Dilan Picisan's

Bara Zauqi and his ex

Actually Bara heavily left Dilan with his friend, but he could not do anything. Wana Raniya's mother called her, asking her to be willing to accompany Raniya who was critical.

Motor Bara sweeping the streets. At high speed, it was as if it was flying paved.

On the way to Jakarta, his mind raged. Divided into two. Between Dilan and Raniya.

Somehow her memory took her in the time while dating Raniya.

Raniya Star Princess. Shy and beautiful girl who is always able to make Bara smile a lot.  His little friend who had been dating during the 6th grade of SD to 2 Junior High School.

The girl who accompanied her puberty. A time when he was just getting to know the love of the opposite sex. The word love is so easy to express.

So too with Bara. I don't know what she felt at that moment to her little friend. What is clear is that he always wants to be with Raniya and also continues to protect the beautiful girl.

Memories after memories of being with Raniya somehow suddenly came back to disturb his mind.

"The coal! I like you!"

It was Raniya who expressed her feelings first.

"Roman! Come gather with my friends,"

"No ah, Bara. I'm going back to class,"

Bara just realized Raniya never wanted to join the gathering with friends Bara.

"Well, how did you learn to ride a motorcycle?"

"Yes dong, so you can go to school every day,"

"No way!"

"Why?"

"But you can't get on the bike before you're old enough. Or go to High School,"

Bara chuckles behind his full face helmet remembering their moments before.

Raniya is her first love. His first heartbreak.

Just when the 3rd grade B. C. Bara was abandoned by Raniya. Suddenly Raniya breaks off their relationship for no apparent reason.

It was the month Bara was to carry out the National exam, but he could not focus because of a unilateral decision by his beloved girl.

"Bara, I want us to break up."

Without hearing Bara's rebuttal, Raniya left just like that. Even to change schools.

Bara who was slumped was finally declared not to graduate, so he and Dilan-who happened to be his underclassman became a classmate.

Maybe because the heartache effect given by Raniya made Bara a playboy ala-ala at that time. Many girls are dating then after a matter of days he will just decide. Evil indeed. The innocent girls became his means of pain relief.

Until one day, Bara met a woman who resembled Raniya just that he asked to be shot with a poem made by Bara himself. Bara who feels challenged will certainly do that.

But he did not know how to write poetry. Until one day Bara found out that in his class there was someone who was so maniac of poetry, someone who had won various competitions to read or compose poetry.

Dilan Maharani's. He thought it was originally a man because his name was 'Dilan'. But it turns out Dilan is a cute and beautiful girl who–he never noticed in her class.

Over time Bara forgets the name of a girl who was originally the reason Bara approached Dilan.

He fell in love with the joy and faith of a Dilan. The girl who is so fond of poetry, inversely proportional to Raniya who is even amused if read a love poem.

Days full of laughter and love ala-ala teenagers in general passed Bara and Dilan together. Until one day it arrived.

Raniya suddenly returns to her life upon entering High School. The girl who became sick the most was at the same school as him.

To Bara's astonishment, Raniya changed completely. She was no longer the shy girl she used to be. Now he was getting along a lot and even entered the Bara friendship environment.

Of course the arrival of Raniya makes his relationship with Dilan stretch. But he was unable to expel Raniya from his life when he found out that Raniya was suffering from stage 3 liver cancer.

And just like now, he was forced to leave Dilan once again just for the sake of Raniya.

Bara smiled wryly as he looked at the large signboard that read 'CENTER CITY HOSPITAL'.

The Bara motor enters the hospital area where Raniya is being treated. After parking his two-wheeler, he immediately searched the room where Raniya was.

"Suster, the patient by the name of Raniya Star Princess which room next door, huh?" ask her at the receptionist's desk nurse.

"For a while, I'll check first,"

The nurse typed something monitored. Shortly after that, I spoke again.

"In room number 209 mas," said the nurse.

Bara thanked her and then walked to find the room that the nurse had intended. He entered the elevator and pressed 3.

Breath snorted. Honestly, he was tired after a trip that required him to carry a motorcycle for approximately an hour. He wanted to go to bed to rest his exhausted body. But he chose to see how Raniya was doing first.

Ting.

The elevator door opened, immediately he looked for the room in question. After searching, he finally found a room with the number 209.

Geck. Geck. Geck.

"Assalamualaikum," Bara knocked on the door and then shifted the door and went inside after saying hello first.

The first thing that filled her bead was the body of Raniya who was lying weakly on the hospital bed. With a variety of hoses and cables and medical devices attached to the girl's body. The tool that–funya none other than helping to keep Raniya alive.

"Son's son has arrived?" tanya Wana makes Bara rather surprised, finding Wana was in Raniya's nursery.

"I-iya Aunt. Just now," said Bara as he approached.

"I'm sorry, Auntie you made a date. Though you are on vacation with your friends," said the woman in her thirties, feeling guilty.

"No papa Tan. In part if not for Bara's girlfriend who joined, Bara also would not want to go," said Bara politely.

Yep. Bara has to make it clear to Wana that her priority is no longer her daughter, but Dilan is the one Bara wants to protect now. Maybe Bara would be happy to call Wana but since Raniya left it, there is no longer a beautiful name Raniya in his heart.

Wana poked her lips somewhat offended also with Bara's honesty.

"But your girlfriend knows that you're here to find Auntie's son?"

Bara nodded. "Yes Tan,"

Wana smiled. "Well, she must be an understanding woman. Not angry after knowing his girlfriend is more like his ex than himself," said Wana.

Bara smiled but inwardly understood that Wana was badmouthing Dilan who seemed to never forbid her lover to meet another woman behind him.

"Yes. Understanding so much that I am not strong if I have to leave him for a long time. He is also very mature, if sick rarely ask to be won by me, even though I am his girlfriend. So, usually if Bara knows he is sick again, Bara directly samperin without any drama ngadu ngadu it," the sarcastic word Bara is able to make Wana silent.

"Ran, you're sober, baby" said Wana happily as she approached her daughter's bed.

Wana stroked her daughter's blonde hair gently. Raniya nodded with the subjects. The pale lips were drawn stretched out a thin smile.

"What do you want? Wanna drink? Thirsty. Or want to eat?" ask Wana streak.

Raniya was shocked amused to see the look of her mother's worries.

"Ba–ra?" It was hard for Raniya to say that one name.

Wana who understood her daughter's wishes then nodded. "Yes, Bara is here. Tuh his son," pointed it at Bara who did not budge in his place.

Bara flinched then smiled faintly at Raniya who was also smiling towards him.

"Here's Bara!" Pinta Wana followed by Bara.

Bara approached and stood on the other side of the bed. "H-hi,"

The pain all over Raniya's body seemed to disappear after seeing Bara's handsome face beside her. He smiled broadly behind the breathing apparatus that covered his nose to his mouth.

Feeling hard to talk, Raniya turned to look at her mother. Wana can capture the look of asking for help from her daughter's eyes. Understand with the intention of Raniya, Wana helped her son remove the oxygen mask.

Bara was just watching what the two women in front of him were doing.

"Please, because it has come," said Raniya sincerely after the oxygen mask no longer interfered with his speech.

Bara nodded. Staring at Raniya grudgingly does not mean he still keeps the taste in the girl. His gaze was now not much different from the way he looked at a sick person. Only pity was seethed in his heart no more. And Raniya can catch it, but still the girl is stupid. Not wanting to understand Bara's refusal.

"Mom take a minute, buy some food. All for Bara too," said Wana.

"Let Bara aja Aunty," prevent Bara.

Wana smiled thinly and shook her head. "No need. Lagian Auntie also wants to go to the receptionist to pay the cost of Raniya's bill. You're Raniya's friends, aren't you?" reject Wana. Then switch to his daughter. "Mama stay tight, huh? You were taken care of for a while,"

Raniya nodded. Wana exits Raniya's room, leaving Bara and Raniya in the room.

Silence enveloped them. Neither Bara nor Raniya started any more talks. They are both busy with their own thoughts. Until Bara chooses to open the conversation first.

"Why can I go to the hospital again? Wasn't it three months ago already declared cured of Lo's cancer? Why is it so critical?" tanya Bara broke the silence.

Raniya was surprised to hear Bara's question which seemed to worry him. Honestly his heart is now filled with flying butterflies. He is happy not to play, Bara is not only willing to leave his vacation but also worried about him. His lips could not stand him from smiling.

"Thank you for still worrying about me" said Raniya.

Bara himself knows if his words seem to indicate that Raniya still has hope to return with him.

"Honestly the more worried it was Aunt Wana. He begged me to come here to see Lo's condition which he said was critical. I even left Dilan on top just for Aunt Wana who didn't stop nelfonin me,"

Raniya's smile slowly faded upon hearing Bara's sarcastic words.

"I'm sorry, not what I meant" said Raniya, twisting her finger in pain.

He rubbed his face in frustration. It wasn't her intention to say that to Raniya. "Sorry, I didn't mean to"

"Yes, what is it. It's wrong that I'm sick just usually bother you to doang," Raniya cut.

Bara's tongue instantly kelu. He no longer knows what to say. The tired effect made her say things that were not supposed to be said to Raniya.

"You don't have to worry. I was cured of the cancer I had. The doctor said there were no more cancer cells in my body" Raniya said in a soft voice but could still be heard clearly by Bara.

"Just yesterday I joined the brawl of the Lion– children"

"WHAT? LO CRAZY?! SO THEREFORE AUNT WANA DID NOT GIVE CLARITY, WHY DID YOU GET TO THE HOSPITAL AND SUDDENLY CRITICAL OF KAYAK GINI??" pekik Bara cut off Raniya's speech.

Raniya closed his eyes accepting Bara's scolding.

Bara let out a long sigh. "Lo if you do not love the life of Lo, think the people around Lo who will be sad to see Lo kayak gini, especially to lose elo!"

"Including you?" Raniya's question cuts off Bara's words.

Bara shakes inexhaustibly. "Gue doesn't know what Lo has in mind until he joins the kayak brawl. After tau cured of the pain instead of taking care of Lo's body better, but even more Lo damaged. You are not fucking!!" hardik Bara's.

"I just don't want to be out of date! You said I was less sociable. Don't want to hang out with your friends, be shy. Yaudah, I'm with the brawl so you can see again like first" Raniya denied.

"You don't know Bara! As long as I'm sick, I think every day. Will I die tomorrow? Or my age will not be until later tonight, or maybe this second also God will take my life? Every second I think it's like Bar– hiks. Until I see you again. I was so happy at that time, I guess I still have a chance for you again" Raniya smiled wryly.

"But I was late. You already have Dilan, the girl who changed me in your heart. Seeing that he has a lot of friends, I thought maybe that's why you like him because he's easy to get along with. He's not like I'm shy. That's why Bar, I'm trying to change. I'm looking for a friend! And who wants to accept me who is sickly just miss,"

"But you don't have to enter the dark world, miss it too!" sulcan Bara tried as relaxed as possible, although his heart was somewhat pinched by Raniya's confession that he never thought.

"You're too judge Missing is bad Bara,"

"Gue isn't Missing value is bad! Just for the girl like Lo, entering the association will make Lo judged as well as other people,"

"Lost is your friend Bara. Your friend is my friend too!" raniya said he would not lose.

"I miss my friend, she's my queen. But Lo is not who I am! So stop making it like this, I'm sick of not knowing!" bara's circus then grabbed her jacket that was on the sofa.

"IF YOU GO OUT, YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE ME FOREVER!!" Pekik Raniya.

Bara stopped just as his hand was about to grab the doorknob. "I first saw Lo as a gini. But after knowing the reason why Lo kayak gini, I became disgusted to see Lo," hiss Bara then left Raniya who roared to ask Bara back.

"BAR!! I'M SORRY!! YOO!!"

Shortly after Bara's departure, Wana came with a crisper bag in her hand. The woman was surprised not to play to see her daughter crying with an infusion hose that had stuck in her arm was no longer there. And left Raniya's bloody left arm. Even the floor under Raniya's bed was a droplet of fresh blood belonging to the girl.

Wana immediately ran towards her daughter. Enveloped skinny body Raniya who is now sobbing for whatever reason.

"Udah darling. There was mama" said Wana to calm her daughter who roared out of control.

"Bara maaa, Bara-" racau Raniya.

"Yes, dear Bara, what are you doing?" Wana gently stroked her daughter's blonde hair lovingly.

"Bara doesn't want me to live Ma. Bara wants me dead. I don't like to see me healed. Bara-" racau Raniya.

"Hush, baby. Bara definitely didn't mean that. He must be just a sauce, because he had not had time to rest from the trip earlier. So you just misunderstood,"

Raniya shook her head strongly in Wana's embrace. "No! Bara emang said that she-" Raniya's throat choked. Unable to continue his words. His eyes clouded, he fainted.

"Ran's? Unfortunately mama? Raniya?" Wana felt Raniya's hand that was holding her tightly now decreasing by her side.

The release of Wana's decapitation to Raniya. Her eyes were perfectly rounded to see her daughter now drooping helplessly again.

Soon Wana laid Raniya's body and called the doctor. In his heart, he cursed Bara. If anything should happen to his little daughter after Bara's arrival, he would never forgive her.