Dive Into You's

APOLOGY

Gauri's tears were still wetting her cheeks and there was no sign of stopping. His hand now clasped tightly onto the hand of the helpless man in front of him. His hands were so cold, even though both of them were both soaking wet from entering the pool but this man's hands were still colder than his.

Bagas also looks worried to see the state of Caraka. He also felt guilty because this was his plan. Bagas had known about Caraka's condition before, but this was the first time he had seen her in person.

Not long after Bimo and Aura came, he deliberately did not tell this to his grandmother Caraka. If you find out, Fely will be very worried. Coincidentally, while on the phone, Bimo was waiting for his coffee order at Aura's cafe. Knowing that Gauri was also there, Aura decided to take Bimo to the hospital.

Although his condition was stable, Caraka was still unconscious. Bimo who had previously seen the state of Caraka like this tried to calm Gauri, "Once aware, Caraka will be fine not to worry," he said.

Aura was also there to calm Gauri down. Along the way, Bimo had told Aura about Caraka's condition, and asked her to calm Gauri down because it must have been a shock to him. If the sufferer can really forgive himself and accept what happened, then by itself the symptoms will disappear on their own. That's what Caraka's doctor always said in Sydney.

Apparently from Caraka's deepest heart there is still guilt over everything that happened in the past. Moreover, his problems with Gauri also added to his guilt. That's why the symptoms are still present in Caraka.

Little by little, Caraka's hand, which Gauri kept holding, began to warm up. Caraka's eyes also began to open and what she saw first was Gauri sleeping beside her. Since then Gauri did not want to go anywhere until Caraka realized. So the others choose to buy Gauri a meal and take her to Caraka's room.

When everyone goes downstairs to find dinner, Gauri accidentally falls asleep. That's when Caraka wakes up and sees Gauri beside her. Caraka kept looking at Gauri's face. The face he had not seen for a very long time was this close. A calm face, because all this time every met with Caraka, Gauri always showed a cold face.

Not long after Gauri woke up because she felt someone was staring at her. Their eyes now look at each other. For a while the two were still in such a position, until Gauri distanced her body and looked awkward. Even so, his hand was still holding Caraka's hand.

"Have you heard, brother?" ask Gauri slowly.

"Better .. sorry yes, you must be very surprised earlier," said Caraka with a warm tone of voice.

"Why really?" ask Gauri back.

Aura has not told Gauri, intentionally because she wants Caraka to tell Gauri her condition. Caraka was finally honest with Gauri about his condition and the cause. Gauri listened to Caraka's explanation with a face that was difficult to explain. The worried, sad, and disappointed faces blended into one.

Gauri was disappointed because of why Caraka had not been honest with him in the past. Why keep this from him. At the same time, Gauri is also sad to imagine how scared Caraka must be to experience this alone. Gauri wants to be there, wants to hug and calm Caraka down.

"Now there is me, if you feel bad you can come to me," said Gauri smiling soothingly.

"So you're sorry about me?" caraka asked, looking at Gauri.

"I'm sorry for so long, I don't really hate it. I just wait to open my heart and tell me everything."

"Gue wait you can be honest with your own feelings," continued Gauri.

The few years they had spent far apart would definitely cause a sense of awkwardness. But they will start slowly. Caraka also apologized to Gauri for not being in trouble about her family.

Gauri also forgave Caraka about it. Gauri understood his circumstances, and felt lucky even though there was no Caraka there were still good people who helped him. Gauri also said that she always remembered Caraka at any moment.

Bagas who saw the two of them from behind the door also felt happy. Bagas always hoped that the two of them could make up and return to what they used to be. It's hard to be among the problems of his beloved cousin and his best friend.

Bimo will return tomorrow because there are some files that need to be signed by Caraka. Aura also came home and was escorted by Bagas who had to train tomorrow morning. Bagas also promised to come again tomorrow. Now only leaving Gauri to stay over to accompany Caraka.

Gauri was already preparing to go to sleep, but was stopped by Caraka. There was still a question that Gauri needed to answer, "Whose are the men who are always with you?" caraka asked curiously. This question always looms over him since he first saw Satrio and Gauri together.

"Satrio ... my senior in college," replied Gauri.

"Who is he?" caraka asked still curious because the question Gauri had not answered correctly.

"Who the hell, I've said my senior in college," replied Gauri confused.

"Yes, what is the same relationship? aja or .... "

"Temen who I already take a brother, he helped me take care of the college scholarship," explained Gauri.

The look on Caraka's face was now a glimpse of disappointment. If he had been there to help Gauri, Gauri would not have needed Satrio. Gauri who saw Caraka's facial expression change later explained again, "He helped me, but Kak Satrio himself knows the limits ... I've also obviously got room in my heart that's still waiting for the original owner to come back, not be replaced."

Caraka was misbehaving Gauri's words. He now only smiles while playing the tv remote from earlier only he held but not used. Gauri saw Caraka's behavior like that reminded him first when Caraka's wrong behavior would do such an unclear thing.

Now they spend the night together. Caraka could not sleep and instead continued to pay attention to Gauri who had fallen asleep first. Caraka felt today was her happiest day, despite almost losing her life. For the first time his condition that suddenly appeared today ended up bringing happiness to him.

He felt calm because there was nothing more he needed to cover from Gauri. They have also been honest with each other's feelings and Gauri has forgiven him. Now all that remains is to slowly restore the relationship between the two.

Caraka has also promised himself that now he will take the initiative first. Usually Gauri is more active and takes the initiative first to the relationship between the two. However, this time Caraka will be more courageous. Caraka does not want to be called a coward by Bimo.

"Gue will replace that time with happy days ahead."