Died Ahead of Marriage

53. If I Don't Want to?

Amar realizes Anna's change. The face of the woman who was nearby at this moment had red darkness. Amar stopped talking.

"Did I say something wrong?"

Anna shaking . "I'm the only one here wrong. Not you, your Grandma, or Zico. Here, I'm the only one wrong." Finally, drop by drop the clear granules were rationed.

"Anna, what are you saying? Try saying it again!" Amar scrunched up his face. The left ear feels great. Both of his hands pressed against that part.

"Why you?" ask Anna back. This time Amar did not respond at all.

Anna again asked Doctor Sisil for help.

"Sir Amar, what do you feel?" doctor Sisil asked him. But the question did not get an answer.

Doctor Sisil touched Amar's shoulder, who was curled up. The hue of his face blackened, spitting out a blue shadow on the temple.

"Sakiit ... Please Anna, I'm sick."

Anna wiped her tears quickly. Anyway, he needs me. Well, after this ... Yes, after this I'm gone.

"Dok, please heal him. Whatever it is we'll pay." said Anna.

"It's not a matter of cost or anything, Ma'am. We need to do further checks. What happened to Mr. Amar, should check with some tests and diagnose exactly."

Anna nodded quickly. "Do your best, Doc. I leave it all to the Doctor."

"All right, Miss Anna. We'll do further checks right now."

"Why is everyone so silent? Tell me something." Amar was still confused as to what was happening.

Some time later, various tests were performed, especially on Amar's sense of hearing. Not only that, X-rays are done on the ear and nerve examination using special tools.

While doing the test, Amar realized that his sense of hearing was having problems. An answer that gave a reason why he could not listen to the slightest sound.

The next day, the results of the Amar examination came out. Anna read it carefully, concluding damage to Amar's eardrum.

"Then what after this, Doc? Is it permanent or is it still healing?"

"A calm mom, huh? We wait for Mr. Amar's condition to be completely stable. If it's ready, we'll do the handling with the line of operation."

Anna looked at Amar's silent face from the moment she realized her current condition. Anna did not know what to do with this man who did not love her.

The next day, Sugiono helps Anna to pick Amar home. There, too, is Your Grandma who is preparing to take Anna and Amar to live with her.

"Where's your in-laws? Do they know your husband's current condition?" tanya Sugiono who felt strange with the behavior of Amar's parents.

For a moment, Anna looked at your Grandma. "Udah, really, Pi. Papi don't worry."

"Your parents are too busy. At least, when their children are in this bad state, they take the time to attend" said Sugiono riled and worried.

"Pi?" Renata widened his eyes, reminding them that there was still Grandma Andari by their side.

"Gmff ... Hmmmff ...." Suddenly, Anna felt an overwhelming nausea. In addition to feeling tired, he was also very hungry.

Anna ran towards the bathroom and threw away all the discomfort.

"Udah?" renata asked as Anna began to wash her face.

Anna nodded her face, gargling away the rest that made her feel uncomfortable.

"You're pregnant, huh?" guess Renata.

Anna's face stiffened. He dried his face with a tissue, but did not know what to answer.

"Are you really pregnant?" The face of Renata sumringah.

"Thank God if you're really pregnant. You don't have to wait as long as we do, wait so long you can get pregnant." Renata hugged his daughter.

Sugiono heard the wife's words. "Generic ..." He deliberately cleared his throat to get two of his favorite women out of the bathroom.

"Pi, Anna's pregnant, Pi. We're going to be grandparents" Renata said, exuding a hue of happiness.

Sugiono glanced at Amar. He did not expect, the man suspected of not loving his daughter, was able to make Anna pregnant.

Sugiono patted the back of Amar who was still tight-lipped. Amar looked at his father-in-law flatly. Everything just silence doesn't sound anything.

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Anna and Amar are temporarily staying at Grandma's house.

Amar took care of Amar wholeheartedly. It made the man unable to turn to him. Anna accompanies Amar with every check-up to the hospital. The days they spent together became more intense.

However, Anna does all that so that Amar can recover soon. His heart was strong, to end all things with Amar.

It is different with Amar. The more days, he became more and more comfortable with Anna. No more Luna, never again out for a hangover. He wants Anna to be whole for him until the end.

"Anna, thank you ... Thank you for accompanying me."

Anna just smiled faintly nodding slowly. Anna's stomach is round, Amar has entered the nursery. He will perform an ear drum repair operation.

Amar caught Anna's hand, who was drinking for him. The glass in Anna's hand, she put it back on the nightstand.

"Anna, do you want us to cancel the contract we've made?"

Anna frowned. He let go of Amar's hand, immediately typed something in his cell phone, and handed it to Amar. That's how they communicate now.

Wh why?

"I want us to have our marriage really like the marriage of people in general."

Is that all?

"Ah, that's ... I just wanted to say that. I want us to get married without any agreement. Do you really want to be my wife?"

If I don't want to?