
Fiona conducts an examination with Dr. Arif, a cardiac examination promised by Dr. Arif. Fiona was already in bed to perform the torture. From Fiona's face, it showed enough that she was actually so nervous and there was a sense of fear that could not be explained what it was.
" O God, may my heart be well. That's my only hope, all I can do before I die. So I beg you to give me a chance to be useful before I'm gone" Fiona's inner prayer continued.
" It's over, Fiona," said Dr. Arif. Fiona nodded slowly and slowly tried to sit down.
" For the results give me time yes for the next few hours," said Dr. Arif who apparently could not give any results to Fiona.
" Okay Doctor" said Fiona.
" You can go back to your room. You just rest. Remember you do not fatigue yes," said Dr. Arif gave advice.
" Good Doctor. Then excuse me first," said Fiona who was alone with Doctor Arif. Doctor Arif nods and helps Fiona to get up from the rajang.
" Thank you Doctor" said Fiona. Arif nodded and Fiona left immediately.
" Why he suddenly wants to check the heart, is it possible Fiona. Ahhhh it is impossible But if it is also his right," Arif's mind is full of confusion.
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Fiona walked in slow steps through the hospital rooms. Suddenly Fiona sees Toby sitting on a wheelchair where Toby is holding an infusion. Fiona decides to go to Toby.
" Baby!" greet Fiona.
" Eh, Fiona, what's wrong?" toby asked a little surprised by Fiona who suddenly greeted him.
" What are you doing?" ask Fiona.
" Oh, I'm waiting for Sasy. He was going to the toilet for a while" Toby replied.
" Hmmm, so it seems," said Fiona.
" You yourself are doing. How do the tumbens greet me?" ask Toby who must be surprised too.
" It's okay. I'm just out of Doctor Arif's room and want to go back to the room and see you. So I don't think there's any harm in greeting you," explains Fiona. "are you okay?" ask Fiona.
" Hmmm, I'm much better" Toby replied. You yourself how are you okay?" ask Toby who also questioned Fiona's health.
" Nice and good are the same. There are times when you suddenly feel sick and there are times when you can walk and talk smoothly. His name is also sick. Nothing to expect. Just waiting for the time," said Fiona who looks resigned to her condition.
" You don't talk like that Fiona. We are the same. Both have diseases. I am also like you at first who resigned and have given up. But I didn't think I was wrong like that. Now I'm more excited than usual to do positive things. So don't give up on anything. Because death belongs to God. As long as we can still try then it would be nice for us to really try and continue to pray," said Toby who gave a description for Fiona.
Hearing him made Fiona smile who felt Toby's words form a spirit for her.
" Thank you Toby for what you said. You have given me a lot of spirit. Honestly, I've never heard people say this. I so consider my mistakes used to be forgiven by you," said Fiona who was so relieved.
" Don't talk about Fiona's past. Let's forget about that. If you're wrong with me. I have forgiven him and that is enough. I don't want to remember anything anymore" Toby said with sincerity to make Fiona's eyes glaze over at Toby's words.
" Thank you Toby" said Fiona who was really so happy.
" Don't thank me, I don't think there's anything to thank. You have to keep fighting. You must be healed I believe it," said Toby gave encouragement.
" Thank you for your prayer. You also need to be more energetic. I'm also very sure that you will recover, too" said Fiona, who prayed for Toby.
" Baby!" call Sasy who has finished from the toilet and go straight to Fiona and Toby.
" Are you done?" ask Toby.
" yes. What are you talking about, how serious is it?" ask Sasy who looks less like Toby who is familiar with Fiona.
" It's okay Sasy. We just shared and prayed for each other" Toby replied.
" Ohhhh, so. Yes, let's go" said Sasy who immediately invited Toby to leave.
" yes. Yeah, Fiona we're leaving first. We want to take a walk in the park. You take care of your health and remember to do a lot of positive things" said Toby who gave advice.
" Yes Toby. Thanks for the input. You'll do something positive before I'm gone" Fiona said.
" We go first" asked Sasy who went straight away. Fiona just nodded with a smile that saw the departure of Sasy and Toby.
" You're right Toby. If I've been useless, I've always hurt people. Then before I die. I'll be useful for this time," Fiona's inner being seemed to think of something.
" Sasy you don't fear losing Toby. He's not going away from you. You'll stay together" Fiona's faintly smiling mind.
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Sasy is pushing Toby's wheelchair in the park. And as soon as he reached the park, Sasy stopped the wheelchair and hugged Toby from behind with her cheek pressed against Toby's cheek. Toby smiled as he rubbed Sasy's arm around her neck.
" I want us to continue like this" said Sasy who looked so spoiled.
" If it continues like this. Does that mean I won't heal and stay in the hospital" Toby said.
" Why talk like that" said Sasy astonished.
" It's not that you say you want to keep going that means I'll be in a wheelchair and you'll hug me from behind which means it won't heal" Toby explained.
" That's not what I meant" Toby said.
" All right, I understand I'm just kidding. If you want to keep going like this then I want to. I want to heal quickly. To make you happy, to grant your dreams, to marry you, to have a cute child" Toby said with teary eyes.
" I'm already happy. And marriage suddenly I did not think about it," said Sasy who was not sad Toby who was depressed just because of his desire to get married and became a trigger for the breakdown of their relationship.
" I'm not lying, after I think about it. I'd rather be like this. I'm more concerned about your health" Sasy assured Toby.
" I'm sorry, yes" Toby said suddenly.
" Why are you sorry what's wrong?" ask Sasy wonder.
" I'm making you hard" Toby said. Sasy smiled and immediately crouched down in front of Toby.
" I never felt the slightest trouble" said Sasy by rubbing Toby's cheek. Sasy clutched Toby's hand tightly.
" I am the luckiest woman who has had you. Toby I don't care if you get sick or not. For me I love you so much and I've decided to continue with you there will be no time limit" Sasy said with teary eyes talking to Toby. Sasy raised her body slightly and kissed Toby on the forehead.
" I love you" said Sasy sincerely. Toby's tears fell. When the woman he loves sacrifices many things for him.
" Why not answer my love. Don't you love me?" sasy asked, wiping Toby's tears. Sasy only held back her tears so as not to cry in front of Toby who even though she was so sad and even wanted to cry.
" I'm afraid of Sasy" said Toby.
" Why fear?" ask Sasy.
" I'm afraid to see you how you're going" replied Toby.
" What's wrong with me. What's wrong with me and you why you should be afraid" Sasy said.
" Sasy reality can't be changed if I'm going to die eventually and I'm afraid what about you later. What happens if I leave you" said Toby, who continued to tear up.
" What are you talking about Toby. You are god, huh! I might have died first. You can't talk about death being bad and why it's with me. I'm an adult and even if you go first. You think I can't take care of myself, huh! I can take care of myself. I'll be fine. So don't think that far. I don't want to hear it" said Sasy who became a mewek.
" Toby we've talked about this before. If we will never bring up the issue of death it is not our right and we should not discuss it. You made a promise to me" said Sasy, with tears breaking.
" I'm sorry baby" said Toby. Sasy hugged Toby tightly.
" You don't talk like that anymore" said Sasy.
" Yes Sasy I'm sorry. I love you Sasy" said Toby who rubbed Sasy's back tightly around her.
" O God, please give me healing. So that I can give happiness to Sasy the woman I love, "Toby's mind is full of prayer and hope.
" O God. Please don't take two from me. Eliminate the pain in his body. I'm sorry if I'm a selfish person who loves her so much and doesn't want you to take her out of my life" Sasy's inner self with her crying prayer hugged Toby tightly.
Verro and Cherry saw it. The 2nd also listened to what Toby was talking about and also Sasy who was able to make Cherry's tears fall. Verro beside him rubbed his wife's back which gave him strength.
" I know how he feels" said Cherry.
" Look, and I know how Sasy feels. Because I used to be like that, too. I'm so scared of losing you. And you have to pretend to be strong so you're okay" said Verro, who remembers her struggles and Cherry when Cherry was seriously ill.
" Let's just hope Toby gets through this" said Cherry, who can only pray.
" He's a strong boy. He'll get through all this. The pain will be on his opponent" said Verro, who took his wife into his arms. Cherry is very weak with people who have the disease. Because he knows how it feels.
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Finally the examination of Fiona's lab results was completed and it did not take hours as in the previous Dr. Arif said. After getting the results, Doctor Arif told the sisters to bring Fiona to his room and Fiona was already there.
Fiona was already sitting in front of Doctor Arif where Doctor Arif was seen scribbling something she did not know what it was.
" How about the Doctor with my heart?" ask Fiona who is straight to the point.
" After I checked your heart is normal and not complicated at all. Thank God your heart organ is very good," replied Dr. Arif.
" Thank God" said Fiona who was relieved and even smiled with her heart completely normal.
" Do you know if my heart can be donated?" ask Fiona who is straight to the point. Arif hears her startled that Fiona suddenly discusses the issue of donor heart.
" Do you have any plans to donate your heart?" asked Doctor Arif with a heavy voice. Fiona nodded as she was. Checking the heart suddenly must be the reason to donate it.
Arif was so shocked to hear the statement of Fiona who really wanted to donate her heart. That feeling was already obtained by Arif before.
" Doctor why is silent. The doctor has not answered my question, can my heart be donated?" ask Fiona again who is still waiting for an answer from Doctor Arif.
" Your heart is normal and if donated there is no problem at all" replied Dr. Arif. Fiona smiles at him who does not believe what Arif said once.
" Serious doctor?" ask the unbelieving Fiona. Arif nodded.
" Fiona do you really want to donate your heart?" ask Dr. Arif.
" Yes Doctor. If it is okay and can also be donated. Then I will donate it," he said.
" Fiona are you sure to donate your heart?" doctor Arif asked in a heavy voice who kept asking Fiona.
" If you still have a chance to be useful before death. Why not Doctor. And if there is no problem then there is no doubt for me. I have time to leave and others still have to live because many need it and want it to live" said Fiona, who is completely convinced by her decision.
" Doctor, what I said today is real and I said it clearly and gave the doctor my direct mandate. I donated my heart. So please carry out my trust" Fiona said earnestly with what she said.
" Are you sure?" asked Doctor Arif who kept asking again. Fiona nodded with a big smile.
" I'm sure. I will part. If the trust I give you is run by the Doctor. I trust the Doctor completely" Fiona said with confidence in all the decisions she made.
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