Dusk World
13 Are back in a bulian
This morning back again I was at school with my best friend assyifa, already about half an hour I sat alone with asyifa in class while waiting for class hours. Currently the class is still quite quiet there are only a few students who have come even three of my friends who sit in front of my bench have not come.
"it was very class, tau gini a little afternoon just go" said assyifa, I just shook my head with a smile, not usually me and assyifa can be together at school this early.
"yes, by the way bang bariq when it comes back" said assyifa while style-centilnya.
"is what the question is bang bariq, really cool" I said
"is not to be the same as the prospective sister-in-law sya" he said again
"aaaa..what a..not wrong with my ears, hahahahahahah, geli deh dengeranya" I said again.
"ah tega...tega..tega..." said assyifa while banging his desk slowly, "oh god bang bariq do not be fooled as we other than I am god" he said again.
"hahahahah, added amused me to look at your behavior, ah already ah, ah, ah, don't be too crazy as my brother tar also klo you are already beautiful you have a lot of success cwo more than my brother glances at you" I said to him, I told him, actually this asyifa is so beautiful impossible my brother bariq is not interested as much as I thought.
"iya ogled doang, but in this world there is no stock cwo as good as your brother sya" he said again, rich words asyifa this one is a bit excessive anyway, he said, there is nothing in this world that can't stand the joy of my brother.
"prettttttttttttt,..too blinded your love fa,...hahahhaha" I said again, asyifa did admire my two brothers from long ago, but between the two he was more very fond of bariq.
"bomatoes" he said again briefly, I just laughed at the silliness of my best friend.
Fun to chat with my best friend assyifa shortly mia came from the outside to the stool which is right in front of the assyifa table.
"sha is wanted" said Mia
"who" I said, curling my forehead, mia turned her body towards me and assyifa.
"rasta" said mia, I was shocked to hear the name rasta, let alone the one she thought me.
"what the heck the child, know have a fierce twe is still looking for trouble" said assyifa
"ah already fa biarin, males also I nyamperin, bodo very" said I lazy to deal with rasta.
Before long Anin and Sandra also arrived, they both sat down to their respective benches and faced me.
"there are those who are waiting for you in front" said Sandra, I patted my forehead with reflex, as soon as possible even waiting outside tau also dicuekin, my mind.
"hooh, there is a brother rasta" said Anin, I just shook my head, still do not believe so coolly waiting in front.
I'm still in silent mode not to comment anything, though, I have decided not to deal with the same name rasta for me I was in this school just want to really school well without having the slightest problem.
"there's a problem what the hell are you the same rasta, so much so that the cwo barin is hooked at the school waiting outside, if I am you so I'm already samperin tuh from earlier kak rasta, dear tau handsome-bulls carried away" mia said, I suddenly looked at the three friends in front who were also looking at me looking for answers.
"no idea what the problem is, I'm also confused about what he said to me again" I said starting to open my voice, now I add a lot to the horror of his name, so much so, the same rasta just make trouble at school I thought, suddenly I saw rasta from nyelonong enter my class and sit across my bench exactly in the yogi bench.
"i wait for you outside" said rasta, as the students in the class were astonished to look at me, how can a swollen elephant like me reject cwo as a bunch of rasta that must have been in their minds thought, I think, I just grunt trying to ignore what's around me.
"yes" he said again saying to me, I only speak a thousand languages, ngeladenin rasta as well as a wulan opportunity to do what is appropriate threat.
"yes, no matter what the hell is my fault, I just want to cement it with you" he said again, hearing rasta's words I was getting furious.
"wrongly wrong..what do you say,..ok.emang you are not wrong but it is wrong if you want to be friends with me, you better look for another friend, another friend, I'm not special either, I'm ugly, fat, not fit to be your friend" I said starting to get emotional.
"but I want to share with you" he said again.
"but I don't" I said briefly.
"but.." said rasta cut off.
"ka rasta please don't disturb aliesya, it's been horrified he does not want the same friend" said assyifa
Rastapun stood up from his stool and began to walk towards the door, when he was in front of the door suddenly he stopped again and faced back towards me.
"i will prove that I really want to help you" he said again and then left my class.
For what reason try a most handsome man at school kekeh really want to be friends with me, I am also not as special as others, after this incident there will certainly be more gossip & nobility & I have to prepare for everything that is going to happen.
"don't worry if there is me" said Asyifa, I look at the assyifa with a smile, my best friend is always there in my heart under any circumstances.
"makasi fa" I said
The doorbell has sounded my classmates are already in the class on their respective benches, today the first subject teacher did not enter because he was attending a meeting & instead we were only given the task of recording the material written in front of the class leader, while noting that noise like this was common, the students in my class this time were busy with their respective babbling, some were laughing out loud whatever they were gossiping about, some were busy kicking the table & singing some even sleep in a corner, while I still keep busy writing while occasionally talking to the asyifa.
Asik wrote suddenly my book was crossed because there were schoolgirls coming to pull my hand forcibly.
"fat.
"please don't call me fat, I have a name" I said, my parents gave me a name with prayers and good wishes but someone else arbitrarily changed my name & call me that as they please.
"whatever,.ayo came along" he said again, I'm sure this student looks like my upperclassman, I don't know what made him come to attract me.
"kak please don't disturb aliesya, we have a task from the teacher so you better leave anyway" said assyifa, not asyifa his name if not afraid of anyone
"that's really bad for you, I have nothing to do with you" he said again, I saw the name on his chest written amira vivian alora, his hair was short as a straight white shoulder, quite beautiful.
"had fa...biarin I followed" I said to assyifa because I did not want him to get in trouble.
I then stood up to follow Amira walking out of the classroom, asyifa looked at me unblinkingly, I was sure she was very worried about me, I kept following behind amira, I saw amira heading towards the ladies' room, I wonder why Amira brought me here.
"masuk" katanya mendorongku masuk kedalam toilet, aku agak terkejut ternyata didalam sudah ada wulan menunggu didalam bersama beberapa siswi lainnya & aku yakin pasti ini perkara rasta lagi.
"eh fat you don't know shame, don't have any glass, you don't see how you are, ' ' ' said Wulan while pointing to a fairly large mess, which is right in front of me, I just kept quiet.
"you are not very self-conscious, the rich body of rhinos want to be actors" said amira, well it feels rich to be shaken, he said, there are no better words why the person should bring physical, after all greet who wants to be the actor, I thought again.
"do not want to be with rasta kepedean you" said wulan
*****byuuuuuuurrrrrr****** I was shocked to be doused by a wulan with a large bucket of water that made my clothes soaked.
"wake up..no need to dream, this is new water that I flush, if you are still reckless rasta nyamperin you are no longer just ordinary water that I will flush but hard water, understand" wulan said again threatening me.
I can only sit here crying over my condition which has now been soaked, while wulan & his friends leave me with this situation just like this.
"it's wrong rasta, damn rasta" I said cursing rasta because I was treated like this indeed because of her.
I stood up and wiped away my tears, I planned to find rasta to suppress her, if not for her I wouldn't have been bullied like this, I walked towards the rasta class, she said, fortunately it was still class time so no one was mourning me in this condition, when I walked on the corridor at a glance I heard there were a bunch of students were cool telling a story in the corner near the warehouse, from the sound of his voice it seems that the sound of rasta I quickly walked towards the direction of the sound & right it was rasta & some friends as much as it.
"it's so bad that fat cwe is very difficult to get caught" he said
"so you give up that's our bet,.hahahha" said another student, as I stopped my steps and hid behind the wall.
bet,... I'm not mistaken, so I was just made to putuha**n
"just right, not yet, I haven't given up, just how many days haven't been a month" he said again.
I don't feel my tears flowing so just slashing cheeks, don't know why this hurts so much, really someone made me the betting material, he said, they do not think what they do this makes me a bulian material like this, I already feel rich clowns who are the subject of ridicule one school with this condition.
I then left the place without seeing the rasta, as far as I know the truth rasta who came to try to make friends with me regardless of what consequences I would get if close to him actually never had the sincere intention to actually become a friend i'm.
I kept running back into the toilet crying, so much so that I had a fat body to be used as a game material that is not at all funny, do they not think at all about what I will experience at this time that will make me traumatized later, I then went out of the toilet to the bk room to ask for permission to go home with my condition that was very wet, arriving in the room bk teacher bk asked about what happened to me but I said I did not want to tell what really happened, after getting my permission and went out to the school gate without taking a bag & my book is in class.
I continued walking along the street, it was almost far away I stepped away from my new school, without feeling my tears flow again wet the cheeks, my dreams dashed there even though I had previously hung my dreams & dreams & my hopes there were high for a quiet life without bulian, but today what I got was very disappointing, the sky at this time suddenly dark rain fell as if the sky was crying as if knowing the sadness I was experiencing at this time, he said, I was still walking away without direction under the heavy drops of rain, I was still crying as I walked, my feelings at this moment were very chaotic, there is no point also I shelter since I was also wet because of water water wulan.
Shouldn't everyone have the right to live his life well but why I never get it, I just keep on being a plug, bulian material, bulian material, even when the severity of me has become a betting material, I just feel life is not fair, why I can not live quietly without interference, I can not live, I also want to be a normal student like the others not to be me who is always a bulian material.
"god, why the hell do I have to be fat like this, I want to be skinny, God, I'm tired of me constantly being a mockery" I said to myself.
Whether I have to go, I don't want to go home with my situation like this, I don't want the events that have been repeated again if you find out what happened to me today & not only father who will rampage but my brothers will also go bersamuk especially bang fahmi.
I walked across the highway that I felt very lonely, when I was in the middle of the road I heard the sound of a car axle that was quite loud making me stop because of shock, unexpectedly from the right side of me there was a car with a good speed hit my body, I could not avoid & slammed, my vision began to blur, my head & body hurt, maybe harini, maybe, at this moment I will die I thought, because I could not bear the end of my vision getting darker and then I fainted.
