
Nandin can't sleep. In fact, he stared at his cellphone screen many times.just touch his touch screen many times and then turn on and off his On Off. "Should I go? should I go to Mas Riko? But how's Tama?." Questions gathered in his brain instantly. Tired of her body and her seeming mind did not make Nandin fall asleep despite lying down on her comfortable mattress.
To fall into despair for the umpteenth time, is a short rest and a constant ache. It's like an anesthetic that holds back the pain for a while.
The rain sounded boisterous sounding ringing plus his droplets that adhered to the precarious and the ground grew large boisterous sounding, making the night air even colder.
Nandin pulled out his blanket and started sleeping. In the morning, he woke up with his eyes. Without realizing it he was crying before going to sleep but there are events where he cried while asleep and was carried away to reality. Dreams, nightmares that ravage the contents of his heart make a clear circle of tears that inevitably drips. Nandin dreams of an out-of-the-earth event - a man in white clothes turned his back on him, walking step by step further and further, he could not step foot in suffocation, his mouth constantly screaming for the young man, her hands extended forward and her tears grew. After the young man left unseen his crying voice got smaller only until inaudible he patted the back of his chest, but nothing changed the pain still felt the same. It was a dream that made Nandin cry while asleep.
Realizing her pillow was wet, Nandin opened her window and put the pillow in the window to dry. There was nothing more to question Nandin was devastated by his dream. It was only natural that there were even people who arrived silent as a result of him having a bad dream. Or something unreasonable, or sad. Dreams do take over human attitudes the next day.
The minimalist house looks neat because Nandin and Tama are typical neat children. Although they lived together but their house looked well maintained. "Sister, there are guests." Tama shouted from the front door of Nandin's room.
"Who's deck?."
"Sister Aditya."
"Huh?." Nandin's voice replied to Tama's voice again.
Tama left without waiting for her sister to open the door of her room. With nimble steps Nandin rushed to the bathroom cleaning himself with lightning before stepping his feet in a carefree manner towards the living room to meet Aditya.
Found Aditya sitting in the living room and was playing his watch Nandin immediately greeted. "Hi Dit?." Nandin said then sat himself on the chair.
"Hi, just woke up?." Aditya answered, looking at Nandin's red eyes, he knew Nandin must have cried all night but he preferred to ask something else.
"Yes. Why Dit what's the matter when the tumben comes in the morning?"
"Someone wants me to talk about."
Tama interjected because she was going to school. "Son I'm leaving ya." Tama said as she greeted Nandin and Aditya's hands.
Tama left school and left the front door open, knowing that inside there were guests and Nandin was alone, Tama also understood to keep the door open.
"Din?."
"Yes?." Nandin answers Aditya's question, getting a look from Aditya makes Nandin a little misbehaved.
"So how?."
"What brother?"
"You're not going to Australia? I've taken time off because I'm not doing much work." Aditya. His eyes stared intensely at Nandin. Trying to convince Nandin.
"Sister I haven't even spoken to Tama. Last night I didn't stop thinking about this. Why are you trying so hard to get me to meet Mas Riko?."
"You need to fix what you need to fix, as long as it can be fixed." Aditya spoke with emphasis in each word of his word.
Nandin just stared blankly, listening to Aditya's words, but his mind soared somewhere.
"Why do you think about Din?."
""It's okay Dit." Nandin boycotts his remarks, so as not to discuss Doctor Riko longer.
"Din, have you ever loved me?." The words came out of Aditya's mouth which simultaneously made Nandin digest his hearing many times.
"What do you mean Dit?."
"No, I just wanted to ask."
"Not all questions can be asked Dit and not all can be answered logically."
"Is my question too difficult? I just want to hear your answer, Din."
"can we not discuss this?."
Aditya looked at Nandin fixedly, confirmed the girl's words and confirmed it. Aditya's gaze was very deep, a little make Nandin uncomfortable.
"Tomorrow I will set it yes or without your consent, Tama let it be left in my house there is Bu Sari." Aditya said, turning his gaze away, making a circle over his watch with his index finger.
Nandin scrunched his forehead hearing Aditya's statement. Without getting an answer from Nandin, Aditya immediately exited Nandin's house and drove his car.
Nandin who noticed Aditya's departure once it arrived, with his strange attitude again made his head filled with questions. "Why Him?." Nandin in the Heart. After the departure of Aditya Nandin cleaned all parts of his house, sweeping, mop, washing and others.
It is still about Riko, whatever is done there is still Riko in it. "So far did Nandin love her? but what about Riko? again in her little heart loosened."
Tama came home from school at 3 and was called by Nandin, to ask. "Sir, don't you have a problem living abroad for a while?
"Where brother, brother do not be adek not sincere if brother should be TKI as hard as it is difficult we do not brother." Say Tama with her face.
Tama's words made Nandin laugh out loud. To hold his stomach because it is not strong enough to hold a laugh. "No deck, I want to go with Aditya to meet Mas Riko to Australia, but it takes a week there."
"What's the big brother?."
"Sister Adit nawarin to stay at his house, let someone take care of you, there are many household assistants there so sister is not worried."
"Sister?." Tama took a deep breath.
"Hem." Reply Nandin briefly looked at Tama .
"Go sister, Try what makes brother happy, do not continue to think adek, adek already big after graduation adek also will be rich work brother." Answer Tama.
Hearing Tama's words made Nandin shed her tears. "Sister is confused, in this condition you feel free.
Even just to ask what disease Aditya suffered, Nandin was not brave enough.