
" Azizi I clearly know and understand your feelings. But everything is for the sake of Iqbal" said Sasy.
" The reason Vandy isn't responsible is because he thinks I'm a cheap woman. The woman that my 1st school friends accuse me of. That made him feel contemptible and not admit what he was doing. When you don't believe me like that, he's easily insulting me and justifying all the accusations without finding out what really happened. I was devastated when I got that treatment from Vandy" Azizi recalled. Really hurt. Sasy strengthened her by holding her hand.
" I admit Sasy. I wasn't Virgin when she touched me. I gave myself up to open my wounds. Because I fell in love with him. He was able to make me a human being so that I would melt down and trust him. But she destroyed all my love and dreams with her" Azizi pressed her voice.
" He thinks everything is right. He doesn't know what happened to me in the past. I'm the son of a prostitute and grew up in a brothel that I don't know who my father is. My mom got married when I was 12. Just a few weddings. I was raped by her husband. And when my mom found out. My mother was very angry and there was a dispute between them. In the end my mother and her depraved husband died tragically before my own eyes" Azizi explained by opening up her past to Sasy to tell her what really happened.
Sasy's tears were shed when she heard Azizi's story she never knew.
" I don't have anyone anymore. I was finally treated by my mother's friend who must be her profession as psk. But he took care of me and and buried the trauma I was going through. The more I grow up. I can't bear to see him working like that.
" Until I finally decided to work lung time at the bar. So that the woman who sold her body would stop doing her job,"
" As long as I work at the bar. I never sold my body. I've always taken care of myself The rape I got when I was 13 gave me a great sense of trauma and made me more cautious.
" I moved schools. Because my schoolmates know my job and they add to it by saying me as psk. Until I got kicked out of school and definitely not just once,"
" I went undercover and entered a high school international school in the hope that no one would know my identity and be able to graduate from that school properly,"
" I wish I graduated well. But I didn't expect God to give me a chance to meet good and sincere people like you. Even giving me the opportunity to love and let go of myself even though what I do opens up my truama. But I can't believe Vandy destroyed everything" Azizi explained with tears in his eyes.
Azizi recounted with a tearful nod. It was his heart that was completely broken that had to reopen that past.
" Why not tell him the truth. If you're not the woman in the stand. But you're the victim of abuse?" sasy asked with tears not imagining Azizi's heavy wounds.
" The man whose heart is closed shuts all opportunity and truth. Say it or not. Vandy will not believe and will consider me a trashy woman and he feels trapped" Azizi replied.
" I'm sorry Azizi, I didn't mean to open your wounds. My children and I never believed that even guessing what was wrong at school was right or not. Because we know you're not that kind of woman. We didn't ask you. That doesn't mean you believed. But we don't want to interfere in your personal matters and wait for you to tell yourself, '" Sasy explained.
" But it's no longer any use. Everything is in the past and Vandy is in the past. The pain of my heart is unlikely to be treated by his actions" Azizi said with her tears flowing profusely.
" God did not sleep Azizi. What you experience will get a beauty that you do not imagine," said Sasy by rubbing the back of Azizi who was crying in his arms.
" That once Azizi kasian she experienced all this even until this second her suffering did not stop. She really is a very strong woman. Vandy, you're totally outrageous. It could just take the fun," inner Sasy who is very concerned about his best friend.
It turned out that Azizi's past story was heard in Vandy's ears. Hearing what Azizi experienced in the past made Vandy's eyes calm.
He must be a stupid man who could break Azizi's heart and just throw it away. Without knowing what happened to that woman.
He had added injuries to the woman who was trying to get rid of her trauma. But he lightly uttered evil words, insulting Azizi without thinking about Azizi's feelings.
" What I did to him. What I am is a human being, "inner Vandy with a face full of regret.
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Vandy was in his car several times hitting the driver.
" You're really stupid Vandy, why are you doing all that. Why do you just listen to other people without finding out what happened. Why Vandy, why do you have so much heart to Azizi," said Vandy who regretted everything by hitting the steering wheel several times.
Vandy also hit his forehead several times. He could only regret what he did. Vandy laid himself in the car seat by rubbing his face rough without realizing his tears were dripping.
" You're really fucking Vandy. Your mistakes will not be forgiven. What happened to Iqbal is in return for you and you will continue to feel guilty about all your treatment. You cannot be happy with your unforgivable actions" said Vandy who realized. If the mistake he made would not make peace in his life. His suffering that cannot be spoken with words destroys everything.
She has destroyed an orphan woman and even hurt a woman who is already the mother of her child, She is not responsible at all. And his son must now fight against destiny.
Vandy could only regret everything in his car. He really can't do anything anymore. Regrets that mean nothing at all.
Azizi also cried tears of joy in the arms of Sasy who remembered the double-double wound.
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