DESTINY LOVE KHADIJAH

CHAPTER 44. KHADIJAH ROOM.

...It's just about the journey, Don't think about the ending, just enjoy the process....

...☘️...

Found the gaze of the husband, honestly Khadija was afraid and felt guilty, had laughed at Aksara, which in fact it happened also for his mistakes, negligent because it did not first prepare the needs of Aksara before he asked for it.

Khadijah realized that serving the husband is the duty of a wife. Among them are clothes, food, drinks, and also including the biological needs of the husband.

A good wife is one who obeys her husband. As described in the Qur'an, the husband is the door of heaven for a devout wife, as long as it is not in the case of obedience.

However, the husband can also be the door of hell for the wife who defies him. It must be known that the husband is the most noble figure for the wife in the household, so it must be appreciated.

Khadijah realized, there is nothing that can match the glory of the husband in the eyes of the wife. When the woman is married, the husband is the main one.

وَمَنْ يَّعْمَلْ مِنَ الصّٰلِحٰتِ مِنْ ذَكَرٍ اَوْ اُنْثٰى وَهُوَ مُؤْمِنٌ فَاُولٰۤىِٕكَ يَدْخُلُوْنَ الْجَنَّةَ وَلَا يُظْلَمُوْنَ نَقِيْرًا

(Wa may ya'mal minais-sali min izakarin au wa huwa mu`minun fa ula`ika yadkhulokainal-jannata wa lama yulamokina naqira)

It means: “And whoever does good deeds, both men and women, while he believes, they will enter into heaven and they will not be wronged in the least.” (QS An-Nisa: 124).

"Sorry Mas, Khadijah didn't mean-"

Khadijah had not yet finished his words, Aksara in fact had walked closer to him, and it honestly made Khadijah nervous and afraid of the gaze of Aksara that was difficult to interpret.

Aksara is getting closer, as well as Khadijah who reflexively rewinds his body, until the time when Khadijah is no longer able to step back because behind his body there is a door.

"Where are you going ?!"

Deg.

So close to Aksara, of course it made Khadijah feel his heart was not fine.

The voice of Aksara was so close in his ears, it instantly made a strange sigh in his heart.

Want to avoid but it feels useless. For the character has been so close to his body.

"Why not laugh anymore ?. I want to see the face that previously laughed at me?" Bisik Aksara's

Khadija was fixated on hearing the husband's words, sounding so cornering for him, the question pitched satire that Aksara gave, certainly made Khadijah more aware of his mistakes.

Not to mention the eyes and smiles that are difficult to interpret.

"Ma I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-"

Again Khadijah had not finished his speech, Aksara first grabbed his hand and clasped Khadijah's wrist tightly.

Not only that, Even Aksara gave a gentle swab on the back of Khadijah's hand. Suddenly it made Khadijah feel the creeps instantly.

The script approached him, eroding the distance between them, and of course it made Khadijah feel more nervous.

Khadijah.

I don't know what Aksara will do, Khadijah can only resign, so Khadija can not afford to look at the face of Aksara and choose to bow his face.

Nowadays even Khadijah can feel the warm breath of Aksara touching the skin part of his cheeks.

But when his heart was too uncertain, Aksara actually grabbed the clothes in the hands of Khadijah. Aksara's clothes that she had not given before.

Khadijah then breathed with relief, because in fact what he feared was not done by Aksara. Until several times even Khadijah sighed deeply, and parse the panic in him.

Seeing the fear and tension on Khadijah's face, this suddenly made Aksara unable to hold back her laughter.

While Khadijah who realized Aksara only teased him, honestly it made Khadija cuisine very embarrassed.

Without feeling Khadijah's face warmed up, maybe if it was not covered by the veil he was wearing, Aksara could clearly see how red Khadijah's face was today.

Clearly in the view of Khadijah, Aksara so enjoyed his silliness, Still with laughter on the lips of Aksara, until his sturdy back disappeared behind the bathroom door in front of Khadijah.

But Khadijah was lucky enough that Aksara had now returned to the bathroom. It occurred to Khadijah that Aksara might change his clothes in this room.

But apparently his mind was wrong, Khadijah was quite relieved because he did not have to close his eyes from something he might not have been able to see.

While Aksara is still in the bathroom. Khadijah chose to calm his mind and heart, trying to regain control of his previously lost self somewhere.

Shame and nervousness so dominating in Khadijah, realized that the charm of Aksara can not be ignored just like that.

Until Khadijah unknowingly felt happy, his ghost blossomed, realizing what Aksara had previously done to him, and the silliness of Khadijah.

A sweet smile was seen behind the veil Khadija wore, until a red hue was again seen on her cheeks.

The figure of a handsome and rich man, who has a million charms, in fact the man is her husband. Khadijah would not believe it, but that is the reality, Aksara and himself are a husband and wife, although the bond between them is only for reasons of limitations.

'Do I sin if I love you' Khadijah's inner self in his heart.

This cannot be allowed, ' Khadijah thought'

Khadijah is just an ordinary woman, if he continues with Aksara he could have really loved her, while Aksara himself married her just for the reason of wanting to bind her, Khadijah was aware of it, too, even Khadijah realized that he could not face more than the marriage he built called Aksara.

Khadijah, who cannot describe the turmoil in her heart, can only define if she is interested and may have fallen in love with her husband.

But what about Aksara, whether he also loves her, whether Khadijah's feelings will clap one hand only, Honestly Khadijah is really afraid to think about it, honestly as a woman He is very afraid of disappointment.

Tired of struggling with his heart, Khadija chose to return to clean the suitcase and some clothes of the husband to enter the closet.

Not much that Aksara carries, but from some that Khadija sees, there are Koko's clothes and robes that Aksara put in her suitcase.

Somehow the corner of Khadijah's heart warmed just by looking at it, realizing Aksara had indeed prepared before him.

Until without feeling Khadijah smiled to see her.

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