
Hearing Toby's name made Sasy wonder. But Sasy also seems not to want to discuss the man named Toby. Perhaps it was because his heart was still so sick that it ended up making him not want to listen to that name.
" What's with him?" asked Sasy who looked at the food and stirred the food with a spoon.
" Toby hurts Sasy," replied Arif who went straight to the point saying Toby was really sick. Sasy stopped her spoon when she heard the word pain.
" If the problem hurts. I think I'm much more sick" Sasy said. " Doctor, the doctor doesn't know what happened to me or Toby. If you say the problem hurts. My heart hurts more than he does. Maybe I was wrong. I had come to him angry at him to defend Bagas who in fact what he said was true. Bagas is not a good man. But even like that, I can't possibly forgive her either. Because the pain I received was much more painful," Sasy said with her teary eyes.
Those words might not change anything about his relationship with Toby. He wanted to apologize to the others. But Toby Sasy didn't think that far.
" Just because Toby didn't marry you. You hate her so much?" ask Sasy. Toby immediately looked towards Arif with a faintly smiling Sasy.
" He told the doctor everything. Does he want to demean me. Because it was just my marriage and she split up and she told the Doctor that. To have everyone blame me or to be sympathetic to me" said Sasy whose mind had gone everywhere.
" yes. He said it and also said the reason can not marry you," said Arif made Sasy grunt violently with a forced smile.
" He really wanted to embarrass me. Makes me like a crazy woman going to a wedding" Sasy sighed in disbelief.
" He never humiliated you. Instead he loves you very much and just wants you to be happy" said Arif. Sasy responded with a forced smile.
" He doesn't love me. He's a man who has no commitment" said Sasy.
" You're wrong she also wants to marry you. But circumstances made him unable to pressure you" said Arif.
" What a situation because he basically has no commitment and only gives false hope to people's children!" sasy said, starting to amplify the volume of his voice.
" Toby suffers from a heart defect" said Dr. Arif who direct to the point. Sasy who heard it was instantly shocked even her eyes bulged at hearing those 3 words.
" That's why she didn't marry you. The reason is because he can't live with you. She loves you but can't marry you because of the illness in her body, the commitment and other reasons that Toby told you are not the truth. Which truth is. Not married to you because of that disease" explained Dr. Arif.
" What does Doctor mean?" sahut Sasy with his chest felt tight and even tears until it dripped.
" 3 months ago Toby was sentenced to a heart condition and Toby asked me to keep this from you and the others. From 3 months Toby has also rarely taken flights he often said flying to and fro was a lie that in fact Toby only seek treatment," explained Dr. Arif who made Sasy really schok hear it.
" And you know what else he did he told me to approach you. So that you are happy and she leaves quietly. The reason I came to your house that night was because I was following Toby's scenario and I was recently close to you because of that, too" explained Dr. Arif again who without covering anything else from Sasy.
" No way" said Sasy, who did not believe her tears were flowing, who did not believe what she heard.
" That's Sasy's reality everything is reality" said Dr. Arif who confirmed it.
" why?wh why? Toby never told me about this," said Sasy who held his chest which was very painful to hear the statement of Doctor Arif.
" Everything is done for your happiness. He had his reasons and you know I finally told you this. Because I feel this is the best. Because he clearly needs you, ", said Dr. Arif.
" Toby, what's going on. Why Toby? why don't you tell me this. Why do you let everything go like this" said Sasy, who was most sorry. He's closest to Toby. But don't know anything this big from Toby.
" Doctor how he is. He's gonna heal?" sasy asked with her lips twitching. His body pressed limp to hear the disease suffered by Toby.
" Back again Sasy we are just doctors who try and who determine the above and definitely for heart disease. Need a heart transplant" Dr. Arif explained.
Sasy rubbed her face with her 2nd hand. Her tears kept coming out that suddenly worried Toby so much.
" O God Toby, why don't you tell me," said Sasy who wanted to stand up who still looked schok. But suddenly he was so limp that he wanted to fall and Arif immediately stood up and quickly approached Sasy to hold Sasy's body from falling.
" Sasy relax!" said Dr. Arif.
" Doctor, please! please take me, I want to see Toby," said Sasy who had not wanted to wait any longer and wanted to go see Toby.
" All right! you should go see him. Because it's the best" said Arif who did not mind at all.
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Toby who had returned to his house was in his room holding his chest that hurt Toby walking towards the nightstand beside his bed opened the drawer and took his medicines. Because his uncontrollable self and his hands also seemed to tremble making the medicines he held fall.
" Are you also going to get weaker Toby," inner Toby who saw the drugs spill over.
Toby crouched down and picked up the drugs, stuffing the pill into a small bottle. In the middle of Toby doing that suddenly a hand was seen in composing the drugs that made Toby slowly raise his head and how surprised Toby was when he saw Sasy who was already in front of him take those drugs.
" Sasy!" scorn Toby. Sasy did not answer. But his tears trickled down and continued to quote the drugs.
" Which one should you drink?" ask Sasy who's seen Toby.
" What are you doing here?" asked Toby in his hoarse voice.
" I asked which one you should drink!" sasy pressed his voice.
" You know everything. Who told you Doctor Arif, Cherry or Verro?" ask Toby with an important voice.
" You're really mean Toby. Why don't you just kill me, huh! you can keep all that from me. Don't you think about what happened huh! you intentionally did all this. To be a woman of regret!" sasy shouted furiously with her face in tears.
" You're such a jerk, Toby, you're such a coward. You never thought I existed. You let me hate you. Who do you know my happiness. Who are you Toby can control my feelings. You've been playing me!" yell Sasy. Toby just kept quiet with his tears that were also his last to drip.
" You're evil Toby you're evil" Sasy said banging Toby in the chest. Toby held the hand and immediately took Sasy into his arms. A hug that must have missed the woman he loved so much.
" Because of you, me and the hostile children, because of you I know the son of a bitch and trust him completely. Because of you I was also almost harassed. You're really so mean Toby that's already blown me to pieces. You're really mean to Toby" said Sasy, who held in his arms.
" You really don't think I have Toby, I love you so much. Do you think I'll be happy with all this. Not Toby. I'm not going to be happy with all this. I can't possibly be happy Toby!" Sasy kept crying in that embrace. Toby just kept quiet and hugged him, which he himself would not even be willing if Sasy had to be with someone else.
It's true that what Toby did was just to show Sasy. It was very wrong and it made Sasy even more sick.
Arif who was standing in front of Toby's room was relieved by what he saw. Yes that's what he wanted.
" You need them Toby. Only they make you stronger. You just need them Toby, "the smiling inner Arif looks at Sasy and Toby.
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Not only Sasy, Cherry and Verro know. Everyone finally knew what Toby had suffered all along. Cherry and Verro tell all of their friends that they are gathered in the old Cherry house which is still in Varrell and Nadya.
" Hearing what Cherry said, Vandy, Azizi, Varell, Nadya, Aldo and Raquel were shocked.
" Is this real?" sahut Nadya who made her voice.
" It's real, I'm the same Cherry was shocked when she found out about this. Cherry had been guessing. Instead of going to see Toby and ask him that. But it turns out that the road is easy which in the end Cherry heard everything clearly and the confession of Toby and Doctor Arif also explains the real reality" said Verro who explained again.
" O God Toby. All this time he endured all this alone" said Azizi who felt speechless, very difficult to talk to hear the reality.
" Why is he hiding this problem" said Vandy by rubbing his face rough who did not believe what had happened.
" What about Sasy, does she know all this?" ask Raquel.
" I don't think he knows" Azizi said.
" Wait a minute, or maybe this is the reason Toby does not want to marry Sasy," said Aldo who immediately guessed in that direction.
" Yes that you're right that's the real reason and worse Toby told Doctor Arif to approach Sasy. As if he wanted to replace Sasy," said Verro who made them more shocked.
" Brother Arif!" peekot Vandy's. Verro nodded.
" Pantsan all this time I saw them close" said Raquel.
" What about Toby's disease. What is the stage of development?" ask Varell.
" We haven't spoken seriously to Doctor Arif" Cherry said. " But what is clear what suffered Toby certainly cannot be underestimated. I know what it's like. What else he's been through all this time alone" said Cherry who looks so panicked. Verro rubbed his wife's shoulders back to calm Cherry who had been anxious.
" Toby shouldn't have kept this a secret from us" Azizi said, looking disappointed.
" We'd better go see Toby. We have to give him support. He must be strong and together with us to fight against that malignant disease" Varell said.
" It's true what Varell said. Let us not let the two face it all alone" said Nadya who agreed.
They all nodded in agreement to give their hard support to his friend who was now affected by the disaster.
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Elsewhere in the house Toby Sasy and Toby were already on top of the bed where Sasy who was in Toby's chest area and Toby hugged him tightly. By rubbing Sasy's head.
Sasy is calmer now. He was no longer angry even though he was still so sad.
" I'm sorry Sasy" said Toby, who felt guilty.
" I'm the one who apologized for all this because of my mistake. I'm wrong" said Sasy, who admitted his mistake and hugged Toby tightly.
" I was wrong to tell you all this. Right said Cherry who should have told you. I need you and I should tell you" said Toby who finally realized everything.
" Toby you must be cured I'm sure of it. You must be healed" said Sasy who gave spirit to Toby. Toby nodded with a smile and kissed Sasy's head.
" I'll take care of you Toby. I will continue to take care of you at any time, I will not leave you" said Sasy.
" Thank you Sasy, sorry Sasy I can't give you happiness" Toby said.
" Don't talk like that Toby I'm just happy with you" Sasy said.
Seriate