Dot of Pilu

22. Day (Again)

Sandy POV's

Hi wah meet again with the perspective of a Sandy Deryla. wkwkwk alright please enjoy this expression of my heart yes...

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still with the same taste, still the same way.

"I love you in silence, O Arletha the adoration of my heart" more? let it be. Only with him can I be this.

maybe, for my friends I'm used to it so much, but for a woman, well only this time I'm this selebay even if it's only in the mind and shadow. hahaa let if anyone says I am not a real man.in fact I will prove how I have it. hehe.

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today, I saw her again, but, without a smile? the look on his face was gloomy. What is it?? out of curiosity, after seeing him out of class I went out as well and it was because of curiosity that I was determined to follow him where he was going.

"look, I'm like a stalker now haha. nothing for love. wkwkwkwk" my mind rumbles.

"yes he is Arletha is walking with her friend, it looks like they are going to go to the park. is there something huh??"

after a while following them, they finally arrived and rightly my guess.they went to the park and are now choosing a quiet place and not too visible to many people. "what's up, huh? my inner.

then they chatted for a while and suddenly Arletha immediately hugged her friend.What is it? I got closer.and I saw, Arletha's shoulder shook. "is she crying again? but what else is the cause?" my question is in my heart.

I watched the two of them, but only Arletha's sobbing and her comforting friend had nothing else to do but that.

because of my curiosity, I was willing to wait for the two of them to finish, until I counted it seems like it had been two hours since I observed them from here, Arletha looked calmer and had finished crying. After that, they went back to talking again that I did not hear what they were talking about.

a little later Arletha was smiling again and it looked like they were going home.

and sure enough, they will go home. I will also go home. let me observe him again tomorrow, now that I know he has calmed down, I also feel calm too after seeing his smile.

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when I got home, I thought again, why is Arletha crying again? yes, even though this time he is not alone, but why? wh why? hows it? andwhat? which always rotates in my brain when I know that Arletha's mood swings can be said to be fast, because it's only intermittent one day.

"actually what's the matter? I'm very curious.or will I dare to approach him tomorrow? hahhhh dizzy. bodo very, if you dare, let's not dare to have seen from far away" said I frustrated.

hopefully tomorrow I can dare to approach him.who knows can be a back. hahaha.

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this day? I think I've been through very, very well. too much huh? maybe yes for times who do not feel it, but for me, this is indeed worth my pride. passing the day with a gripping and sad atmosphere this is something that I often go through.

but to be honest, even though I've gotten used to it, the tightness often seeps into the recesses of my heart and then my response is just wanting to get the crystal clear of my eyes.I don't know, I don't know, it's an automatic thing in me.

their words were not true at all, but I could feel that the expression was for me. It was like a figure of speech they might have said, but the real meaning was something about me. I don't know why.it all changed drastically in just one day.

at home, I spend the night staring.Why? and how? those are the questions that pop up in my brain.

I haven't been able to find all the answers. There is actually a perception, but I don't want to hold on to that thought.later thought I was a narcissist.I don't deserve to be proud of them.

I'm just used to being proud of myself just for the motivation of getting better and not down. It's just for me and not them.

I've been quiet, but why is it still being cleared? oh my god, I can't think anymore about why this could happen.

I can do the exam because I study. I can present because I also prepare carefully.I try to show what I can also for myself. so that I can satisfy one of my desires, I do not become the best just to get compliments from them.

not if they want to be the best, they will also work hard and help each other, but this is exactly the opposite.I don't know.when they ask and ask me to teach him, I ask, I also want to be willing. never refuse even though my time to be alone will be reduced.I have been willing to help them, right? and now when they say that, without them telling me. Do I know when they need it? no. That's why I just keep quiet. huhh wrong again right but.

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last night Arletha really used her time to think about the problems at school.

indeed Arletha is a child who is not stingy, whatever it is. matters of food, time, science and cheat Arletha is not stingy. as much as possible he will help his friend in need. as long as he can, as long as he can, he will do that for those who ask for help from him, as long as they want to talk and ask Arletha for help. When they don't say, Arletha won't understand what they need, so, instead of helping, Arletha will just sit back and wait for them to say it herself.

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after tired of thinking and guessing, finally Arletha decided to just sleep, but, when going to sleep Arletha remembered Tyas. honestly he missed his friend who was far away from him.

"hem, chat is not yes.it is malem also surely he has slept. surely also he is tired there. hah already tomorrow only. but how is it. hopefully fine. it seems like he is also very busy there. will he have time to meet later huh? if not, maybe I'll just go there.all make a surprise for him.well the next plan is to give a surprise to Tyas on vacation later.maybe he is happy.all right time to rest. today is very tired, hopefully tomorrow is better and hopefully I will be given more strength to deal with all these problems" Arletha said before going to bed.

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finally the two men fell asleep peacefully in different places and far apart because today was a tiring day for them.

the two people who are struggling with their own goals may someday struggle together with different goals, but will support and complement each other "hopefully"

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how's proceeding? read on next chapter yes 😘😘😘