Destiny Nafizah

Destiny Nafizah
The Bitter Childhood



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Still fresh in my memory the quarrels of the two of them that night, when the rain and the sound of thunder roared unpretently. I woke up from my sleep because I was afraid of the sound of lightning. Usually papi and mami would hug me together, for some reason they didn't.


I ran to their room, the door was slightly open. My little footsteps stopped behind the door of their room, their quarrels were so loud.


“You're having an affair with Judit behind my back!" snapped Erwan Tama while throwing photos in front of the woman who had been his wife for eight years.


“This is a slander for Pi, I can explain this,” replied Kaila by holding his swollen cheek from Erwan's previous slap, while crying loudly.


“No need you explain! I've decided to divorce you and accept my parents' matchmaking" Erwan said, packing his clothes.


"I never did, Er. I don't know what happened and why I was able to be with Judith in the bad situation. Please don't go! For Nafizah's sake, Er," Kaila asked her husband.


"I can't trust you after this, don't beg me to be rude to you again! Turns out you're not as good as I thought you would be, let Nafizah stay with you because Mirna wouldn't want me to take the kid. I'm out of this house today!" yelled Erwan would step away.


"Now that I know, maybe you're the one who did this to me, Judit is your friend how could I be in your friend's bed, if you hadn't done it. You're afraid of being poor with me, aren't you? So you sold yourself to that woman!" kaila said with a wounded heart.


Erwan slapped him once again so hard that Kaila fell down.


"You crazy woman! Accusing as good as your stomach! Why would I give my wife to my friend? You are the j4l4ng! you're the one who's always met her at your boutique, aren't you? Why accuse me, huh?!"


Erwan Tama approached Kaila and touched the woman's head while saying Talak three.


Kaila looked at the man with a pushy look, not believing that all this would end. The love and the household she had built with great difficulty collapsed in the blink of an eye, the round of tears welled up without a sound, silent lips silent as to be unable to say a word to prevent the departure of the husband. With wide strides the man dragged the suitcase and walked out of this room.


Erwan saw his daughter Nafizah standing right behind the door. He approached his baby and sat down to align his body with his little girl, stroking her hair and removing the clear liquid that came out of Nafizah's eyes


“ Sorry ... hate Papi, don't hate your Mama! Forget what you heard! Papi loves you and loves you so much, don't forget it!” erwan's message to his daughter while peeping his forehead then rushed away.


My little hand grabbed the guy's wrist. "But don't go! please don't leave us, we need you, Papi!" I shouted with a sobbing that grew louder, Papi took his hand off from the grip of my hand in a very rough manner.


Without looking back at me and walking down the stairs and disappearing from the sight of my fixated eyes not moving a bit from where I was standing, the fear of lightning was gone, change a feeling I never understood at all.


I ran down the stairs after the man who became my first love, I saw the papi open the door and walk out through the night and the rain, leaving the house with firm steps and not looking back at all then a luxurious black car stopped in front of him. A beautiful woman came out with an umbrella for the papi.


Since that incident my life became chaotic, the boutique in its own stub suddenly experienced a dramatic decline and went bankrupt. I've seen my mom come home with a bruised face and body.


My mom locked herself in her room for almost a month and never came out. Bik Sumi always delivers food to the room. After a month, my mother came out of the room with a different appearance. He started selling his buttons then installed shooting training equipment in the backyard of the house, there was a martial arts coach and shooting came 2 times a week.


Mami trained for three months and after that took us away from this house and stayed at Sumi's bik house in the village which was bought by mami to bik Sumi when mami was still with papi.


We stayed for nine years there and came back when I continued my SMU education. I never knew what kind of problems were going to plague their households. Mami was like keeping a secret that her daughter didn't know, she never told me anything. Every time I asked him he always said everything was going to be okay.


“Nai you've come down baby?” The voice of my mother turned to me, breaking my daydreams in the past. I nodded towards my mother, I hugged her from behind and wrapped my hand around her neck spoiled.


“I love Mami. Can Mami let go of the club, I can support Mami with my work Mam,”, I said while resting my chin on my shoulders.


Kaila fell and rubbed her son's hair while muttering, "My daughter is really mature and independent.”


Then take off his child's arms and give me a plate of the cooking he had cooked for me to bring, and he himself brought 2 plates and walked to the dinner table put them there.


I put the same plate I carried on the table and we sat in chairs facing each other.


Kaila grabbed her son's hand, looked down at him, stroked the back of his son's hand and spoke softly, "Mommy think yes, let's eat now! Aren't you in college, Nai? kaila asked her daughter.


“No Mam! No Mam's secret guidance." Nafizah answered while taking the rice and side dishes that were on the table then they ate quietly.


After eating, Kaila went to her room after saying goodbye to her daughter and did not come out again.


While Nafizha had already started working on her secretions in the living room. As she worked, her phone rang with a call from Shahila Crop


“Hello, good morning this Miss Nafizah from Shahila Crop. Our CEO wants to meet the lady tomorrow at 10:00 in our office.” A voice came from behind the phone


“Good sir I will come tomorrow, replied Nafizah.


SERIATE......