Dilan Picisan's

don't feel bad

"Dilan! Wait!" exclaiming Iyan approached Dilan who was about to open the gate of the house.

Iyan stayed overnight with Raden at Anjani's house. After a heated argument between Dilan and Raden, Raden chose not to go home. Because of Anjani's persuasion to occasionally spend the night in his place.

Iyan slept in Dimas' room. While Dimas who is just as hateful with the guy prefers to waltz into the room of the sister. And sleep on his soft bed. Dylan doesn't mind that.

"I want to talk to you Lan," Iyan said while holding Dilan's hand.

Dilan did not criticize Iyan. His flat face seemed to be holding back emotions. Then pull the hand that would not be touched by the man he hated so much.

"Dede'," call Iyan again.

Dilan closed his eyes. Fed up with the voice that filled his mouth. "Stop call me with Lo's dirty mouth! Disgust know not!" hissing Dilan without looking at Iyan.

"Willan you why the hell? I just want us to like Lan first," Iyan murmured, of course, heard by Dilan.

"Lo bego if there's still my reason..." Dilan now looked at the glasses guy. His gaze swooped sharply. "...basic parasites!"

"And I'm sorry. I. If I had known Papa Raden was your papa I wouldn't have..." Iyan was unable to continue his words.

"Bulshit!" hiss Dilan turned his back on Iyan.

"I beg Lan. I can't believe I'm staying with you. I miss our old days. I just want us to go back to the times we were friends. Please, how should I let you be the same as me back in the kayak first," Iyan pleaded while squeezing Dilan's white bag perched on the girl's back.

Dilan spoke again without any interest in turning his body to face Iyan. "Balikin my papa. Turn my twin. Behind my happiness. Behind all the things that Lo and Lo's disgusting family have taken from my life and my family," Dilan emphasized every word he said mixed with restrained anger.

Kicep iyan. Don't know what to say. "Why diem? Or gini aja. You disappeared from my life! That's enough to make me feel happy like 'former' again,"

After saying that Dilan walked back. Leaving the silenced Iyan was unable to say a word.

Just now Iyan was trading back after him Dilan. Suddenly a red ninja bike stopped in front of the girl.

His steps stopped when he saw who the owner of the motorbike was after the owner removed his full face helmet. Iyan sighed as Bara's burly hand stroked the soft end of Dilan's head.

He was also that close to Dilan. Laugh together. Mutually indeculate. Always going anywhere together. But first keep it. Only the past can be remembered without being repeated. He's aware of that.

Dilan looked frowned when her cheeks were pulled by the guy. All of that did not escape the recording of Iyan's eyes.

"Sick Bara," Dilan snorted.

"I'm sorry about that? Yes yes yes? No more kayak yesterday," persuaded Bara while showing his dimple.

"Not be so cute! I am already late. When's departure?" dilan said he put a helmet on his head. But arrested Bara.

Bara moves to pair the helmet motif Doraemon on the head of Dilan. Although with a stifled smile, Dilan still snobs at his girlfriend.

"You want a smile and a smile, dear," teased Bara while turning on her motor sport after Dilan climbed into the back seat.

"I'm still angry! Don't talk yet!" dilan's Order.

"But forgive, right?"

"Hmm, but promise not to sift yesterday again. I didn't like the way you were yesterday. Just so you know I'm really disappointed to know, '" explained Dilan.

When he was about to say, Bara attention accidentally fell on the figure of a man in the same uniform worn by Dilan. His forehead creased faintly as the man walked out of the gate of Dilan's house.

Be aware of where Bara's gaze is headed. Dilan says. "Not important,"

"He who is ay? How do you get out of your house? Your feeling is that there are no brothers other than bang Dimas," asked Bara, full of astonishment.

Dilan bit her lower lip. "We are late!" urge Dilan to try to shift the topic.

Dilan's eyes glared sharply as Iyan instead walked closer towards them.

"Lo who? Why get out of my girl's house?" implied emotion restrained on Bara's tone of speech.

"Gue ka -"

"City!" cut Dilan.

"City?" para Bara.

Dilan nodded quickly. "He's a village guy who catches my mouth!" dilan Subject.

Iyan felt a tightness in his chest hearing Dilan's rejection of him. The girl seriously hated him.

Instantly Bara's jaw hardened. The heat began to seep into his chest. His hands clenched until his nerves looked perfect. Dilan who was aware of the change in attitude of her lover then gulped heavily.

He forgot his possessive girlfriend was begging for mercy. His essence switched to Iyan.

"Lo mending go there! Far away from me!" drive Dilan out before Bara pulls out his horn.

Iyan gasped. He realized that Dilan was not only acting like that because there was Bara but Dilan really wanted him not to disturb the life of the two-braid girl.

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Karrel couldn't focus on the lessons. His mind kept wandering. All that Bu Maya explained in front of the blackboard only went in the right ear and out the left ear.

One hand twirled the pen. And the other hand supported his forehead resting on the table. Lucky because the seat is in the back row, so Bu Maya will not see Karrel who is daydreaming not pay attention to the lesson.

Several times the guy took a deep breath.

Tia who happened to be sitting in front of Karrel turned her head back, when she heard the roar of Karrel's breath that made her focus on Bu Maya break.

Tia pulled a little back and whispered without looking at Karrel. Afraid of getting to spray the teacher in front of there. "Lo why the hell? From there take a deep breath like people want ajaan,"

"Whisper," said Karrel.

"He! The noisy one is elo Abrar!" tia half whispered. "Nafas Lo squirt by the neck I know. Good if this fragrance is mah boro boro,"

"Ck, since when does the breath squirt njir. New liur can be stupid, ' Hardik Karrel.

"Yes like it," sewot Tia. "Eh btw, you have another problem?"

"I mean Lo?"

"Yes no, Lo's face is like a widow failed to marry, haha," ledek Tia.

"Ck, Lo is the same, equally crazy," Karrel clucked lazily.

Tia pressed her shoulders and returned to her original position when she heard Bu Maya about to leave.

Then Karrel also returned to his thoughts.

"It turns out we were wrong Rel," cried Axel.

"I mean Lo ,"

"Gue abis Iyan's interrogation. And it turns out he's actually convinced Mike's learning to race but that's not the point,"

Karrel's eyebrows swooped in wonder.

Karrel's head almost broke. Considering his late best friend contacted the enemy for a race. Mike never does anything like that. If it is a race, they race only with fellow Horrified members only. Because they come down occasionally. What exactly happened that night?

Then his mind was switched a few days ago when Karrel again bullied Iyan.

"Gue didn't see exactly who Mike was talking to. But I'm sure it's a woman because of her posture. You know yourself the chest of a man and a girl is different. Although it was a bit dark that night but I can still see the difference clearly,"

"Oh yes, I think that person is most likely the chairman of The Lion, because I'm not looking for the drummer Mike called him the 'queen of Lion'. Same again if it's not wrong they know because of the race. The Rails Oath is all I know. The secret is doang. Mike said don't talk about this to Lo but I had to. I'm tired of being a samsak every day. I'm a coward, Rel," 

"A girl?" carrel muttered which only he heard.

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"Now," Karrel felt cold and wet when suddenly Dilan placed a cold drink on his cheek.

"Thanks," said Karrel then sipped the isotonic drink to the toilet.

"That's really thirsty sir?" chirps Dilan.

"Ck, according to Lo? After basketball, what thirst?" decak Karrel is a little upset.

"Casual or bro," said Dilan sitting next to Karrel. "Btw, Tumben Lo play basketball. Since when did you get into the school core team? The feeling from yesterday's work Lo just ngintilin I mulu," said Dilan.

"Lo also tumben my same attention. I usually like to torture. Since when do you repent? The feeling from yesterday's work Lo just asked me jajanin mulu," Karrel's whistle mimicked the girl's way of speaking.

"Gue botakin' Lo too!" Karrel was really able to ignite Dilan's emotions.

"Liet oruh neng, don't be angry mulu. Lo's wrinkles are getting more and more agitated, haha," ledek Karrel. I don't know seeing Dilan's upset face is probably her new hobby.

Dilan took a breath trying to resist and neutralize the emotional radicals that were ready to hit the animate creature named Karrel Abrar Radeya.

"Ekhem Rel," Dilan cleared his throat to reduce his nervousness.

"Hmm," answered Carrel with one finger holding the orange ball swirling above him.

"Gue em... gini.gue wants to apologize about yesterday," said Dilan nervously while scratching his nape that does not itch.

"What yesterday?" parrot Karrel.

"Ck, that's the right look Lo vece me it," explained Dilan.

"Oh, that Bara kissed elo," cried Karrel casually though in his heart, "Damn it with dyingetin again,".

"Yeah. Lo–ga's angry, right?" ask Dilan carefully.

"angry? Why should I be angry?" ask Karrel back. Now the beautiful face of Dilan became the object of view.

"Yes because Bara nyium me in front of Lo,"

Conscious or not, Dilan's statement was as if Karrel was special in his life. Though Karrel knew very well the heart of the girl was only occupied by Bara completely.

"Let's teach Bara nyium her boyfriend. Kok Lo even apologized anyway," said Karrel relaxed but it was only manipulative. His words and heart are opposite.

"Gue just doesn't feel good about you. That Lo is my best friend. I do not want my relationship with Lo to be awkward or damaged just because of Bara's behavior," said Dilan sincerely.

"Don't!" karrel.

"Huh? Don't why?" dilan's parrots.

"Don't feel bad. I don't want the pleasure of getting into Lo's heart despite a speck of doang,"

After saying that Karrel left Dilan who was gawking. 

"What kind of kid do you mean?" muttered Dilan. "So poetic. But how come my brain doesn't mean Karrel?"

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Dilan frowned at the debate of two people in front of the minimarket.

One of them is a decent guy... handsome? Dilan believes the guy is a crossbreed.

And the other one Dilan knows. "Tia?" Mumbled.

Dilan approached them intending to eavesdrop on their conversation.

"Gue told you to stop taking my drugs!" pissed Tia.

"Who's the elo?" elak that guy with a cold tone. Dilan believes the guy is Karrel's species, though a little cooler.

"Who else is it!"

"Gue came here to buy something. Not ngintilin elo,"

"HA HA! From yesterday I met Lo Mulu everywhere. I'm a stalker-in, right! My name!" accuse Tia while shaking her waist. The black mane that was mixed in gray seemed to curl beautifully following the direction of the wind.

"It's a bulshit Lo Ti! Say aja Lo kesengan tapedinan cute guy," muttered Dilan still in his hiding place.

The man in the leather jacket seemed to sigh. "Gue is interested in Lo but that doesn't mean I'm a stalker, too,"

"Wihh straight confess guh," muttered Dilan while biting his nails so greg.

"Sowreh. I had a crush so Lo went all the way," Tia flicked her hand.

"Newly also gebetan has not been dating. I'm sure I can get Lo's heart before class" said the guy confidently.

"Ck tsk, Axel Axel. Lo bucin is just as I turned out. I just realized my charm is so good, right? Sampe a guy as handsome as you can love to die with me," said Tia dramatically.

"Oh.so that's Axel. Crazy handsome really," whispered Dilan to himself while mangosteen.

Axel's eyes looked sparkling. The hand that was originally nailed his pants now moved cupped Tia's little face.

"Lo, what was it? I–ganteng?" axel said with excitement. Until the row of white teeth is seen.

Tia blinked while trying not to misbehave.

"A-what the hell. I'm just thankful that it's like someone won the lottery aja Lo," hardik Tia to reduce his nervousness.

"Now the date of the month of the year hours minutes seconds to what?" ask Axel streak.

"Huh? Where do I know! I don't have a calendar at home" said Tia instantly forgot her phone also has a calendar app.

"I just have to take a time when you say I'm handsome," cried Axel spirit.

The guy then pulled out his phone. Then actually recorded the date as well as the time when he was praised by the crush. Hours, minutes, until the second no one can be missed.

"Ishh Gemesh is a big Tia guy. I saw the baper myself. Medusa sok selling expensive again. If I am sure. Ihhh gurgles really.." muttered Dilan while clawing at the trunk of the tree where peeking so anxious.

"It's not good to be interested in dating people and Lo stintitan's eyes," whispered someone right in Dilan's ear.

"Eh...?"