Died Ahead of Marriage
12. I'm sorry
Amar was fixated on listening to a reason he had not known all along. He was silent a thousand languages, and his head went down to glance at a person lying on a brangkar.
"Why silence? Are you surprised by what I just said?" Liani still did not stop with what she said.
"What's this?" Grandma broke through from the outside.
"Why is everything sculpted like this?" Grandma looked at a young woman wearing a white coat.
"Why hasn't Anna been examined yet?" asked Grandma who realized Amar and Anna just fell silent.
Amar let go of his grip on the wheelchair handle, choosing to move without sound. The atmosphere instantly became silent greeted by a huge question mark within Grandma's head.
Anna realizes Amar's change of attitude. He just concluded what Amar might think at this time. 'Bang Amar must blame me.'
Grandma looked at the back of her grandson who kept away, alternating on Anna who was silent in her ringing. "You don't worry Anna, let it be Grandma who accompanies your examination."
Doctor Liani can't do anything anymore. He had to obey the orders of the old woman who accompanied them. Liani continued to check on Anna's condition.
"The growth of the baby in Anna's womb has been in accordance with the time" said Liani.
"So, is he okay?" lirih Anna's. His face looks suspicious.
Liani raised her eyebrows next to her. "Do you expect something bad to happen to the baby in your womb?" tanya Liani put on a sour face.
Netra Anna looked up at the ceiling of the room without a single word. In his mind, he recalled the seductions Zico made to get himself, until he decided to dare to conceive the irresponsible boy.
Anna turned her head to look at the monitor which revealed something as yet unformed. 'I'm sorry ... I always wanted your death. I'm sorry, ' she cried in her heart.
"Why are you crying, Anna? Are you thinking of Amar who suddenly left you? Don't be afraid, Grandma's still here with you." Your grandmother held Anna's hand.
Anna was crying. He lamented all the foolishness that still easily falls on the sweet words issued by Zico. Suddenly, he felt pain back in his womb. His face frowned and the ringing in his mouth could not be ignored.
"Doctor, what's wrong with Anna?" granny shouted back to call Liani who had moved away during the heartwarming action earlier.
He moved quickly aided by several nurses checking on Anna's continuing pain.
"Granny's better waiting outside" the nurse asked.
Your grandmother agreed and chose to wait outside. There was nothing he could see along the corridor. Grandma also opened the phone looking for a name that she used to call. However, the call of the woman with a frown that had filled her face, was not answered by the intended person.
"Where are you going?"
At one place, surrounded by flowers, Amar sat contemplating on a bench in the hospital garden. His two clenched hands covered his mouth and he seemed to be thinking about something.
"Luna, is that the reason you've been hiding all along? Why didn't you ever tell me?"
Amar pulled out the phone that kept shaking. On that flat screen, you see the contact's name 'First Love.' The name of the contact he gave to the woman who loved him from birth, exceeded the affection of the mother.
"I'm sorry, Grandma. I want to be alone for a moment."
In his memory continues to be drawn a collage of beautiful shadows when he was with Luna, the woman he loved. After Grandma's call came to a halt, Amar opened contact with the name 'My Love' which he had deliberately given to Luna.
After pressing the green button, Amar placed the flat phone in his ear. However, there was not a single sign of an incoming call. He tried again, but never connected.
"Do you block my calls?" Amar rubbed his head, feeling desperate. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for not waiting for a definitive answer from you."
In one room, a sleeping man was seen with equipment that filled his body. On the side of the cage, the monitor can be seen to graph the rise and fall of a person's heart condition.
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