DINDA'S REGRETS

Episode 37's

After cleaning himself Dinda sat at the dresser.He did nothing just looking at himself from the reflection of the mirror in front of him.

She was still talking about her mother this morning.

Should she accept this marriage?

Should she learn to love her husband?

Should she sacrifice for her mother?

So how's your happiness?

How is his heart just developing?

How are you with your husband's lover?

Can he be selfish this time?

Can he accept his marriage but his heart remains double?

Can the two go hand in hand?

Is this karma for him?

Karma for his mass until now he was very sorry why he fell in with the world of darkness?

Even to this day thinking about the dark world makes it crowded.

Even crying out for regrets is useless.

*Nav..Not mommy does not accept you, but mommy really regret your arrival when mommy is not ready.Taste, we are so tormented. Even mommy can not imagine how our life will be.What should mommy do? accept your Daddy and throw away mommy feelings on Dimas? then what about Daddy with Mira? would he do the same for you, son?

Mommy wants to give up, really. May we be happy no matter how we are, son.. Stay with mommy*.

Dinda cried, she felt confused about what to do.He did not expect if his life is actually more complicated than when he initially conceived crying over the disappearance of someone who impregnates him.

Dimas.take me away from here..

Dinda shook her head in a sign of disapproval the thought just now of escaping with Dimas.

Not that he doubted Dimas but there were still many things he had to solve.

Tok.dok.tokk..

There was a knocking sound, as soon as Dinda wiped the tears wet her cheeks.

He knew it must be Dimas then he didn't want Dimas to know the problem.

Chequek..

"Darling.."Instantly the beautiful smile faded when he saw her eyes.

"Hey.kamu why?"Tanya Dimas was worried.

Dinda just shook her head in response.

"Well if you don't want a story, let's go in."Dimas grabbed Dinda's shoulder inside.

"Are you sure you don't want to tell hem?"

"I'm just sad we're going to be apart again." Dinda replied a little lying, he did not want Dimas to know the request of the mother.But he was also honestly sad to be separated from Dimas for a long time.

"I'll visit often."Said Dimas firmly.

"No..You can't come often, you have to focus on college.."

"Then if I miss how much?"Whine Dimas.

Remember, only Dinda did Dimas get to be spoiled like this.

"You can visit after I'm born, right?"

His Dinda words certainly make him happy, how not? six months of not meeting very make him tormented resist longing.

"Certainly Din?"Asked Dimas with sparkling eyes.

Dinda nodded, she was determined to live both.He would grant her request and she also wanted to be happy with her love.

"Finally..I can see you again, even if not every day like you used to." Dimas immediately hugged Dinda occasionally peeping the top of his Dinda's head.

"Dim..I'm hungry." Dinda spoke in the arms of her lover.

"Ask one-one Dim..Here, fried seafood rice yes.."Dinda chuckled at being asked consecutive questions from Dimas.

Ah seafood fried rice, so kangen kak Toni cuisine.

"Hehe's sorry.Set a second." Dimas reached into the bag of pants took his cell phone and contacted the restaurant.

Why does this heart always hesitate for our story Dim? Why are you so sure about our love story?I'm afraid to expect more of you, I'm afraid the power of your love is not as strong as your belief.I'm afraid this hope is dashed in the middle of the road.I'm afraid among us decided to stop fighting.I'm afraid Dim. Dinda turned her eyes when Dimas had already turned towards her.

Dimas smiled."Don't be sad, we'll see you later."

Dimas cradled Dinda's body, a pair of lovers enjoying each other's arms.

I don't want time to run.

"Don't cry anymore, Din, it's really painful for me."

Dinda nodded.He did not want to talk at this moment, he just wanted to enjoy this most comfortable embrace before tomorrow they would be separated by distance.

Tok.dok..

The sound of knocking on the door was heard again.

"In the meantime, I'll open the door, yeah, maybe it's the waitress."

Dinner was over, now his second sitting on the bed.Dinda leaned on the chest of her lover's field.

In the tattoo elus on the chest of Dimas who painted the name Dinda there.Dinda wonder, why Dimas' body can be this good even though he was 17 years old.

Brother Toni is also nice body but it's natural, he's a grown man..My class sister. Unfortunately, I fell in love with my classmate.

"I'll miss you Din."Dimas stroked Dinda's head fondly.

Dinda looked up until their eyes met.Brown eyes Dimas is one of the attractions for Dinda, Hidung is sharp, Thick lace adds firmness on her face.Don't forget those sexy lips.ahh it feels like you just want to mat.

Somehow those beautiful eyes always look at others with a sharp gaze.However he really likes those eyes, the eyes that always give a look of love for him.

"I love you Dim.."

"I love you so much Din"Readily Dimas tightened his embrace.

"Honestly, I'm actually afraid of fate.But remember Dim, I'm not leaving you before you leave me."

"I'll never leave you Din..Believe it.."

Dinda just nodded.

"Din, can I ask you something?"

"What's that?"

"Please, don't cheat anymore..Do not do it again to other men.I've tried to understand between you and your husband, but not with others.I'm sorry if I'm selfish, but this is me Din, I'm not willing."

Dinda never thought that Dimas's complaint made him feel like there was a hard blow on his heart.

Pain .

When her body suddenly froze, she forgot that Dimas heard her conversation with his best friend at the restaurant.

"Sorry, I'm.."Dinda did not continue because he could not admit if he also wanted at that time.

"No need to apologize, just don't repeat."

Dinda nodded."Dim, don't you want to find a girl?I don't really deserve you."

"Don't talk about it again Din, we've already talked about this."

"I'm sorry, I just feel inappropriate for you Dim."

"My heart has chosen you.Have gone to sleep.Tomorrow you will go home."

Dimas covered his Dinda and then kissed his forehead Dinda then he also lay down beside his Dinda.Membuk Dinda is something that he really likes and will be something that he really miss.

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