DINDA'S REGRETS

Episode 128's

"Wow.. Surabaya is not much different from Medan. Very crowded." said Dinda when he was outside the housing complex.

Dinda dingukan leads the view looking for a building that sells food.

"Ah.. There's a cafe. Geez why if the walk feels so far away. If this is so miss the yellow." complained Dinda while walking to the nearest cafe.

After arriving at the cafe Dinda immediately ordered food and drinks. He ordered a plate of seafood fried rice and orange juice and mineral water.

Dinda pensively listened to the music and songs sung by someone in the cafe. Not long after the waiter delivered Dinda's order.

Staring at the food in front of her reminded me of a figure Toni. He smiled bitterly at the seafood fried rice. Her favorite food during pregnancy baby El.Precisely like if Toni who cook it.

"So long ago Dinda didn't eat this sister. My sister ate, right? It must be dong."

Dinda started to feed her food. Eating with the heart is not bad. It wasn't easy to leave Toni. Just give up on her domestic problems. Worse, he leaves Toni and the rest of his family.

It will face the consequences of what the current decision is. Accepted or not, the important thing is that he goes for the happiness of Toni and Merry. Now all Dinda has to think about is going to college and working for her living expenses as well as baby El.

Indeed the savings and jewelry from Toni is more than enough when only for the living expenses of Dinda and baby El. But he must keep it for the cost of education baby El later.

Dinda did not go home because she knew there was a newlywed running the first night. He should give time to both.

"Anybody want to donate his golden voice tonight?" say someone.

He noticed that no one seemed to want to contribute a voice. Initiating hand lifting.

"OK mbak who sat at the second table wearing white clothes seemed to want to donate his golden voice. Here please mbak."

Dinda nodded towards the cafe stage.

"Hey.. I know Dinda. Today was my first day in Surabaya. Greetings know." greet Dinda and welcomed by the visitors.

"Ah yes.. I have one request. Please no one video me while singing yes.. Afraid of going viral with my ugly voice." joked Dinda when she said it out of fear Toni knew of her whereabouts.

Dinda chose the guitar as her musical instrument. Soon he did the intro and then the guitar quotes delivered the first lyrics of the song he chose.

Laluna-After You Go

The first stanza was just as true as he felt. But it was not Toni who left but herself and she felt something was missing in her life.

She sings really. Channel the contents of the heart that can not be expressed with a sentence and choose to leave.

The second stanza really conveyed the state of his heart. He is hurt by the reality and is convinced that Toni also feels the same injury.

When entering the ref this is what is difficult to do Dinda.

Help me. hate you.

One difficult sentence he did. Hating someone we love so much even if we make a mistake is very difficult.

I love you too.

Love's. Why should I be too loving if I should hurt me?

You mean so much to me.

Did you intentionally make me depend on you so much that you meant so much to me?

You've been loving.

And loved by your lover.

I don't know who you love. Me or your first love? It's definitely your first love, right?

This is no a.dil for me.

Gone, stay empty.

Is correct. This is so unfair to me. After you made me fall in love why did you sow a wound? wounds worse than they were before. Can the one I love be the one I hate?

Forget me in your life.

That's my only hope. May we forget each other.

Especially me. Forget about me ever even loving you.

You were not created for me.

A painful reality. No matter how hard we try to be together, if the universe doesn't allow us to be together, we won't be together.

The guitar quote ends and the clap becomes a gift at the end of the look. Dinda could only say thank you.

Dinda sat back at her desk earlier. Someone came to Dinda.

"May I sit down?"

"sorry. What's up, huh?"

Aware of Dinda's rejection, the person just stood in front of Dinda's desk. But after seeing some waitress bowing respectfully to the person in front of her he realized that the person was a disinclined person in the cafe.

"Please sit down em.." Dinda was confused as to what to call the guy.

"Andi. Call me Andi."

Dinda nodded then noticed Andi like a stranger.

"Have we met before?" ask Dinda.

"Yes you're right. On plane. We sit next to each other." Andi said.

"Oh yes. Sorry about that plane."

Andi nodded. "What are your goals in Surabaya?"

"I moved from Medan here with my brother. That you?"

"Don't be so stiff as he talks. Ordinary yes. Yesterday I drove my fiancee to Medan to study in Medan. More precisely at USU."

"Wow.. Great dong can enter USU. I was born there didn't graduate into USU."

Both of them laughed. As if they had known for a long time, they had not met one day. Dinda thinks this is a good move. Trying to open yourself up to making friends with anyone without crossing the line.

"Oh yeah, I almost forgot. You want to not work as my cafe singer?"

Do I look like someone looking for a job? If I wanted to, I could buy this cafe with money at my ATM.

"Can. But I'm also in college. 2 more days I go to college."

"No problem, you enter from 5 pm to 11 pm only. About payment also you can ask daily or monthly."

"If it's a salary issue I'm asking for monthly. What matters is not to disturb my college."

"OK ready. Every Friday we have a holiday okay."

Dinda nodded in understanding. Their talks continued around the city of Surabaya. Places around cafes and also housing where Dinda lives. It turns out they are a complex only different alley.

Until without feeling the time has shown at half twelve pm Dinda was saying goodbye.

"I'm saying yes." Dinda's permission after paying for her order.

"OKAY. Like I said. Better buy a motorcycle to make it easier for you everywhere."

Dinda nodded and smiled. "Thank you, my first friend in town. I'm sorry."

Dinda walked back to her house. He is grateful for a good start in the city of Surabaya.

"Hopefully bang Zaki has finished his first night. I'm really sleepy."

20 Minutes of walking makes him tired. He opened the unlocked door. After the door opens.

"Where have you been?"

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TB