
Vandy was in his car waiting to crash in the morning. The bias of the city of Jakarta in the morning must have been jammed and we must have a lot of patience.
So is Vandy whose patience is being tested and today he looks moody and thinks a lot in the car. His face could not lie if he had a lot of thoughts.
" You are a couple. Obviously to have a child again would not be a problem. You guys are young too. This method is also often used by couples who experience what you experience,"
The Doctor's words were warm in Vandy's mind. Where the Doctor suggested to him how to save his son. But obviously the way it doesn't go in can't be done.
Because he and Azizi are not married couples. And at worst his relationship with Azizi was also not okay. So what the doctor suggested could not be done to save Iqbal.
The thing that makes Vandy stress the most is with the Donor that does not exist. And he was really frustrated and didn't know what else to do. Wanted to make amends to Azizi and his son. But it turns out that God does not approve of that.
It's probable. God wants him to try. Because making amends is definitely not that easy and will not be comparable to the way that Azizi has been through all this time and without any asking for help from him.
" What else should I do. Whatever it is. I should be able to help Iqbal. Iqbal must heal. I'm not going to make him suffer this kind of pain, "in Vandy's confused mind.
" I'm totally useless. I'm so irresponsible. Now everything's a mess and the way the doctor said. It's definitely impossible for me to do. It was impossible" he said in his heart. Vandy continued to grumble in his heart trying to find a way out.
tin-tin-tin-tin.
The sound of the horn shocked Vandy. For daydreaming with his unsettled thoughts. Until I don't realize. If the car in front of him had already run and now the drivers behind him had already started to rampage.
Vandy who saw from his rearview mirror immediately drove his car. He shook his head quickly. To refocus driving.
Vandy continued to drive his car at a leisurely pace and was now completely out of the middle of the city and walking on a less crowded street.
Vandy's eyes looked to his left. When he saw someone who stole his attention, he was none other than Azizi who was sitting on one of the benches in the park area close to the street.
Azizi sat down with a slight bow and both her hands covered her face. Vandy also saw Azizi wiping her tears. Azizi's face also looked gloomy and Vandy could already guess if Azizi must be thinking about Iqbal.
Vandy stopped his car so it was clearer to look towards Azizi. Seeing clearly the cry of a mother who seemed resigned to the condition of her son who may be the only thing in his possession.
" I, you know Azizi. You must be disappointed in all this. I'm sorry. Because I'm totally useless. I can't do anything to you and Ikbal either. I'm useless to you 2. I've made you really suffer, "inner Vandy who feels guilty for Azizi.
Azizi wiped her tears back by pulling her sobs. Crying might make it a little bit easier.
" I'm sorry, dear Mama, you can't do anything. Mama tried. But still what you do can't make you heal. Forgive my dear mama," Azizi inner with the roar of her tears.
Suddenly a tissue was in front of him, making him raise his head and see who gave the tissue that turned out to be Vandy.
Vandy is absolutely clear. Seeing the tears on Azizi's face. His face was full of sadness. The resigned face.
" Deliver your tears" said Vandy softly.
" For what?" azizi asked, turning her face away. Vandy sits next to Azizi.
" Crying won't solve the problem" said Vandy, who was sitting next to Azizi.
" You don't know how I feel. That's why you talk like that" Azizi said.
Vandy was silent without being able to speak anymore. Whatever Azizi said was true. What Azizi felt. It will never be felt.
He did not speak anymore and indeed let Azizi cry with joy.
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On the other side. Verro and Cherry have already arrived at the hospital and now Verro is actually checking his wife's condition which is definitely getting better.
The effort he did was not in vain managed to make his wife completely healed. Although the recovery will make a wound on Cherry and she just need to prepare the mental Cherry.
Cherry is lying down. Help Verro to sit. When Verro finished checking it out. Verro smiled at Cherry and gently rubbed Cherry's hair.
" I'm cured?" ask Cherry. Verro nodded.
" Yes you are healed. What else is your memory completely recovered. You remember everything and also do not forget your new life. So you're healed" Verro said gently. Cherry whose pleasure instantly hugged Verro tightly.
" Then come on. Let's go see papa. We'll surprise him. He must not believe it either. If I'm cured," said Cherry who is getting excited who wants to meet the papa as soon as possible.
Verro fell silent he resigned to what was next. It will happen and it will not cover it up again. Because Cherry must know if the papa is gone. If the heart he uses is the heart of his father given to him in order to continue his life.
Verro took off a hug from Cherry. Then Verro crouched down in front of Cherry who was still sitting. Verro holds Cherry's cheek and kisses Cherry's forehead gently.
" I'll never leave you. So never think if you're going to be alone. You will never be alone. While I'm alive. I will definitely name you and will not abandon you" said Verro, making Cherry really wonder what Verro meant.
" Hmmm, I know. You can't leave me. Then what are you talking like. It's like there's just something," said Cherry, feeling something strange.
" There's nothing. Everything is really fine. I just wanted to tell my wife. If it is true. If I will always be by his side," said Verro smilingly holding back his grief.
" Hmmm, yeah, let's go. I can't wait to see you, papa" Cherry said.
" yes. Let's go" said Verro again hugging Cherry. He wants to give some mental strength first to Cherry.
" You must be strong Cherry. I'm sure you'll definitely be strong," Inner Verro hugged his wife tightly.
On the other hand it turns out that in front of the door of the room Sasy and Raquel were there and listening to Verro and Cherry talk.
" So Cherry remembers everything?" ask Raquel.
" yes. We should be happy. Butno. Because he'll be hurt in a minute" said Sasy.
" Verro will say everything?" ask Raquel.
" yes. He was absolutely certain he would say everything without covering anything up. Because he felt there was no point in covering up anymore" Sasy replied.
" I hope Cherry can really accept this reality and Verro can really give it strength. I hope they can strengthen each other" said the hopeful Raquel.
" I wish it was like that too. We just pray for what is best for them. We pray. Hopefully everything is absolutely fine and Cherry can really be cheerful. Despite losing Om Laskarta," said Sasy who also had the same hope.
" Amin" said Raquel.
Seriate......