
I left that place with a chaotic mind. Not only the mind, but the feelings are also chaotic. Plus the body feels starting to crumble dimly. In fact, when undergoing a day that is not in accordance with the desire to make the body need total rest.
Want to beat Mama? Oh, sure can't. Because I'm sure, Mama has been dizzy to see the state of this child.
My mom always tried to give her best. It's just, maybe the timing is not right. So it looks futile and even as if to torment his son.
It is not the happiness we have, it is the endless sadness that now rests on our chests. Me and Mama. Sure oes.
I feel tormented by the wishes of Mama who after I participated, proved not if even the misery that I got. Not happiness as desired.
Abandoned work, delayed meetings, some projects had to be pushed back. What's more, I had to deal with those weird chicks.
Tasya then Marisa. Who else tomorrow?
Oh God! Where is my real soul mate. Poor Mama, must be tormented to have a child like me.
Marriage fails, the boyfriend turns out to be an uncivilized person, then .. status of a cool widower who turns into a weathered widower, because the soul mate never comes. Mom can't wait to hold her grandchild.
"Ma, what if David adopted a child" I suggested that night.
"Gawur you!" sergeant Mama, his hands are shaking my head. "Let your brain watered down, don't think it's wretched."
Then, if it's like this what else should I do?
I pulled a frustrated hair. Tonight lazy to go home, better sleep in the apartment alone.
I turned around, headed for the apartment. As soon as it arrives, just throw yourself down. Ignoring the ringing of the phone that started earlier.
I lay on my back in bed, with both hands as a pillow. My eyes stared at the ceiling with a mind wandering in search of purpose.
Too much I think, until - until I can't focus on the one thing that's in my head.
That meeting with Marisa made me realize something. How bad I was in the past. Can it be repaired now?
Again, guilt comes back haunting. How long ago, I wasted Anna as a wife.
I clucked in annoyance, Anna's shadow, Alina's and Marisa's turning back around like a broken movie in the head.
Those three women had managed to mess with the comfort of my life. Although hoping never to meet again with Alina and Marisa, but who would have thought Marisa even became one of the female candidates who want Mama to mate with me.
Don't you know about Marisa?
Forget about Marisa. I better go to sleep, so that tomorrow I wake up with a fresher situation to face the harsh reality of life. The work that piles up also needs to be considered, right?
Sayup - sayup heard the ringing of a cell phone break my dreams. I searched for the existence of that thing without intending to open my eyes in the slightest.
After making sure I found it, my finger swiped the green icon to answer the call. Put the phone to my ear and say hello as my first greeting.
Not the reply I got but a burst of anger that managed to make my ears heat up.
"Where are you going, David. From yesterday Mama telepin not lifted - lift?" spray Mama.
From a place where I could not see, I could imagine Mama's red face from holding back anger. Ah no, this time no shadow of two horns came out of his head.
"David sleeps in the apartment, Ma. What's up?" I answered lazily still with a typical hoarse voice of waking up.
"What's up ... What's up? Of course, Mama is worried about you. Abis meeting yesterday instead of going home instead nginep other place," said Mama.
"Not anywhere else, Ma. But my apartment," I replied lazily.
Sorry David, Ma. I'm really dizzy now.
Then, I woke up around 09:00, hurriedly cleaned myself up forgetting breakfast. I'll go straight to the office. There's a meeting schedule in an hour.
Arriving at the office, less than ten minutes from the meeting began. I rushed to the meeting room.
Ah, today is a mess. Employees on no becus, indeed.
"If you can't work on this project, it's better to leave this company!" my hardik. "Truly, yeah."
"Sorry, Boss. Love us time to fix it all three days."
"What's? Three days. Now also fix it. Afternoon is not well, all of you I changed. Hear it!" I walked out of the room, walking wide into my workroom.
***
"It looks like Boss David can't ya stop this company alone, because usually assisted Mr. Adrian, right?"
I stood not far from the shoes of the employees. My head feels like it's about to break hearing their babble.
"Yes, maybe because Mr. Adrian is more gentle and patient in explaining what to his employees. After all, Mr. Adrian did not hesitate to go down directly to the field. Not just an order there command here, without wanting to know the real situation."
"Already, don't gossip. Do what needs to be done immediately."
I admit, all this time Adrian has an important role in this company. When the man was not there, I was confused. Like someone who lost a grip.
However, is it true that the impact is so great as it is now?
I immediately reached into the cell phone in my pants pocket, contacted someone across the street.
"Bro, cave into your office huh, now." Without further ado, I headed straight for Adrian's office.
"Yes." Yeah." Adrian answered briefly.
Arriving at Adrian's office I went straight to his room, without greeting the receptionist. Similarly, after arriving in front of Adrian's room, without asking his secretary I immediately opened the high door.
Shit, Adrian and Anna are making out inside. They even kissed warmly. Without being prevented, the heat took hold of me. My head feels like it's about to break, plus my heart's pounding.
I want to break the neck of Adrian, who is having a friendly relationship with Anna.
Ah, goddamn. I'm just standing here watching the affection of the two of them.
My life is full of bad luck right now.
I cleared my throat to take off their pagutan. However, it seems that the two humans did not even hear my deception. I have to do it many times.
"Davids. Hiya! It's been a while, Bro?" adrian asked at the end.
I looked at the two men in turn. Adrian is quite capable of self-control, looks ordinary even though his face is still reddened.
Maybe it's because I'm embarrassed to go to the park, or even angry because I'm interfering with their exciting activities.
While Anna's face had been flushed red, like a boiled crab. Ready to be cut.
I was so anxious to see it. I want to scoop her face up and swallow Anna round - round. If only it could.