Destiny Nafizah

Will They Refer?

"As per what you said yesterday I just buttoned it," said Gilang to me.

Angga laughing. "Emang never see that?''

''Now, in the place where Kayla's mom is a lot. But I think Mira is different" he told me

Not feeling we had reached Hardian's treatment room, we entered, I saw a man with wires on his body and eyes closed and a pale face.

I looked at her softly, 'Until when are you locked up here, while your future wife is languishing in jail?' inner Angga.

I stepped closer to him and introduced myself to the man who could only be shut down. "I am Angga Paramuda Lecturer who from the past until now still loves her Nafizah your future wife. If you're still locked in here, I'll take him back for me, then wail you for losing him! Then try to be aware before you really lose him," I said whispering in his ear, so that Gilang would not hear what I was saying to this comatose man. After that I turned to Gilang who was sitting on the sofa away from me standing up.

I walked up to him and sat down next to him, leaning my shoulders on the back of the sofa.

(Pov Nafizah)

Staring at the crowded room, there is no gap to just straighten the legs leaning on the cold wall to unwind. For a moment the breath scrambled the remaining air from the wind holes in some rooms.

Sayup-sayup is heard the cry of the heart that yearns for lovers who cannot see a heart that turns blue gray in the silence of the night. Long, endless sheets of light, waiting for the long-lost tinge of light, to illuminate the whole room of a gloomy heart.

The night gets colder as cold as the quilt wishes it longs, warming a love that is starting to cool due to the long void. Settled in the corner of the frozen heart space.

Longing for the two male figures present carried wounds in different ways, seizing, tearing wounds to fester. Unable to cry and laugh and even forget to smile, even if it is just a lie that I am okay.

"Nai, aren't you asleep?" ask Kirara.

"You haven't either, gallant girl," I said with a laugh.

"Every night I can never sleep well. There are so many things I miss that I hate, too" I told Kirara.

"Why? You miss your future husband?'' ask Kirara padakum

"Not only him, but also Papi. I hate him and miss him" I told Kirara.

"Don't fuck you up!" larku.

He chuckled then hugged me from the side and kissed me on the cheek.

"Based on a crazy girl!" swear to him.

Not long after that I slept in my sleep, until three o'clock I finally woke up.

As usual I pray at night, then perform dawn prayers at dawn. After the sun began to show its rays, the prison cell began to be opened for breakfast and social service work.

As usual we would have breakfast with codong rice and some simple side dishes. As usual, Kirara will bring me my rations, and then we will eat quietly.

After breakfast there will be an apple in the morning shortly after that we start cleaning the environment there, from the front and back garden, then the toilets. Water gutters and others do not escape from cleaning and care.

Kirara and I cleaned up the front garden and the surrounding area, after we finished taking a break.

In the middle of the break I was called to meet a visiting guest to see me, I also followed the officer up to the meeting room.

When I got to my surprise, there was my mom and Papi. I was about to return not wanting to meet, but Papi pulled my hand and hugged me tightly, then apologized to me.

Mommy and Papi talk about their plans. If they are happy, I am happy too. After a short period of time I returned to the place where I rested with Kirara.

"Who's been seeing you?" ask Kirara.

"My mom and my dad came here" I replied to Kirara.

"Are they going to talk?" ask Kirara.

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