Dusk Star

Chapter 43 The Conjecture To

When approaching Sha who was still crying as much as a hiccup under the pillow. “Sha already dong crynya, later bogor flood because lo nangis continue.”

It is not that Sha's crying becomes what makes Bila panic. “Aduh Sha kok getting more and more raining, actually this loh can flood bogor if this is.” When pacing back and forth saw Sha who did not move his body.

“Sha, stop dong. I'm confused about how?” When he knocks his forehead hoping for enlightenment. The brain when it seems dead-end can not be invited to think when crucial like this.

“Sha if you do not stop also I am angry at you nih.” Threaten if it works.

Now that Sha straightened his body, his face still lowered occasionally his hands wiped the tears that were still coming out. Seeing Sha who would come back crying, When forced to remove the pillow that Sha used to cover his face.

“Balikin bil, I'm ugly nih.” When a little laugh to see the appearance of Sha who is indeed disheveled. His long hair was a mess, his nose was slightly runny and his eyes were already swollen. When he approached Sha and hugged her tightly.

When the mouth is close to Sha's ear. “Sha how long has it been? Can you hurt yourself?” When removing tears reminiscing on Sha's cheeks, “honestly yes me.” Pinta When soft.

Sha just fell silent. When he started to tidy up the hair scattered on Sha's face. Gently when grasping Sha's hand. “Sha lo have to be honest with me about everything.”

Sha wiped the snot with the tissue provided by Bila. “You want me to be honest about what bil?”

When you think for a moment. “Everything Sha, se mu a nya.” Say it while stretching out his hand.

Sha nodded, but shortly scratched his head in confusion.“I don't know where to start bil?” said Sha polo. At times like this, Sha can still be innocent which makes you anxious and want to laugh.

When approaching towards Sha, because he did not wear his glasses, he watched closely the face was crying out Sha. “Gue want to know when you like Brother Yusuf?” say it seriously.

Sha seemed to think, he also did not know when exactly began to like Yusuf, “maybe, when he nolongin we bil.”

“Pas SMP?” Sha nodded. Sha has long secretly liked his upperclassman. “Why didn't you say you liked him that time?”

Sha's face reddened, he's not the type of person who likes to indulge in his love for others like Nai mislanya. For Sha to see Yusuf from a distance has made himself happy, especially being able to get close to him.

When poking Sha's chin, “Why is his face red, hayoo?” apparently if he deliberately wanted to tease Sha. Sha hid his face on the pillow he had in his open.

Seeing that When he changed his face again to be serious, “Yang said Nai was right?” seeing from the expression displayed by Sha, Bila concluded that Nai's speech was correct.

“Then, why do you want to nerima Kak Yusuf when you know he likes maybe even love each other?”

Hearing that question, Sha remembered where Joseph had said the crazy thing to Sha. He was also puzzled as to how it could be so easy to accept Joseph's invitation. “I don't know bil nerima like that, I can't bear to see the gaze begging brother Yusuf who is like torment because he wants to move on.”

“After that.”When waiting for Sha to continue his sentence in curiosity.

“I've always dreamed of a little boy named Joseph. When I met Brother Yusuf I thought it was just a coincidence, but I often dream of that guy again. I also do not know who Joseph was and whether it was true that Joseph's feet were the same person as in my dreams.”

If you are surprised because you know this now. “I think by accepting brother Yusuf can change him quickly move on, in fact not also.”Sha's shoulder slumped after saying that.

“Next how do you want Sha?”

“I'm also confused Bil.”

“Lo don't want to break up?”

“That's what I'm thinking now.”

They both fell silent. Questions that disturb the mind When this time make him hesitate to glance at Sha. “Sha.” Call Bila.

“Ya.”

“Gue can ask you something again?” seeing Sha nodding, it was Bila's turn to fear that this question offended her best friend.

“Lo know who Joseph loved?”

Sha choked on his own saliva when he heard that, immediately shaking his head to answer Bila's question. Seeing Sha who returned to shake makes Bila cluck lazy.

“Then you don't know, you don't know that?”

Sha let out a breath, he did not want to discuss this matter properly. Makes him remember the incident while in the hospital and it makes Sha's heart throb pain. “I was once nanya back then, but she was kind of angry when I asked about it.”

“Then do not tell?” ask if you still do not believe if the relationship between your friend and his girlfriend is this complicated.

“Means I never asked again.” When they see the disappointment on Sha's face, they can be anything but pushy.

Hands when clenched tightly. “There are people like Yusuf, I think he's a good boy who really looks good boy, uh turns out to be fake.”

Sha stroked softly Bila's hand, hoping that if she could ease her emotions. “Udah bil, already last too.” When nodding understanding Sha who always forgives others a blink of an eye, no matter how wrong he is.

They stayed silent for a moment. “Gue is still angry with lo Sha!” Sha was shocked.

“Ma rah?”

When looking at Sha ferociously, “iya angry why lo secretain this same me and Nai.”

“Not exactly bil-“

“Keep how?” When crossing his arms around his chest.

“Gue Just afraid you can't get to nerima-“

“Yes obviously I will not accept my best friend in the game, no matter how much love lo the same he cave will never agree.”

When it is right as Sha guessed, so he prefers silence.

“But Sha kok Nai can know everything anyway?” If you are surprised to know that.

Sha shrugged his shoulders and shook his head, “I don't know bil.”

“What don't-don't.”

Sha menatapa When curious, “She was told you yes.” The conclusion from which is the inner Sha, Sha tidka never told Nai about his personal problems. With If only sometimes closed especially Nai.

“No bil, I didn't tell anyone. Maybe Nai knows from Yusuf.” Sha's assumption makes Bila suspicious.

“Sha kok kayaknya Nai sama Yusuf near ya.” If so remember the birthday party of his mother Joseph, Joseph was willing to pick up and say Nai home.

Different from When, Sha trying to stay positive, “kan us all bil friends, time should be far away anyway.”

“Not so-“

“You're not angry anymore same as me, right bil?” Sha tried to divert the conversation.

When you again display his fierce gaze, “angar if you dare to secret something else from me, promise.” When he thrust his little finger at Sha.

Sha links his rivet finger with Bila, “promise.” The two of them finally laughed together.

“Sha I think sleep here deh.” Say when the current one settles himself in Sha's bed.

“Iya bil, I also miss we chat together.”

***

Joseph was sitting in the back garden. He looked at the sky which now displayed the color of his throne, the sun had also started to recede to the west. Yusuf deeply regretted his treatment of Sha earlier, he also did not think if he could not control his emotions.

“Kak?” Nai patted Joseph's shoulder slowly.

Joseph did not answer. Nai knew Ysuuf needed some time alone, but Nai also felt guilty for talking lancing in front of everyone. Nai decided to sit next to Joseph.

“So sorry I ya.” Nai Yusuf turned his head to Nai.

“This is not wrong lo kok.” Joseph turned back and looked straight at a swing across his side.

“But because I revealed that Sha became angry with lo.” Joseph looked at Nai.

Nai who was looked at like that became stiff, his heart so thumped. What happened to him this time, O Lord, Nai said in his heart.

“It's not your fault, Sha angry natural wrong I didn't say from the beginning that I like the same lo.”

Deg

Nai's heart raced faster as Joseph said so, Nai's legs felt limp. Joseph spoke as if he were expressing his feelings for Nai.

Yusuf takes his eyes off Nai, “maaf.” Joseph said that looks wrong.

I don't know why Nai feels lost. When Akbar said he liked his best friend Nai, he knew it was sick, but not cared about by Joseph it was more painful. What happened to Nai's heart?

“But-“

“Sttt.” Joseph smashed Nai's mouth by sticking his index finger on Nai's lips.

Nai seemed to be stung and Joseph was struck by his own behavior. He hurriedly removed his finger from Nai's lips. “Sorry Nai.”

Joseph had seen a red hue on Nai's face, and Nai was blushed by Joseph's behavior. Ah where possible, thought Joseph.

Nai looked down embarrassed, his cheeks must have been like boiled crabs. Why was Nai unconscious all this time if near Joseph, Nai was always comfortable. In fact, the world of Nai has always been filled by Akbar, Akbar and Akbar to forget the others.

Now Nai also seemed to forget that Joseph was the girlfriend of his best friend. Nai wanted to enjoy her happiness this time for a second, right? Pinta Nai in the orange sky.

Nai looked up and Yusuf's silhouette was the most beautiful silhouette that Nai saw. The orange color that soon faded makes Joseph's face look shiny, Joseph like a prince who came down to earth.

“Nai.” Joseph shook Nai's shoulders slowly.

Nai is still in his delusion, “Iya kak.”

“Lo is okay.”

Nai realized, “iya is okay kak.”

“Ndreamun what the hell is serious once?”

“Nothing kok.” Nai was ashamed that he was daydreaming of Joseph.

Joseph did not mind it. He was still staring at the swing in front of him wistfully. Nai, aware of Joseph's countenance, followed Joseph's gaze.

“You are on the swing?” tawang Nai's.

“Gak.”

Yusuf's memories look at his past, “I used to play swings with my sister. The swing was made because my sister likes the same swing. Be Akbar's parents ask the villa manager to make a swing.”

Naila stared at the swing that seemed to have been out of use for a long time, she limped to where the swing was. Nai waving to Yusuf, “ayo here push swing Nai.”

Seeing Nai laughing wide because of the swing makes Yusuf more confused with his sister. If there is still definitely his sister Sudha as big and beautiful as Nai. yusuf approached Nai.

“You're in push?” haggard Joseph, Nai nodded.

With the spirit of Joseph pushed the swing that Nai was riding on. Being near Nai Ysuuf seemed to have forgotten the matter. Joseph looked at Nai who was still engrossed in his swing. Nai looked happy and enjoyed it very much.

Yusuf thought about Rio's words about following his heart, but he had promised to forget Naila and try to move on. Although deep down he still wants Naila, Joseph cannot necessarily hurt Sha by just deciding. However, Yusuf has not told Sha about the person he loves.

***

“So this is how it feels to be heartbroken?” ask Sha to himself. Sha held onto her chest that felt so painful, like slicing through something invisible.

Sha enters the villa in a hurry, he steals a bit with the story of Nai and Yusuf. Sick? Of course, which girlfriend would be willing to talk if she loved her own best friend.

“Sha not eating?” ask if that is still on the stairs.

“No bil hungry ilang.” When looking at Sha astonished.

Sha said he was going downstairs with a snack and a meal, now when he doesn't see Sha bringing a snack. Sha asked only answered.

What's with Sha actually.

When rushed down, afraid there are things that make Sha sad. There was nothing in the kitchen. Until the eyes when you see two people who are playing the swing. They seem so happy, who is it? Rather than being curious, Bila decided to take a close look.

Loh it's Nai, when you see clearly Nai's face. When not too clear to see, whether it was Rio, Akbar or Yusuf. That last name is what makes Bila conclude and find the answer to be sad Sha.

Is that Nai with Yusuf? Ask yourself if.

“Ah impossible.” When trying to avoid his own thoughts.

“What are they really not?”

If he finally does not think about it anymore, he is more eager to watch the marathon with Sha. When you take a few snacks and drinks. Fortunately, he had just staggered into the super market with Rio thinking.

“Sha, tau gak.” When you see Sha who's like

I'm writing something in a book. I don't know what book.

Sha closed the book and sat up straight facing Bila who kept snacks and drinks near the laptop. “Gak bil.”

“Ih hasn't said.”

“Bil I slept first ya.” Sha got up and got into bed.

When looking at Sha confused, “loh said he wanted to watch.”

“I'm so sleepy.” When approaching Sha and tickling Sha's waist.

Sha laughs in his beauty, “bil has been amused.”

“Gue will not stop if you do not want to watch.”

Sha holding hands If you want to tickle it again, “iya bil I want to watch, but let go first hand lo.”

When he keeps his hands away from Sha's waist, but when he pulls Sha's hand to sit on the carpet back to watch a movie. The two of them finally watched the movie while eating a snack that Bila brought from the kitchen earlier.

“Sha what is Joseph's loved one Nai?”