Dot of Pilu
42. Time (Again)
Now, Arletha and Fifi have arrived at the city park and have chosen the right place for them to talk.
after Fifi sat down, Arletha did not immediately sit down but she went away for a while. Apparently, Arletha first bought drinks and snacks so that the atmosphere this time more relaxed. he didn't want to be so uptight that his plan would fail.
"well the initial steps of the mission of the plan will be implemented. Good luck!!" arletha's spirit in his heart.
"nih Fi, drink first" said Arletha while giving a bottle of drink to Fifi.
"wah, so ngerepotin nih Let. thanks yes" said Fifi.
"just relax again" replied Arletha.
the atmosphere was still a little awkward, no one had any intention of starting the conversation until finally Fifi started the chat.
"Hem Let you want to know what exactly until you want to make sure I go out gini. instead of this is a waste of your time huh?" Fifi.
"what the heck Fi. ya don't. I just want to know just the beginning of all this. well, I was surprised why in a very short period of time everything turned upside down 180 degrees. it's not that I want to come to judgment, I just want to know the version of you because I'm sure there's another reason" Arletha replied.
"huhhh. Is it possible that this is the time for me to actually reveal all this? is he the best person who will accept all this without first judging? maybe I can start it little by little" Fifi's inner voice while looking at Arletha.
"huhhhh.okay deh Let, I think I really have to this story so that at least you understand what is the same with me" said Fifi.
"youknow? I'm not a boy like you see.I'm just a child lacking in affection who likes to envy the happiness of others.I don't like to see those who are happy, I don't like to see them, because I never felt happy like that.I was born from a poor family with a family that is also not harmonious make me jealous of other families who love their children very much. I envy I do not like. let alone he who is loved by the family, he is liked by many people and he also looks very happy.I hate people who can accept all that affection. I envy Let, I envy" Pause, shut up for a bit and Fifi started to shed her tears.
"and you know what? I envy you too.you who always get smiles and greetings even from upperclassmen and other people you do not know.I envy Let.you are dear to your parents. you get the affection of the teachers.they are proud of your achievements. whereas I? I have nothing to be proud of. Especially now there is Sandy brother who likes you and Ikhsan brother who is also near you to nemenin and keep you. I got what Let? my father who was always evil and playing hands especially now he is sick and can not do anything. my mother who had to slam bones for a living Let from the past was actually who made a living and my mother, my father only knew gambling and drinking never once gave us a living. and now, my father, he just knows gambling and drinking never once gave us a living, my mother who is also obsessed with wanting to buy a new house. I do not know how. would not refuse me can Let. I have to what? how am I supposed to? I don't know anymore Let. I don't have anyone. I don't have any more friends Let. I'm alone. I don't know what else Let. I should be....
before Fifi continued her sentence, Arletha interrupted "already Fi, you have me who is ready to be horrified your grievance.who is ready to help you. When you need help and I can, I must help you. don't be sad, you still have temen. I'll help you fix all this mess. I also don't like everything that is too complicated. now things have made me uncomfortable because everything is not on
I really want everything to be fine and we can all get along well.There is no such thing as bully or anything else that can make the recipient hurt. maybe with me talking to you right now, we can fix everything"
Arletha said that with a smile and her eyes looked at the sky then at the end of the sentence, she closed her eyes, as if wanting to feel the gust of wind that hit her face.
now, they are still late in the atmosphere of haru. mutually reinforcing and motivating themselves so as not to blame the situation that has passed.
they are still telling stories and drifting in the story until they both shed tears again. existing snacks have not been touched at all by them, he said, because they prefer to get carried away in every word of that past story.
the clock has shown at 6 pm, the sun has returned to the contest and replaced by the moon. Arletha and Fifi were still at home there, silent and pensive to remember what had happened and what they had passed.
Arletha who felt cold and the body that needed a bath turned to Fifi, then said "Fi, come home yuk it's dark later in the wind"
"huhh, yes Let. by the way thank you very much for today.and sorry for all the bad behavior I used to be with you. I don't know anymore how to apologize to you. I really feel guilty Let's be with you" said Fifi
"it's Fi. Now it's too bad we have to go home tomorrow also school again, so don't be tired okay" Arletha
"well. yuk come home Let. You're okay to go home alone?" ask Fifi.
"it's okay, you're okay to go home by yourself?" Arletha's.
"yes Let. it's okay.yeah yuk go home, see you again tomorrow ya bye" said Fifi while waving and away from Arletha to go home.
Arletha also returned a wave of Fifi's hand and smiled. Now, he came home and thought back to how the next step he would do.
"uh first successful step.okay Letha spirit!!!! must be able to make everything back okay even better" inner Arletha encouraged herself.
now Arletha came home in a very good mood and cheerful because the plan he had put together began to run and get a good response to this initial step.
"my God, may my next plan be better and more successful so that our harmony may be awake and all can feel happy together" Arletha prayed.
yes, today everything is smooth, hopefully and hopefully that is all that can be said so that the heart becomes lighter without heavy burdens.
and hopefully in the future the plan that he has arranged can also run smoothly.
