is possible that one can fall in love in this short time.

" i'm serious, you know, two rius, I'm not lying and you don't think I'm a playboy" Zofin said

My eyes bulged in shock as if Zofin could read my mind, I was still silent a thousand languages.

" please love me the opportunity to be able to Deket same you" said Zofin

Judging from the look in his eyes, Zofin looks sincere, even though I have a little doubt about what he said.

" just Deket call no more? " i said starting to open my voice

" more can't, right? " ask Zofin

" no, because I can't have a boyfriend" I said

" backstreet deh " said Zofin

" don't want ah, yes if you want to deket as a temen, ok " said again

" okay, but if one day you love the same I don't blame me" said Zofin smilingly

" ngarep" I said

Zofins

Alisa