
Arriving at home, Nandin immediately cleaned himself, then changed his sleep clothes and laid his body on his mattress. So did Tama who looked exhausted and immediately slept in her room.
Thought of a book from his bag, which had been tickling his mind because he was curious about what a handsome doctor wrote in a book, not infrequently a man has a diary, makes Nandin want to know more about how her lover loves her. Nandin seemed to position himself by stacking both pillows into one so that his sleeping position was rather high.
It was reopened the book in which it had its name. Every R A I N repeat a word he says makes Nandin close his eyes, feeling a lot of love from that series of words.
He opened the brown book until page 2, Nandin is a freelance writer it is natural if the possibility he will finish his reading in an instant because he is also diligent in reading. Not a writer if he does not like to read the work of others, but he also writes to give reading materials for others.
February 2014
Today is the day I met an innocent patient, he was a teenager, 5-6 years different from me, his name is Nandin, his smile is so sweet. At first there was no interest at all other than between the Doctor and his patients. But this morning she was crying hysterically, running away from the Hospital ward. All the sisters who handled it were made dizzy because of her behavior, because I felt my responsibility as a doctor finally I who intervened myself to calm her down. He ran towards the park behind the Hospital. I guess he'll shut up and turn around because it's raining. It turned out that he continued his footsteps lifting his chin so that his face looked up, receiving drop after drop of rain that fell. Because I was worried that I finally decided to also approach him even though the rain made my clothes drenched. "Why are the rains going to hurt." I said.
"I love the rain, everything that smells when it rains is so soothing, it's not so Doctor's" he said to amaze me.
Suddenly the lightning flashed a few times, the girl scattering on me, I was astonished. "Why you?" The sound of lightning was loud enough to make him clutch at me even tighter.
I stroked her long hair that was straight because it was soaking wet. "You're afraid of lightning but you still love the rain?" My toot.
He just nodded, still in the position of calling me he then replied. "Not even if we're afraid of something we can't if we don't like what we like, it's my passion in life."
"You mean?."
"I want to enjoy the rain because I like it, even though I know there will be lightning."
The answer from the girl pierced deep into my heart. I found my life spirit from her, after I intended to give up before her. Besides this girl made me fall in love at first sight.
Nandin smiled reading verse by verse the writing in his beloved's diary. And decided to open the next page.
Today I took a picture of the girl, she seemed happy to be coming home from the hospital. She was healed but my aching chest took off her joy all this time that brought my soul to life. I decided to wash my photos and put them in my room. So that every morning I could see her beautiful smile and brown eyes.
I guess that day was the last day I saw her. It turns out Aditya asked me to take care of her. Aditya my cousin is the girlfriend of the girl I like. She asked me to tell her about what happened to her little by little, but I didn't do it. I was selfish because I loved her too.
But far from it as well as his Doctor I still prioritize medical care, where people with DISSOCIATIVE Amnesia should not be forced to remember memories that make him traumatized.
The diary ended in early 2015. Then Nandin adjusted his reading position to sit down. He began to open the diary book many empty pages but in the middle there is a blocker and attract his attention. He then pulled the baffle and opened the middle, and there was writing again.
TODAY I AM SO HAPPY MY DO'A A FEW YEARS AGO ANSWERED. My rain girl is now my lover. I'm really happy to have a booster next to me when I'm so fragile.
Nandin read the writing repeatedly, and found no meeting point for its meaning.
I'm angry at myself, I love him. But I can't possibly make her lament me and hurt me. I'll start to stay away from him let him get a little sick rather than having to get sick later. I want to see her happy, her burden of life is really too big for this girl.
Nandin begins to confuse reading verse by verse in the last diary, which makes him confused that the diary was written 1 Sunday yesterday.just before Doctor Riko changed his attitude.
Nandin tried to find another page after page hoping to find another writing that could provide an explanation to him. But nil. There was no other writing in the book at all.
The impulse from his heart grew stronger to find out what was happening. But on whom, is Aditya or Dr. Riko's mother. But who's he gonna ask tonight. He decided to postpone it to his knowledge tomorrow only. Last night he just rolled himself on his bed.
His eyes had tried to be closed but his mind was not stopping to tickle once.
Seen her HP that was beside her earlier that. Then open a chat message who knows someone can call. But his eyes remain fixed on the top chat yes it was chat his lover. Riko is still online at this hour but does not even contact Nandin at all, but naturally he is out of the country it is difficult to equate the clock with in Indonesia, here day and night. "But it won't bother him if he calls her now instead of there being noon" Lirih Nandin said in her heart.
At the click of the green phone picture in the chat section, then the phone voice began to ring...
"Hello." The answer from behind the phone almost made Nandin jump out of his bed.
"Hello Mas, why don't you return my message?"
"Mas misses, misses a lot."
"I am too." Nandin answered and his happy tears flowed again.
But that was their only conversation. The conversation was closed by Riko. Leave a deep question for Nandin. He tried to dial back his number but nil, the call was not connected.