Dot of Pilu

14. Why Me?

a few days Arletha had become friends with Wini. They seemed increasingly familiar and close.Often seen together in the classroom and in the school environment.

today, in Arletha's class there will be group assignments, and surely Arletha will invite Wini to join the group.

Their job is to create a work of art that can be sold by minimizing spending and as much as possible utilizing used goods.beginning from planning what things they will make, product creation and presentation of their work.

Arletha who already have an image, just immediately invite Wini to discuss his idea.they look very focused and seriously discuss this task.

after a long journey towards an agreement, Arletha and Wini have finally decided what they will make and how they make it.

they will then hand over the design to their teacher and will begin preparing what is needed to make the product next week.

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schoolgoing

Wini had left class first because there was interest, and it made him have to leave Arletha in class. When Wini and other friends had gone out, Arletha still seemed to clear the books. good chance for Fifi and the gang to poke Arletha.

"hi Arletha, how are you? it seems very good deh ya. already have a new temen. in alas-sayang. proud of the same teacher.trus what else? flattered that? seneng loh seneng? it must be a good boy" said Fifi while smiling underestimates.

Arletha just took her breath and then resumed her activities to put the book in the bag.he remained silent not responding to Fifi's remarks.

Fifi who saw Arletha was just silent became increasingly furious.he again kicked down the table Arletha while shouting "heh lu budek or what the hell.nih ya I ngajak. diem mulu. it's really smart you become a person.The new child does not have a safe belagu anyway"

"by the way like we're all new kids, huh? why is he feeling senior? inner Arletha.he remained silent, and was about to leave the classroom.

but before Arletha left, her hand was blocked by Eva (a friend of Fifi). "let alone the hell.I want to go home tired" said Arletha.

"want us? nih want us" said Fifi while watering Arletha with flour and water.

"why is this repeated? why is this worse? powerful? no!!!!!!! I'm fragile, I'm not strong anymore" Arletha's inner cry.

"are I not happy pantes? am I just panting to feel pain? wh why? why should I?"

"i'm tired of constantly like gini. so tired".

after almost two hours in the bathroom, Arletha was calmer. she tried to suppress her pain and re-appear her indifferent face.she tried hard and went home in good shape.

after the appearance returned like that, Arletha decided to get out of the bathroom and go home.not go home, but a short walk around the park.

sitting in the middle of the park when he got a seat, leaned back in that chair and started looking up at the sky.

feel the afternoon breeze and see the beautiful view of the sky with a fairly quiet and calm atmosphere.this is certainly very able to calm the heart and mind of Arletha.

he remained silent in this position for a while, occasionally closing his eyes and enjoying the atmosphere.

"huhh. well calm down and master your emotions.you are strong.you can and you certainly can Arletha. The spirit!!!!!" arletha said inwardly with a smile.

after muttering encouraging words for her, Arletha decided to go home. Her appearance and mood were already neutral enough, so she dared to go home.

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may tomorrow I be able to go through it again. let this day pass and become my reinforcement. The future is still long. there are still many days ahead. spirit!!!!

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