do not read alone

family lost a child

AQ is still telling the true story of my family..

One day we and our family were about to meet our uncle's house (ayh's sister) whose house was very far approximate 12km.

We will pass through jln shortcut through dalem dn must pass through bbrapa village, rice field and forest (broad garden) karn and my area there is no forest. Just a garden. We could have passed the city, but had to take 2 x angkot and according to the father is very complicated and the distance can be half a day because the muter". So we chose the shortcut.

We were dad, mom, my brother 3 and AQ) at that time AQ was 5 years old. Dn AQ still remembers everything about this. Because this is my experience that I think is full of mystery and question marks.

At last 7 km in the morning we set off. We all carry the burden, father bears rice, and bananas, mother carries some kind of pastry, Kaka" I brought a delivery bag of our clothes because we planned to stay.

Only AQ ajah who did not bring what understanding AQ still d carried by Kaka ku bachelors (16 years).

After leaving my village we passed how many hectares of vast sangaaat rice fields. After the rice fields passed we entered the village again. after leaving the village enter the rice fields again, duren garden, mango, hair, tree ny tree tree" large. after the end of the garden we have to cross using a suspension bridge..

the bridge is very panjaaaang because d under the ny river Cipunagara (pantura area) the bridge is made of rickety spices not bis bersimpangn if passing because the width is only semtr so if the intersection must be one silent one way.the tree ny very emergency.that is development only using makeshift tools. After coming out of the bridge we d connect the lgh into the garden is still like a tree garden" big.

that's where AQ feels there's an oddity.. AQ as if seeing a tree" it was alive and was watching us. And indeed as soon as we passed the bridge father told us. heart and read read if passing through the garden in front.. Kaka my brother read the verse" that they can bgtu jg mother and father.even father adjan while walking. finally we can get out of the garden with nothing..

after exiting the garden we passed the highway kira" 1 km only reached the village uncle. Seblom adjn dhur.

Arrived mother (who was 3 months pregnant) my sister-to-be.mother felt her stomach hurt and suddenly spurted fresh blood from between the sidelines of the cloth that she was wearing.. the blood does not pour but spurts like a new water faucet dopen.even AQ that is right in front of ny out spurted all blood.

. Mom instantly fainted. All carrying my mother and Kaka" I bathed AQ covered in mother's blood. After AQ d bathe and clean AQ walk out towards the crowd" and AQ saw the mother was sitting on the bench and holding the bayj, and I saw my mother, then AQ approached the mother and leaned back on her lap while saying and holding the baby's legs carrying the mother "" Bu Dede the baby has come out yes ma'am (with a radiant face because it's good to be out) arrived" mother led me to leave the crowd.. AQ was invited to go somewhere because AQ did not know the place, AQ just according to it even as long as we chat..

keep going down the road until AQ feels cape.. AQ says same mother.. Ms. AQ cape, where do I go anyway. I just replied. "have come along later jg know" way again teruuuus road again until finally AQ cry and beg to rest.. mother even angry eyes ny glared at AQ d angruri AQ added cry fear seeing angry mother..

AQ d pull and force make way.. Arrive" AQ heard a crowded beacon like the beacons of my father and brother*.then AQ shouted for help with the intention that they stop the attractive mother" AQ. mother then said. "yes already if you do not want to come live with mother km alone here and then mother left me alone..

AQ became increasingly crying because of fear, then LG heard the voice of father and brother" .then I screamed for help while calling ayh. ayaaah ayaaah... Arrive arrive.. AQ opened my eyes I saw my father and brother* I was surrounding AQ who was rolled in bed with my mom who was sitting. As soon as AQ saw AQ's mother scared and hugged dad..

my eyes did not blink to see mother, mother who reached out her hand wanted to hold AQ, but AQ was scared, I looked into her eyes but did not look angry like before...gentle eyes my mother's eyes today loving eyes. AQ did not understand what happened to everything. Then AQ heard a voice. "it's safe he's gone" AQ was still confused..

Two days later we're home and we'll be on the same road when we leave. Sebum left my uncle gave me something to my father he said before entering the garden throw it left and right.. AQ does not understand the meaning . Then we came in front of the garden..

ayh paused and he read the prayer and threw it like sand left and right and we continued our journey home safely. After a few days, AQ understood because my mother told me that my sister-to-be was no because someone brought her. Then AQ also told me what AQ experienced when I asked Sam to go with the mother who was holding the baby. It turned out that AQ wanted to come along and I don't know what would happen to me. Now the more adult AQ AQ so understand what has happened with everything. Thank God that God still gives AQ to live until now. So much story and thanks.