
...There is no life without problems, neither is there a struggle without melancholy. ...
...☘️...
It had been forty-five minutes for Aksara to drive, but he did not find Khadijah.
In his panic, Aksara only thought, why did he not ask for Khadijah's mobile number before.
Whether to turn around, panic and confused, making Aksara not focus in driving. Until Aksara chose to pull over his car. Just at this moment Aksara stopped in front of a mosque with the Ashar slings being heard.
Tired of his body makes Aksara choose to lean his body, look far ahead, and hope that the loss of Khadija is not up to the ears of his family.
Not so sure, but from a distance Aksara realized the similarity of the game in wearing a woman who had just come out of the mosque next to her. The gameplay can be said to be exactly the same as that worn by Khadijah before her.
Not waiting for long, Aksara simply left her car, and ran over to the woman who looked away from her place.
Not wanting to lose track of the woman Aksara considers to be Khadijah. Aksara also accelerated his footsteps, getting closer, even both of them were only a few feet away, and did not need permission from the woman before him, Aksara just held his wrist.
"Astaghfiullah!"
From his voice alone Aksara is sure if it is Khadija, and it is true that after the two face each other then Aksara is sure if the woman in front of him is really his wife.
"Mas Aksa !" Lirih Khadijah with a clear melt seeped from the corner of his eye.
As if no longer heed the heartache of the earlier clashing and harsh utterances of the Aksara, Khadijah simply scattered in the arms of her husband.
I don't know what Khadijah is thinking, but what is clear is that Khadija is so happy to be reunited with her husband.
While Aksara was still so shocked by Khadija who suddenly hugged her, just fell silent and slowly crossed her arms behind Khadijah's body.
Aksara can also feel the clear melt from Khadijah's eyes through the Shirt and touch the skin of his chest.
In the same second, Aksara understands that Khadija may not be okay. For some reason, the regrets in Aksara just appear.
Long enough they embrace each other, to invite many pairs of eyes staring at them.
Honestly, Aksara is not so comfortable with the gaze of many people there, but the feelings of Aksara are also not enough heart, brushed off the body of Khadijah who was hugging him.
After being quiet enough, Aksara took Khadijah to his car.
Opening the side door of the wheel and bringing Khadijah into his car, while Aksara again sat behind the wheel.
Back the car drove, breaking down the noise and congestion of the capital, which of course is currently the time of his commute to work.
The atmosphere looked awkward after the previous scene which also created a sense of shame in Khadijah's heart.
"Sorry Mommy"
Honestly, after returning to the original mode, Khadija felt presumptuous to have embraced Aksara before, until an apology was again spoken from her lips.
Hearing Khadijah's earlier remarks and apologies, Aksara then pulled over his car again.
"Give me your phone !"
I don't know what for, but Aksara just asked for Khadijah's cell phone.
But another response was shown Khadijah on Aksara, Khadijah seemed confused and just lowered his face.
"Where !!"
The script returns asking, with a slight exalting of its voice. Even until Khadijah jumped in shock to hear it.
In the end Aksara only saw the head of Khadijah, instantly it made Aksara confused by the attitude of Khadijah.
"Not far from Mas Aksa's office, Khadijah was in Jambret, the bag and everything Khadijah carried in it they took all"
Deg.
Sounding soft but Aksara clearly still so hear the speech Khadijah before her.
Again the guilt in the heart of the Aksara becomes more and more just, considering if possible Khadija experiencing difficulties due to his attitude and ego. Aware of attitudes and actions that are in fact excessive, Aksara can only be silent, honestly want to actually say the word 'Sorry' but his ego asks Aksara not to say that to Khadijah.
"Have you eaten yet ?!"
Again Aksara saw the headband of Khadijah. The headband that seemed to show how cruel he was made a woman like Khadija helpless about his attitude.
Not wanting to waste time in vain, Aksara returned to driving his car, breaking up the crowded streets with many motorcycles on his left and right.
Either where the Aksara's destination takes Khadijah, which is clear for now Khadijah chose to obey only.
In fact, 3 months had lived and lived in the capital did not necessarily make Khadijah memorized and familiar with the susana of the city of Jakarta, Jakarta, because at that time he was living in a dormitory and only wrestled with covid patients only, to get in and out of the hospital Khadiah was escorted and picked up again by the campus.
It did not take long, until Aksara again stopped and parked his car in front of a restaurant.
"Down !"
The cold voice of Aksara gave instructions to Khadijah. Although not so fond of the rude attitude of her husband, but Khadija chose to obey only.
After all Aksara has kindly sought and invited him here. 'think Khadijah in heart'
The two sat at a special table, which was in one room, no one else, just the two of them. And Khadija again felt awkward when only with Aksara.
Honestly, Aksara may indeed have become her husband, but the attitude and rejection of Aksara, making Khadija also feel hesitant when dealing with him, he said, it's nothing but Khadijah is afraid if his attitude and actions actually make Aksara uncomfortable on him.
Sufficient self-knowledge and position-conscious, especially against a marriage that is actually only considered a compulsion, although Khadijah never considered it so. But maybe Aksara thinks so.
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