Dusk Star

Chapter 25 The Same

Feeling bored and no friends Sha whines to his mother to go to the park. His mother obviously did not allow it because of Sha's condition that still had to rest. This time Sha continues to whine like a child whose toys are not followed by his mother. His mother had to obey Sha's wishes.

Arriving at the park Sha told his mother to go back to his room, because Sha wanted to enjoy the afternoon breeze himself he said. His mother also hnaya resigned to comply with his wishes, although a little worried and had advised Sha to be careful.

Sha just smiled reassuringly seeing her mother worry about her so much. Because he suddenly remembered his dream yesterday, why did everything feel real.

While enjoying the afternoon breeze and sitting on a park bench. He saw children playing with fun. He was grateful not like those children who had severe illnesses. Even according to the hospital nurse there are 3 people of the child with cancer. Unfortunately, when other children are cool in playing freely he still has to rely on drugs for his survival.

“It turns out you are here, you and your room are not there.” Say a guy sitting next to Sha.

“Eh sister tumben to here. Yes nih bosen in kama continue to want fresh air.” Sha said at once shocked by the sudden presence of his upperclassman.

“Yes I want to look at you and apologize,” said Yusuf while looking at the children who had seen Sha.

“Nothing kaka, did yesterday Sha had said his name is calamitous who knows,” said Sha because he did not mind, because he did not question it, instead she was a little grateful because her pain this problem with Nai was over.

“But I haven't apologized in person. Coincidentally also yesterday my mind again confused. That's why I can hit people like that,” said Yusuf suku.

“Emang yesterday brother confused why?” tanya Sha was a little curious. Not usually Joseph who is famous for being flat and firm looks upset and sad.

Joseph did not answer Sha's question. He thought back to what happened yesterday that made him hurt and intended to forget his love.

“If you don't want to tell me it's okay.” Sha was so sad because Yusuf did not want to share his story with him.

“Not so Sha.” Joseph was a little clumsy. On the one hand he really wanted to tell all his misfortune but on the other he hesitated a bit to tell it to Sha who was Nai's best friend.

“Actually..”.

Sha lowered his head in shame not expecting that his upperclassman would tell Sha his grief.

“Ah usual love clapping one hand, maybe I am the one who is too hopeful with him but he expects others,” said Yusuf sadly.

Ah, in fact, it is not as pleasant as that listening to Joseph curat to Sha. There's just added to Sha's wounds. In his heart, Sha also said maybe he was too hopeful for others, because obviously the people in his tribe like his own friends. Sha grew even more down to hide his sadness.

“Yesterday before you hit lo actually I want to shoot the girl I love,” continued Yusuf.

Deg, Sha's heart is racing faster. It felt like something hit his chest hard. Pain but not visible. Sha tried to act ordinary even though it hurt so much. Sha wasn't strong enough to listen to him anymore.

“When I arrived at the compound of his house, I saw him running towards his house while crying. From there I went to his house. In his house I heard him say I love him. Hearing that my feelings crumbled even the flowers that made him I ancurin.”

Sha looked down, he didn't want his upperclassman to see him cry. One drop of tears that fell hurriedly on his gap.

“That's why I brought a dirty car until I could crash lo. I'm sorry about Sha.”

Sha was silent and did not answer Joseph. He had forgiven Joseph from yesterday, but the story of Joseph had his heart wound open again.

Yusuf glanced at Sha who kept his head down and did not respond to his story.

Yusuf became worried about Sha why-why. Joseph was actually a little surprised why he could tell so much to Sha, let alone this about his love. To his mother alone he was reluctant especially to others, but why to Sha he felt comfortable telling it all.

“Sha you're okay.” Joseph tried to lift Sha's chin that lowered.

Sha raised his head.

“Nothing kok sak, I also have lupain it kok.” Say Sha with a tone made as loud as possible.

“Oh yes Sha why you can also in the middle of the road?” joseph asked curiously.

Sha did not answer him and just lowered his head.

“If you do not want to answer it is okay kok.” Joseph followed Sha's words.

Joseph looked at Sha who was sighing heavily. Maybe Sha uga is in trouble, thought Yusuf who is not aware of Sha's dispute with Nai.

“Not want to tell it sis, but I don't think need to be told again because the masshnya is finished.”

“But if you want to listen I can tell you, although it will make me a little hurt.” Sha was a little upset about this.

“If telling a story makes you a little relieved, I'm ready to listen to kok.”

“Entah brother, I am also confused where to start the story.”

“Today I had a disagreement with Nai. Nai thinks I'm close to Brother Akbar.”

Yusuf just quietly listened even though he actually wanted to interrupt Sha's story.

“Aku and Akbar sometimes accidentally meet. I also don't know why Nai was able to find out about that accidental meeting. What's clear is that I don't want to ruin our friendship by seizing Akbar from Nai.” Sha was actually unable to continue even now his tears had slightly come out.

“Sorry yes brother so crybaby.” Sha wiped away her tears before telling her story.

“Yesterday it could probably be said the peak of Nai's anger is the same I kak.” Sha stopped again to wipe away the tears, so he remembered the words that were uttered yesterday by Nai.

“I'm okay Nai is angry, but I don't want our friendship to be damaged because I'm hiks hiks.” Yusuf was stunned and carried Sha in his arms.

All Joseph wanted to do right now was hug and calm Sha. Seeing Sha cry, I don't know one corner of his heart hurt. After quiet Sha broke away from Joseph.

“Sorry yes brother.” Sha was so embarrassed to remember his behavior that he was willing to hug Joseph. His cheeks slightly spouted a red hue.

“It's okay. You have the right to cry and grieve to vent all your pain. Than you vent his pain like I was careless on the streets.” Sha nodded confirming the speech of his upperclassman.

After telling Joseph he was indeed a little relieved, as if the burden that befell him had been lifted from his shoulders. Sha was also a little surprised why he could tell Joseph.

“Sorry yes my brother so tell me my sorrow.”

“Tidak nothing, did I also tell lo. Thank you for listening to my story.”

“It turns out I am not alone broken heart hahaha.”

Yusuf's laughter spread to Sha. They are now both laughing about the story of his heartbreak.

“Gue also apologizes because I you can be here, from now on I want to move on and will try to forget the person I love. Tenryata loving people who don't love us is sick.”

Yusuf looked at Sha who was looking down. Sha also has to move on from Joseph's brother, because as he said loving people who don't love us is sick.

Test, Sha's tears come back out just like that.

Unexpectedly, the upperclassman raised his chin and wiped away his tears. When he would forget why Joseph acted as if Sha was precious in his eyes.

“Lo why?” yusuf asked at once confused because he saw Sha who was crying.

“Nothing ko kak, maybe I should also move on.” Sha said with certainty.

“Hah move on, so there are people you like Sha. Who, who would have been lucky to be liked by this kind-hearted lo.”

Sha only blushed at the tease by his upperclassman.

You brother, that person is you. Sha wanted to express his face, but the courage did not come. If this is Sha salute with Nai who is able to vent his heart to Akbar.

“Sha kok even daydream.” Joseph slightly shakes Sha's shoulder.

“Eh i yes no nothing kak.”

“So who is it?” joseph asked again, raising his eyebrows.

Sha shook his head in response, when he had to tell Joseph that it was him. Could be a sudden hanger.

“Ya already if you do not want to tell, I will not make a kok.”

The silence now enveloped them both.

“Sha lo beautiful,” said her upperclassman was slow but still heard so that made her cheeks slightly red. Because he did not want to be known by his upperclassmen, Sha lowered his head.

“Sha you want to help me,”ucap Yusuf while staring at Sha.

“Help what sis?” sha said confusedly.

“Help me to ngelupain the person I love,”ucap Yusuf seriously.

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“Akbar waitin dong.” Nai immediately got off Akbar's bike which had left him alone on the seat.

Nai blocks Akbar's arm from entering the house. Akbar looked at Nai in annoyance and brushed off Nai's hand.

“Apaan sih Nai, go home gih entar parenthood lo nyariin.”

“Jawab first question earlier.”

“Which question.”

“Lo likes the same Sha?”

Nai waited for the pensive Akbar. Nai hopes that Akbar will not let his heart recover from the wound. It seemed that Akbar would not answer Nai's question earlier. Nai let go of his hand and took a few steps back away from Akbar.

“OK you don't need to answer I'm not ready to hear it.”

Nai quickly passed away.

“Gue replied Nai yes I like Sha.” Shouting Akbar made Nai immediately run from Akbar's house towards his house by covering both ears.

Enough Akbar I don't want to be horrified, Inner Nai shouted. The further away those words seemed to be clearly heard in his ears.