Destiny Nafizah

Big Baby

Pov Rudi's)

I went into the hospital to see my doctor and my friend. With firm steps I knocked

the door in a room and not open.

Doctor Arseel told me to sit down

"Please sit down Rudi!"

"This is how I want to be referred to Jakarta, Seel," I told Arseel

"Why? You used to ask to be treated here because you didn't want to look weak in front of your mistress after chemotherapy" asked Arseel.

"Well that's it, my lady is now my wife I'm having trouble getting permission for a few days, especially yesterday when my honeymoon passed out Seel, he started to suspect I had a mild illness," I said to Arseel

"If he knows I can't do anything, Rud. At least I'm just telling you that your wife already knows you next just accept if she wants to take care of you or if she wants a divorce.

"Damn you! I just got married in a matter of days, you know," I said.

"OK! I'll take care of your move to the best hospital in Jakarta you don't have to worry that he knows I'll advise him to leave you" Arseel said with a laugh.

"You really suck Sell," I meant to her.

"Well, now your room, in two hours I'll be there" said Arseel.

I went into my treatment room and changed clothes with my piayama to make it more comfortable.

Two hours later a medical officer in a wheelchair asked me to sit there and asked me to undergo a series of medical tests. After that I went into the room where I got the second chemotherapy.

After I was taken into my room, my body felt weak and a little nauseous.

Up there I was surprised that she brought a woman who was none other than my wife.

"He already knew Rud, so don't hide it anymore, I don't want to lie with your condition, he said he'll accompany your treatment until after he wants you cured instead of dying, listen to me everything can happen maybe you'll get well or maybe you'll get better" Arseel said with an annoying smile.

"Yes, I've been staying, don't worry that he has no appetite after chemotherapy, so you're safe" Dr. Arseel said with a laugh and left my room.

"Sell, fuck you!" my wife and I just laughed.

"Why come? I don't want to look ugly in front of you" I told my wife.

Kayla laughed as she took over my wheelchair from the nurse, took me to the bed, and told me to sit on the bed that was set so I could sit comfortably.

I saw a lot of food on the table. "That's Doctor Arseel's wife, didn't your first chemotherapy get it, too, right?" wife says.

There are young Coconuts, soups, gelatin pudding, and green bean porridge

"Why young and what green bean porridge is from him too?" ask her.

"That's me buying young coconut water he said is good to meet the needs of body fluids, I deliberately look for opportunities, so that you no longer kink about your disease," he told me.

He gave me a drink, young coconut water with a straw.

"All right, I lost," I told him.

"You want this?" ask me while opening a plastic bowl where you store green bean porridge.

I nodded, she sat in the front seat of my bed and started to feed me.

"You should have told me this, I'm your wife and this marriage is not you asking but my ex-husband, so you're not tricking me if you're sick" Kayla told me.

"That's not what I'm worried about, if you think I'm tricking you better, I want you to smile" I said.

"Look! I'm smiling, aren't I? he said to me with a sweet smile.

"I'm here for the next five days, where are you going, baby?" ask him

"I nginep here dong, want to nginep where else would you wait, Mas?" he said and I breathed.

"Why, can't you?" askinya.

"Come, but where do you want to sleep? Is it small too?" I asked while looking at him.

"I'll sleep on the couch, don't think about it!" tell me.

I was very surprised at the presence of my wife, yesterday I thought she believed that I was just an ordinary achievement, it was secretly finding out for myself.

The last mouthful of porridge has been given to me he will move from his seat I prevented him by holding his fingers

"What does it mean that you want to be with me? Once you know I'm sick," I ask her

"Yes, I want to stay with you, Mas" she explained to me.

He put an empty bowl on the nightstand. "Rest, Mas!" he said to me while arranging my bed to be comfortable for me.

"Darling!" call me.

"Yes, what?" he answered while walking towards me.

"It's wear it to be comfortable!" I ordered him to give him a pillow. He accepted it and smiled then he walked towards the sofa and lay there

I closed my eyes to see what this feeling was, I did not know that the obvious fear of loss and the fear of separation was gone.

I stared at my lady lying on this couch like a dejavu to me. It was just that I used to sleep on the sofa and looked at her sleeping in bed. Now I'm in bed watching him sleep.

I chuckle. "Who is sick and who should rest?

He fell asleep first and I couldn't sleep at all. Until finally my eyes closed.

(Pov Kayla)

After returning from Lombok I saw him so agitated not knowing what he was thinking that he finally gave me permission to go to Surabaya because of work with Yudit.

I suspect a little bit that the truth is, his departure was not due to the duty that Judith had given him. I also called Judit the truth from my husband's departure to Surabaya.

I see his change usually he is always excited in the affairs of the bed now it seems his passion is a little different, every time after the prayer isa sure he quickly fell asleep without disturbing me first.

Sounded by me notification from the phone I took it and read the wa message plastered on the screen without opening it fix my husband

he suffered from a brain cancer.

Until I followed him to this hospital I saw him in the room I patiently waited for him to come back out.

After he came out, I closed the door to the room and heard a voice telling me to come in.

I opened the door and entered the room, saw a doctor who was the same age as my husband smiling with me sitting.

"Is there anything I can help you with? he said to me

"Mr Rudi you mean then who are you?" askinya.

"I am his wife, a few days ago my husband took so much medicine, even though he was just exhausted because I felt suspicious that I also checked the drug in the pharmacy it was for patients with brain cancer," I explained to him.

the doctor laughed loudly, "in that case, I can't go back, He just told you to hide it from you but how to cure it if you know."

"I'm sorry if I trouble you, but I don't want my husband to struggle alone" I told him.

"I understand you mean I'll explain your husband's condition" she told me.

"Include my name is doctor Arseel, Rudi has an early stage Four brain cancer" he told me

He explained so much about my husband he took me to my husband's room.

"You just wait here later" he told me.

Finally I was here to see the condition of my husband who had just been in chemotherapy, he was so shocked to see my arrival.

From the moment he saw me and did not want to rest I finally promised my eyes might also think that I was asleep but not I just pretend.

Five hours later I heard him spewing all his food in the bathroom.

I went to the bathroom to massage her shoulders, and made her walk to her bed.

"I look weak in front of you" he told me

"It doesn't always have to look strong this proves that you are strong enough to survive your illness" I told him.

He was still strong enough to be my prayer priest and his reading was still good even though sometimes I saw him grimacing in pain.

The afternoon changed into the evening, I always strengthened him, to keep fighting against his illness, I always said that I needed him and he smiled and hugged me and kissed me on the forehead.

I don't know how I feel but obviously I'm happy to be by his side and take good care of him

My husband chemotherapy every day for five days. Every day I accompany him in the chemotherapy room.

After five hours of chemotherapy, she regurgitated the food she had eaten. The face looks very pale.

This was his last day of chemotherapy.

I went back to her in that room. After getting chemotherapy by injection I pushed his wheelchair back into his room.

Arriving in his room, I helped him lie down on his bed. Then I fed the food that was made by the wife of Doctor Arseel.

"I'm like a big baby" she told me.

Yesterday Doctor Arseel's wife came to see me and told me so many things

"Sir, I'm glad you know Rudi has a serious illness I'm glad Mbak wants to take care of him, Rudi's brother is behind the success of my husband Mbak, without him Doctor Arseel does not become a doctor, I'm happy to take care of him, he's like my own brother. I've written down all the food you have to prepare after chemotherapy" she told me.

He hugged me tightly and whispered, "Please take care of my sister, Ma'am!"

"Thank you for taking care of her nutritional intake during her stay here" I told her.

"Together brother," he said then leaving me, I stared at the woman's back until I was away from the sight of the eyes.

I went back into my husband's room. He looked at me and waved his hand at me telling me to come closer, I walked towards him and sat in front of his bed.

"I miss you so much, will you hug me" she told me.

Then I hugged her, saying, "Get your body healthy and I'll give you a beautiful gift."

in the evening he fell asleep very quickly after a warm embrace and tomorrow my husband was allowed to go home so tonight I have to pack all my husband's clothes and I arrange them in a suitcase, We'll leave in the morning.

After that I slept back in my husband's bed was very narrow but he wanted it to me to hug.

We woke up at dawn and then performed congregational dawn prayers then we were getting ready to go back to Jakarta

Doctor Arseel had brought us breakfast when it was very early in the morning.

"No need to take a taxi later let me take you to the airport," he told us.

"No need, Sell. We took a taxi too" my husband told Doctor Arseel.

"Don't refuse! Soon you will never be able to meet me if I don't come to Jakarta" Dr Arseel said.

"I ride anything is also fine as long as my wife," he said with a chuckle.

"Well, the power of love like this yesterday is still weak now it is healthier, fresher and fitter," said Dr. Arseel.

"You could have, Sell," my husband told his doctor and best friend.

We finally set off in Arseel's doctor's car, we were in the middle seat while he sat behind the wheel.

"It's really like my cab driver, you two are there" doctor Arseel lamented

"Aren't you the one who asked to drive us? If the seat is separated, I will be lemes again later" said Mas Rudi to his friend.

"Yes, Since you are Madam she is as strong as steel," joked Doctor Arseel.

I just laughed at their argument, what a really warm friendship.

During the one hour drive we finally reached Juanda Airport, my husband and I got out of Doctor Arseel's car.

"There's no need to deliver into your patients there are still many," my husband told his best friend

Doctor Arseel waved his hand at us, then closed his car window and walked away from the airport.

My husband dragged his suitcase around my waist to the departure terminal and passed through the examination room and onto the plane.

My husband and I sat in the same row of chairs and put on seat belts, and took off shortly after.

We traveled for two hours, to get to the airport. After that we got off the plane and walked towards the arrival terminal, where the taxi we had booked, was already waiting there.

After arriving in front of the taxi we ordered and we went inside and the taxi walked out of the airport.

We traveled for two hours to get to my husband's house, we got out of the taxi and entered our house which has been a week more uninhabited.

Up inside I also prepare warm water and also liquid soap and orama therapy.

"I've been taking warm baths" I told my husband.

He also approached me. "Aren't you, Beautiful?" bargain me.

I chuckle. "Health yourself first, Mommy!"

The husband walked over and went into the bathroom with his steps disappearing behind the door.