Destiny Nafizah

Suicide

Pov Nafizah)

I woke up from my daydream on display when the sound of iron at one o'clock showed that the night was very late, all seemed to have fallen asleep, only me and one sitting in the corner of the room, the girl who just came in this morning.

I saw the girl swiping something, I didn't know what she was swiping between the irons, until the sound of friction could no longer be heard

I closed my eyes to sleep with the other friends, but was awake when Kirara's hand crept into my stomach

Something was disturbing my view at the time. Someone was standing in the corner of the room. My eyes opened wide when I recognized it was blood. 'Yes when was there in the blood there?' my mind speaks, my heart beats a thousand times. Feet trembled as if unable to stand, the flash of the event increasingly made my tongue complain.

I sharpened my gaze on a hand that was drooping between the lying bodies, with a wide gaping wound and blood continuously flowing on that wrist.

I was getting more and more frightened my breath was wheezing, I stammeredly woke my best friend. "Ki-Kirara please wake up! He killed himself!" I shook Kirara's body very hard.

I kept shaking because my tongue had been moody and paralyzed I did not dare to act afraid of the event repeated. I shake my friend again. "Hem, what's wrong?" ask her with a hoarse voice after waking up.

"Blood, she's bu-suicide.'' I can finally finish the sentence I wanted to say to Kirara.

The girl immediately woke up and sat down and looked at the direction of my hand that was pointing at the corner of our room.

Just then Kirara's screaming voice boomed in the room. "Woi, wakeup! Our partner killed himself!"

Everyone who had initially fallen asleep woke up all of them and started yelling at each other waking up the sleeping female warden. Finally the officer woke up with a ripple in our cell.

The girl was helped down to the hospital I just looked with a shivering body, and stared at the pool of blood there.

I felt my body shake someone many times. I was like anywhere else the sound I heard was from my conscious. 'He's killer! He was just pretending to cry! She killed her own future husband! He's killer!' Then imagine a grinning smile from the lips of the woman I had hated all this time.

My hand was shaken back, and a voice so loud it went into my ear called my name. "THE PHIZAH! Be aware! Nai look at me! Then a hard slap on my cheek brought me back to my senses.

I turned my head left and right, all the friends in the cell were staring at me after it broke up.

I hugged Kirara and cried - so. "How's he? Can it be helped?" I said to Kirara

"He's been taken to the hospital" Kirara told me.

''Look at yourself sweating. You're so scared to see blood, Nai. Sleep will forget you!" kirara's orders

I also slept on Kirara's lap which caressed my head covered with hijab, until I fell asleep and woke up when the morning prayer was reverberating

I also took the ablution water and began to perform dawn prayers and pray and recite, and I opened the Quran, I chanted the letter of Ar-Rahman

with my sweet voice and the cry in my heart. To seduce my Robb to awaken the hearts of hate-filled people.

I never knew why she hated me so much when she hurt me, who took away all my happiness and now took my freedom.

I can no longer even see a weak hearted lover in the hospital. Every night I would just say his name, hoping that the screams of my heart would reach him and bring him back to his senses.

I had finished my reading when the sun had really shone its rays very brightly, and all the inhabitants of the cell had gone out and started doing activities before breakfast.

I'm still sitting here because I'm still shaking with last night. I hope I won't get caught up in any new trouble with the girl who attempted suicide last night.

What made him commit suicide when after Kirara took control of this place the celebration was no longer there.

There will be no spilling as a form of affirmation we deserve to be spit on by the old prisoners against the new prisoners.

"Are you done, baby?" ask someone behind me while kissing my cheek who else if not Kirara.

"Ck! You're a habit, Ra," I said

"What about your cheeks does it still hurt? Did I slap you too hard? Last night I was scared of Nai. You're like an almost crazy person, you don't recognize me, you look blank, I'm really scared" Kirara said as she looked at me.

"Since that incident I was afraid of blood, every time I saw blood and people who were sprawled I was like seeing a flashback of the event. The incident that left my future husband injured and changed my wedding dress to a prisoner's shirt" I said, closing my eyes.

I exhaled and looked at Kirara. "You don't know how much my heart hurt back then, my own future husband got hurt and I don't know who hurt him and couldn't sit next to him when he needed me."

"But you're okay now, right?" ask Kirara

"I'm fine, Ra," I replied

"Your lips look pale, it feels like I want to kiss your lips, baby," Kirara said as she looked at my lips slightly closer to mine.

I pushed his shoulder back and fell down on the floor. I got up from my seat and said, "Don't be crazy, Ra!" I said while laughing.

Kirara laughs. "I love seeing your expression." Then he got up quickly and stood up and walked after me.

"Are you scared of me, Nai?" ask her while shouting.

"Yes, I'm scared crazy like you, Ra," I told him.

She laughs. "If you're crazy, then we'll be a crazy couple."

"I don't want to! Look for someone more dashing than you" I said, chuckling.

SERIATE....