
Before Aditya could say something, Nandin hurriedly said
"Don't misunderstand me. I just want to listen to what you want to say.
"It's me at all..."
"Have nothing else to hide" Nandin interrupted Aditya's words.
"You're upset huh," Aditya seemed to change the topic for Nandin to want to understand that everything he said didn't sound like an excuse.
I no longer want to be in the part of the drama that you or anyone else plays I'm also a big brother I also have to know the control and the role that I play" Nandin said blatantly.
The situation slightly heated up was also stiff, Aditya who was staring at digesting what he was going to say and Nandin who seemed a little confused what he had just thrown.
"I know it's hard for you, really I never ignore that feeling I know you're a tough woman and I really understand that you can't" Aditya said
" I shouldn't try to forget what I'm going through, I'm obviously more confused when memory after memory comes up and makes me remember" replied Nandin softly.
" I'm just as hurt as you are, I know what I feel is not comparable to the feelings you experience," Aditya bowed his head and occasionally bit his lower lip also holding the bed part.
"Should I believe it? I went through it alone, sis, I don't know what happened and without sin I still live with shamelessness in your company which is clearly the hit man," Nandin began to pitched a rather high voice.
"I'm sorry, Din, get angry all you want please me, my heart is more torn when you're kind to me and don't even remember me" Aditya explained by looking into Nandin's eyes.
There was no word after that silent atmosphere , Aditya who was transfixed and Nandin who was silent produced a bitter pain
The sound of a sliding door melted the atmosphere, a nurse came in to check on Nandin's state .
"The clock is up so please let the patient rest" said the nurse who then came out.
There is no answer from Nandin that Aditya hoped his heart was hard indeed because of a plight suffered by him.
"I'm saying yes maybe you can't accept my apology, tomorrow I'll be back" Aditya said.
Nandin did not answer just a little raise the blanket that covered his leg, Aditya passed without looking.
Nandin tries to close his eyes in order to fall asleep but every utterance from Aditya's mouth just like his counterattacking forces him to remember every inch they've ever crossed, making her head hurt unbearable and like wanting to explode the screams from her mouth was not able to hold it anymore and made the sisters also run to her room.
"Why mba?," Sister immediately asked when it was clear Nandin was holding her head in pain.
"So calm sister please call the doctor who handles this patient," said the other nurse to her colleague.
"Why sus," Doctor Riko immediately asked what happened to her other sisters because she realized it was impossible if she had to ask her patients who were like this.
"The patient yells Doc, like his headache from something or related to his trauma," the nurse said.
Realizing that the nurse said to her Doctor Riko realized her, there may be a connection with Aditya's arrival and Nandin tries to remember her.
"Yes I've handled you can come out" said Dr. Riko.
Because he saw Nandin who was in great pain and held his head with certainty Riko's doctor pulled his body cradled his chest that field, then stroked Nandin's head gently.
Seeming this step is quite helpful, Nandin's hand that was holding his head while pulling his hair finally drooped limp to the side of his body, without changing the position of his face is still buried in Doctor Riko's chest.
Nandin has DISSOCIATIVE Amnesia which means it is rather difficult to remember events in the past, due to trauma or excessive stress and the impact will indeed be very painful to the head if forced to remember what he forgot it.
Doctor Riko already knows about this because he is handling Nandin from 6 years ago, the drug can only be to calm him temporarily.
Nandin falls asleep in the arms of Doctor Riko who is still stroking her head, realizing that Doctor Riko immediately lies down and covers her.
"You're beautiful, you're good I've been interested in you since Aditya introduced you to me not new this is why I volunteered as your doctor long before Aditya asked for my help," Said Doctor Riko softly in his heart, looking at Nandin's face that looked slumbering after enduring his headache.
Before leaving Nandin Doctor Riko ventured into holding a kiss on the back of Nandin's hand.
"Rapidly healed, my heart aches to see you hurt with this hose," Then Doctor Riko put Nandin's hand back on his bed.
But apparently Nandin grasped the hand that had just held her, then said softly.
" Don't go don't go," his words were faint but heard by Riko's doctor, but Nandin kept his eyes closed only his lips moved.
Realizing what she had seen and heard, Doctor Riko grabbed the chair beside her with her one hand without letting go of Nandin's hand which was holding her, then he sat down and looked at the face of the woman he liked .
It's sweet, looking at the face of someone you like even if he's fast asleep.
Like looking at the ocean that was hit by the sun and the wind that blows softly, it is soothing.
The grip that was holding his hand made the heart of doctor Riko beat fast enough it felt like it wanted to continue like this alone.
"I will accompany you I will not go" replied doctor Riko sayup from her lips.