DREAMMAN

ADITYA'S HOUSE !

SES is very kind and considerate to me. That's why I received his love.tp honestly I do not love him.do not know why after I received his love a little love in my heart began to disappear.

not a little time for both of us.

even though I don't think she's really a boyfriend, she's very kind and considerate.

he even introduced me to his family.

but somehow I'm getting more guilty and more want to stay away from him.I don't know with my attitude that changes_change.

sometimes people like to hate.

even I often ignore her phone and text messages.

and the ending must have been him coming to school to see me.

if you think that Kasian really maybe he loves me very much.

but my heart is further away from loving her.

it's been two weeks that I ignored the phone or text from SES.mugkin he had work that kept him busy so he didn't come to school to see me as usual when I ignored him.

but I'm getting relieved at least he's starting to forget about me mugkin.

but I shouldn't be sad because my boyfriend doesn't mind me anymore, but why am I happy.

Since the incident in the canteen.TEKNO no longer chasing me and no longer greet me.

but I think he always makes me jealous.

for example, if there I Tekno always call dear to RENI.Reni is a girl in class with Tekno and she loves Tekno very much but always rejected.

do not know why.indeed or not Tekno seems to make me jealous with mengesraan with Reni.

but unfortunately, I have no jealousy.I am happy that he can finally forget me.

forget about Tekno gayyyys.

now focus on getting out of the shackles of SES love.

school is also getting closer to graduation.I do not want to telephoto to keep this relationship.Smakin day I am more aware and sure if it turns out my love is not for SES.but for others.

if I continue to live this relationship name I deceive myself and also kasian Ses who just wait or love alone.

SES is a good man.I don't deserve to play him.even though I accepted his love for being kasian.

on Sunday I decided to stay in the neighborhood and not go home because I had made a deal with SES.

for : SES

Is Sunday tomorrow busy, aren't you???

if you are not busy coming here.

from :SES

already very much missed..........

sorry, dear Kirana .two weeks I've been busy doing a lot of work.

but I promise you tomorrow morning I'll pick you up.

wait for me, baby.

emuaccch.

for : SES

ok.

oh my god.so evil am I.

he loved me so much, but I asked him to come and break up.

I'm sorry tughan.

I can no longer lie to me I am also SES who loves me very much.

that morning I was dumbstruck with laziness.I want to sleep in my bed all day.Enjoy the holiday in peace.

kriiiiing kringgg phone call .

turns out Ses called me to tell her she's ready and an hour away.

it's time to shower and get ready

do not forget to also collect energy to be ready to decide SES.

kirana...

Amrih knocked on the door...

tell me if SES is already in front.

we both went somewhere .he didn't tell me where we were going for sure on the way my heart raced so fast.

even I'm not this big wakntu accept his love.

why am I in such a deep dilemma now.

thirty minutes later we finally arrived at the house that was crowded with friends ses.there mugkin sidah there were four or five pairs.mugkin they were dating because I saw a man and a woman.

at home, SES friends are so good.

we eat grilled fish chicken.

they laugh happily mugkin here only I pura smile with the heart feels like being dislodged.

after two hours I decided to take her away even though the dinner was not finished, but I still whistled loudly to go home.

on the way he was still being sweet and gentle to me.

I'm getting more guilty.