Dreams for Real
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Rendra who has not been able to close his eyes, remembers that tomorrow he will go to Bandung and has not contacted Erik. But let Erik not know, he went there just for a moment, thought Rendra. Rendra had told Mayang and Kayla that he was going to Bandung, Rendra did not say that to Bandung to meet Bela, surely Kayla would come along. He just said there was a problem in his company that made him have to go to Bandung immediately.
Rendra had prepared all his clothes, not long he was in Bandung only 2 days if what he thought the problem was finished he would soon return to Jakarta. He just wanted to meet Bela and talk to her in person, there was no way that she would just talk on the phone.
The next day Rendra was ready to go to Bandung, at the dining table there was Mayang and Kayla.
“Papah want to Bandung really?” ask Kayla
“Iya dear, papah must go to Bandung because the company needs papah” said Rendra gave understanding to Kayla
“Kayla wants to come, but Kayla school, Kayla wants to see Aunt Bela want to play and walk again” said Kayla
“Later if Kayla vacation can go to Bandung, now Kayla will have to study soon will be the exam to raise class” said Rendra
“Iya right papah said, Kayla must learn so that later graduate so that during the holidays we can celebrate for Kayla” Mayang graduation trying to give understanding
“Kayla, later if Aunt Bela is not busy must be messing around here so Kayla do not be sad ya” said Rendra
“Iya Kayla is not sad but papah promise yes if later will take Kayla to Bandung”
“Iya papah jan”
“Let's eat, keep papah between Kayla to school”
“Iya pah”
They're having breakfast, Kayla understands that she can't go with Rendra. He must study for the class exam later. Kayla better learn first after the holidays can enjoy the results, if Kayla does not focus on learning it can not answer questions during the exam.
After dropping off Kayla, Rendra went straight to Bandung so that she would arrive immediately and prepare everything to meet with Bela. Rendra did not know what to say later, but Rendra did not have more feelings for Bela, either because the feelings for the Goddess were still so great in her heart.
“It looks like I will rest in the apartment first” said Rendra
Rendra went straight to his apartment, he needed to stretch his muscles to be fresher. Rendra did not go to his office because today he was mentally preparing to tell Bela. Indeed this is not the first time for Rendra, but Rendra is not expressing his feelings, he just wants to express what he is feeling so that it makes nervous and uncomfortable.
At night Rendra was wearing clothes and was ready to leave, Rendra asked Bela to come to a place. There Rendra has prepared something that will certainly make it more comfortable to convey his wishes.
“Where Bela kok has not come yet, did he forget I had reminded him earlier this afternoon” said Rendra waiting for the arrival of Bela
After waiting for almost 15 minutes, Bela came as well.
“Sorry I'm late huh, you've been waiting from earlier?” ask Bela
Rendra did not answer, he looked at Bela without blinking.
“Mas, mas” Bela voice disperse Rendra's daydreams
“Eh yes, why?” ask Rendra
“You've been waiting since?”
“No, but enough to make feet achy” said Rendra
“Sorry, there was still business so late to here”
“No problem that matters you are already here”
“Before I speak this, I hope you are not angry and understand”
“I try not to be angry, as long as you do not invite the like” said Bela narrowed her eyes
“Listen yes, and do not cut my words” said Rendra seriously make Bela immediately nodded
“Bela, earlier I'm sorry I didn't intend to make your feelings hurt or how. I once said that I don't like you yet, but I don't know why this feeling suddenly came, there's a reason why I didn't dare open my heart to someone, of course you already know that I already have Kayla, and that is the reason why I do not want to open my heart. I still love Kayla's mother even though she left me and Kayla for a long time” before continuing to take her breath
“I hope you want to wait for me, I hope you can change my feelings, other than because Kayla who is close to you, since we often walk together there is something strange with my feelings. I try to be ordinary and try to get rid of my feelings, but instead of losing those feelings it just keeps growing.”
Rendra stopped her words.
“Then what do you mean?” ask Bela because Rendra suddenly stopped her words
“I want you to wait for me to convince my feelings that I really like you” said Rendra bowed
“For what I wait mas, if you really like me I do not need to wait” said Bela was surprised by Rendra's words
“You don't understand yet?”
Bela shook her head, she did not understand what Rendra meant to ask her to wait.
“I asked you to wait to convince me that I really like you, and I can accept that my feelings with my late wife have a special place and now I want to change everything, I hope you understand” Rendra stared at Bela
Bela showed his face expressionless, he did not know how to, competing with the dead was very unlikely, and Bela would definitely not win. Bela realizes that she likes him too, but Bela can be patient waiting for her.
Rendra was still staring at Bela, hoping for an answer that could make her heart calm and not restless anymore. But Bela still did not open her voice, she seemed to think of something, visible from her face if she was surprised by Rendra's statement. Bela thought Rendra would express her feelings, not ask her to wait to convince her heart.
“Why silence Bela? You don't want to or you already have a partner. Sorry if I interrupted your relationship” Not yet Rendra continued his talk Bela has cut it off.
“I don't have a girlfriend yet, I just hesitate to answer” said Bela turned her face away
“Do you not like me, when I am cool I am also not ugly, even many like me” said Rendra arrogant
Bela heard Rendra's words glaring. “Can he praise himself” Bela said inwardly
“I know you also praise me in your heart, don't be ashamed to say it”
“I wonder about you, if there are so many who like you, you are the same why they should be with me, and I should wait until you are sure of how you feel. Strange you” said Bela annoyed
“You're jealous because I talk like that” said Rendra teasing Bela
“Jealous? Where might”
“You need not dodge, look from your eyes if you are jealous I say like that” said Rendra
“I am not jealous especially with your fans it” said Bela
“Which may want to confess”
“So you said I was a thief? If I just want to say so I'd better just go home free to talk to you just waste time” Bela stood up from his seat, he was about to step foot but Rendra held him back.
“Kok is angry anyway, I'm just kidding, let's sit down again. You have not answered my question earlier, I'm sorry if it makes you upset” said Rendra sincerely
