Don't Degrade my Status

Zayn's Desire

"What are you saying huh?!" fast motion dad and pull collar shirt Zayn

"Dad, father is like this and rude to the son of the father because 'widow' is that huh?!" lagak Zayn who made her mother throw a slap on her cheek

"PLLLAAAKKK"

A very sick slap penetrated the feelings and pierced Zayn's heart because from childhood he was never treated harshly by his parents.

"Since when did your mouth become bre****k like this?!" ask mother

"We never taught you to demean the status of others, especially now that she is legally your wife. You even touched it!! What have you been thinking about Zayn? Didn't you love Rumi for almost 3 years of your marriage?!" tanya mother involuntarily dripped a clear circle in her eye fertilizer.

"I never taught you like this, if you don't love her why did you marry her huh?!" continued mother

"Why?!" ask mother again

Zayn was not able to answer the mother's question, he did not know why he could accept this matchmaking bar-bar and without thinking. All she wanted was to see me suffer because so many people loved me.

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Household

It's been weeks.

This morning was very bright, but I felt no spirit. My heartache can't be bargained anymore. My mom always comforts me. It reminds me of work, responsibility, and also reminds me to be happy. But I don't know why I haven't been able to stand up, like my leg bone is broken. I have long been soaking myself behind sadness. I stood up and looked at myself in the mirror.

"I must rise, I must prove that I can stand. I won't let them insult me." I tell myself

I went to the bathroom, took my clothes, my bag and all my work supplies. I make my makeup simple, which suits the clothes I wear. Take the elegant and luxurious black flat shoes. I passed out of my room, went down the stairs and greeted my parents with excitement.

"Ma, Pa, let's have breakfast together." take me in with a smile.

The two pairs of eyes looked at me fixedly and did not keep their eyes away until I approached them.

"No, Rumi is healthy. Rumi also had to rise, Rumi also had to face reality and not hide anymore. Rumi also wanted to know when Zayn saw me rise and be happy again" I said

"Mama love you son." hug mommy on me

I know this heart is still very wounded. How much I try to get up, the more they hurt me because that's what Zayn wants.

I left after breakfast together, headed to my office and his afternoon will go to restaurant X in village B all want to meet kangen with mom and dad. I also miss my best friend who always asks me news and who I never miss.

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Exactly 2pm

aju's already at the X resto. I rushed to see my three best friends.

"Rumiiiii.." Surprised them that I had come after a long time without giving any news.

"Yes my best friend, it's me. Come here, I'm really afraid to know." I said

Ani and Arka came up to me, we hugged the three. I saw Gio still standing in his position. Unmoved. But Gio smiled, I also saw his tears fall as he released his minus glasses.

" Gi, don't you miss me?" ask Gio. Arka and Ani let go of our embrace. Gio walked towards me and his tears were still dripping. I walked towards Gio and we hugged. I don't think about the reader right now, why am I hugging another man? Though I'm still Zayn's legitimate wife...

Gio hugged me tightly and did not hide the clear circle.

"Yes I don't miss you Mi. I don't miss. Won't do. But please don't kill me slowly like this. It's a real pain that I think saw you fall." Gio said he took off his embrace and switched to holding my shoulder with both of his hands.

"I beg you to be happy. Rise up there we love you. Don't fall down, don't be sad. Don't hurt yourself. Because it was Zayn's early victory. Prove you can rise. I promise I will always be by your side. I love you, it will never change." Gio said

"Father Gi. Thank you for always pushing me to get up. You always wanted me to be happy. Thanks Gi. Thank you." My tears can no longer be weathered, I took Gio's hand off my shoulder and immediately hugged Gio. Ani and Arka came up to us and hugged us.

"Thank you. Thank you for always loving me."