Duda Cool Find a Mate

Chapter 27 (Aqila)

I didn't expect that Bang David would be this worried to see how I was.

I am, anyway, sloppy.

Ah, that's also because of him, right. For days we were like strangers. Perhaps it was more appropriate that I avoided the chat with the man.

How not. Our bridal night was embarrassing for me.

However, there was something he did not know. That every night I have trouble sleeping because I think about our marriage.

Passing through the night - a long night with restlessness, may fall asleep in the morning. Just for a moment, because in the morning I have to be ready - ready to finish the work that must be completed immediately. Especially preparing breakfast.

I was disappointed that the desire to work outside was not allowed. However, no matter how hard I try if the man does not allow it then I will not dare to violate.

So, let myself get tired of the endless housework. To be more precise, I'm trying to keep that job from running out.

There is something I do, even though I just repeat what I have cleaned.

If calculated, to mop the floor alone can be up to three to five times in a day.

Same for the bathroom area. In the morning, the floor was cleaned. I repeat it during the day. Who would have thought that bad luck would happen to me. I slipped on the bathroom floor that even the floor had just finished cleaning.

It was drowsiness that attacked me blindly. The raging mind does not confine the body asking for attention.

The body will remain in a state of exhaustion. I never thought to rest myself for a moment which actually affected my body in the bathroom.

Bad things do not always produce bad things. Sometimes, bad events have an impact on self-esteem. Know who cares for example.

I was full of excitement when Bang David arrived to be a hero.

A prince came to the rescue of his daughter who had fallen in the bathroom. Ah, what kind of fairy tale is that.

Because of this ridiculous incident, our relationship improved. Even though it has not reached an intimate stage, at least we have shared our breaths

Bang David, don't you know. You were the first person to do that with me with a feeling of love blowing in my chest for you.

Uh, how the hell does it feel. I've never been in love. I have also never surrendered myself willingly to a man.

Forget about that painful event. I don't want to remember.

"Is it okay?" Bang David's voice broke our silence.

I stammered and looked back at her eyes.

Duh, how sad nan washed that gaze away. As if I wanted to keep diving in there.

However, this self has not been the power of long-replying. Finally, I chose to bow.

Bang David touched my chin gently with his index finger. Forcing me to return that shady look.

The rump in the chest increasingly banged as hard as he could. I'm sure, if we further erode the distance, the man will cover both ears because of this noise.

"Why not answer, hm? Still sore?" ask her in a soft voice.

I shook my head weakly, feeling both cheeks start to heat up.

My heart was pounding more and more as I felt a gentle swipe on my right cheek. A faint smile on Bang David's face.

"It really worries." Furthermore, the sweet scene earlier turned into a domestic violence scene, because after that Bang David pulled both of my cheeks in a fit of anxiety.

"Aw! Sick, Bang," I cried with pain.

"Who told you to be careless. Your habits are they?" his nag.

I'm still stroking - the hot cheek elus. Really it hurts so much.

"Bang, sorry for what happened that night" I said softly with fear - fear.

"What incident?" ask Bang David sok cuek.

Substantial.

"Genesis on the night of our bride" I said in a drowning voice.

"Not to be discussed," it's fast.

"But really .. I don't have anyone but Brother. I am not close to any man. All of this is out of my control." I tried to explain and give understanding to Bang David.

hopefully he can understand without me having to tell that sad story.

"What's the problem?" ask her with a firm voice.

I shook my head again, now with a stronger movement accompanied by tears.

Bang David snorted violently then as fast as lightning his hand pulled my body in his arms.

I have no power to resist being told not to shed tears on the chest of the field. I want to feel myself melted into his body, forgetting all the suffering that has ever passed. Unfortunately, the more I remembered the pain the more real it hit my chest.

I don't know how long I've been sobbing in there, wetting her work clothes. Bang David's hand felt very gently stroking my head to the back. Funneling a sense of comfort while calming. To pervert myself feeling protected, feeling loved and feeling like I have a place to go home.

"Alright, don't tell me now that you haven't been able to," he said slowly. "But, if something's stuck in your heart and mind, I should be the first to complain. Understand?"

I nodded, agreeing to each sentence and promising to do what he asked.

"I'm your husband, my responsibility is with me" he said firmly.

I hugged and then nodded again repeatedly.

I know the past cannot be changed. But I also know. I will be safe with that man. The man who took responsibility for me

The man who became my husband.

"Thank you" I said sincerely.