Dot of Pilu

32. Fifi Diandra's

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Fifi Diandra is a girl who can be said to grow up with a complete lack of affection.she is very loved by her mother, but not by her father.it does not mean that her father does not love her, it does not mean that she does not love him, it's just that his father who is currently sickly and does not allow to spoil him, and now ended his mother who became the backbone of the family, the family, making a living for their daily meals and other living expenses.

at least that's what he believed he believed his father loved them.

though you need to know that in the past when she was healthy, the mother was often beaten and scolded by her father.The father only knows gambling, but he knows gambling, drunkenness and yes the thing that wastes money on obscure things.does not work, does not give a living and does not want to know about the happiness of his wife and child.

but the mother still wants to take care of her husband with all her heart when sick like this. can not get out of bed if not helped, can not eat and do activities alone.

Fifi who was still in school and depressed at home from Primary School was finally venting anger to others in a bully way.

that is not actually the intent of Fifi. he just wants to vent anxiety, anxiety and other emotions in his heart.Sometimes he feels jealous of his friends who are loved by both parents. especially when he knows that there are people who are happy with his life.he will definitely give false information and make other people who for him will be easily misled.

she loves to see others suffer except her mother.she loves her mother very much, she also loves her father.

not only his mother who is often beaten and scolded, little Fifi is also often used as an outlet for the father's anger when drunk or losing gambling.

Fifi grew up to be a dominant child and likes to look for problems like teasing and now she is very happy bullying.

because it was the only activity that could make him feel happy.

I don't know why it has to be negative, but she really likes it when people who are better than her suffer.

when he entered high school he again made a tantrum.do not know why but seeing someone it makes him not like let alone many who praise his beauty and cleverness. he did not want anyone to be glorified other than himself.he was caught in envy and continued to be a grudge that he wanted to vent to the person.

he wants the man to cry, beg for mercy and see his life destroyed.yes Fifi is one of the bullies who are very reckless.not just with words alone, but with words, but it is also accompanied by physical violence that can make victims stress and lose confidence.Shaming others is also one of his hobbies.

if it's like this, I don't know who is to blame for all the bad events.The rebellious, abusive and dominant soul is the most visible trait for Fifi for outsiders.

but, when at home he is a fragile child.just want genuine affection from both parents.peace and mental well-being in the family is what he wants.

in the past, he had known a man who made him rise from the slump due to violence committed by his father.he was again excited even though now the spirit of making people suffer which became his motivation.

he was grateful to have met the man, and he was again grateful to be reunited with him.he also began to approach the man from outside the school. he did not want anyone to know he approached men because all this time he was known as an anti-approaching girl named male

he felt happy because the idol wanted him to take a walk and spend time together.

but, that happiness was shattered instantly when he saw the boy coming to school with a girl he bullied a lot. he was angry and determined to make the girl suffer even more for having taken away her heart.

"i'll make sure you suffer for daring to approach the man" Fifi promised in her own right

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that's a little story from a Fifi...