Duda Cool Find a Mate

Chapters. 42

I got out of my room in a hurry. Wanting to immediately nag Aqilla.maybe she ignored her own health. No matter for himself. He just recovered from his pain.

I'm heading to the living room. He left me in that room. Apparently, Aqilla was no longer there.

Still with hasty big steps, I headed for the dining room. Apparently, Aqilla wasn't in the room either.

Where is he?

My feelings are getting mixed up now. However, anger is more dominant. I took a quick step and half ran up the stairs to the top floor, where my room was. Open the door in a hasty motion.

My eyes were slanting and it felt like these eyeballs were about to jump out when they did not find Aqilla in this room. When the gust of wind hit the skin, I realized that Aqilla might be on the balcony of the room.

The connecting door between the balcony to the room is open. And sure enough, there was that woman there. Lean on the fence with the head looking up.

What the hell is he doing?

"What are you doing there? Nights like this. Alone anyway?" I asked as I slowly moved closer to Aqilla.

I catch my breath that was boring because I was looking for his existence earlier.

She's looking. "Let's see the stars, Bang. When did you come here? Do I need anything?"

Aqilla's voice sounded hoarse. Like the sound of crying.

I thought, Aqilla is a strong and strong woman. Yes ... who does not cry easily like other women. Tends weak. He looks strong from the outside. Apparently, the woman could cry too. She's the same as the other women.

"My question has not been answered and you have asked me a question" I said.

I can see if Aqilla is jerking. His eyes are breaking. Maybe I was surprised by my answer to him.

However, I was really upset at that Aqilla. Every time I get close to her, ask her about her situation or ask her something about what she is doing. So, it was not a direct answer I received but a back question about something I needed.

Like earlier. Aqilla immediately asked if I needed anything.

I came to confirm the info Mama gave me.

Aqilla's head lowered like one who was afraid of something. Was I that scary for her?

"Are you afraid of me?" ask me without being able to hold it.

It would sound awful if Aqilla was afraid of me, right?

Adrian said, as a man's husband has an obligation to protect his woman. His wife. And it's not just responsibility but about the taste that's in the chest.

I waited. Seconds passed like hours for me.

"Aqilla," call me again. "Are you afraid of me?"

I approached. Touching Aqilla's chin using her index finger, raised her chin so she returned my gaze. I want to see the twinkle in his eyes.

Dimmed. And glazed.

Damnit.

There was something claustrophobic inside my chest when I saw that pitiful-looking Aqilla's look.

A second later, a clear thread flowed down his cheek. Next, I can guess. Aqilla sobbing.

"So right. You're afraid of me." I concluded with a bitter voice. "So. When you're dealing with me it's not like dealing with a monster?" tanyaku.

"Sorry ...."

For God's sake, Aqilla! I'd rather argue with you. Struggling with you. Rather than having to deal with such a situation. Really, it reminds me of past events. And I hate that so much.

"I don't need your forgiveness. I just need you to answer the questions I'm asking. That's all."

Thereafter. Aqilla's tears flowed like a creek.

Gee. Sucks.