DARREN'S HATRED

Opting to Go

"How did it go, Auntie?" ask Darren to Chelsea.

Darren's CT scan has been released. And at the moment everything is waiting for Chelsea to tell the truth about Darren's condition.

Everyone looked at Chelsea. Including Darren. They all can't wait to know the outcome.

"Say, Aunt Chelsea! Nothing is covered up from me."

Chelsea looked at Darren's face. He hopes Darren is ready to hear the results of his CT scan.

"Are you ready to hear the results?" ask Chelsea.

"Ready is not ready, I must be ready. There's no reason for me not to be ready" Darren replied.

Chelsea took a breath of it slowly and then threw it away slowly as well. Then his eyes looked at Darren's face.

"From the results of the CT scan, there is a clot or blood clot in your head."

Hearing the words from Chelsea, immediately made everyone in the room surprised especially Erland.

While Darren, his body immediately stiffened when he heard the words of Chelsea. In his heart said 'that's it?'

"Chelsea. What happens if it's not dealt with immediately?" asked Erland who was crying.

"If not dealt with immediately, it will lead to death."

The deg!

Everyone was shocked when they heard the answer from Chelsea. And then they all cried. They stared at Darren who was currently silent without any reaction.

Darren was silent. He did not react when he heard the words of Chelsea just now.

A second later, Darren closed his eyes. And without being asked, tears flowed down his face.

Darren cried knowing his health condition. He is really resigned at the moment. No more spirit was felt by him. Have a history of heart weakness from childhood. Now he has blood clots in his brain. What good is he living if he only feels pain.

"Ren," called Davin with her hand gently rubbing her younger brother's head.

Darren opened his eyes. But with the same position as the look forward.

"Auntie! What are the main causes of blood clots?" ask Adnan.

"One of the factors that cause blood clots in the brain is the hard impact experienced by the patient. Like an accident or a blow given by someone else." Chelsea answered a question from Adnan with her eyes staring at Darren's face.

"What steps should be taken to cure the blood clot my sister, Auntie, is going through?" ask Darka.

Darka wept looking at his expressionless little brother at all.

"Operation! Darren has to have surgery soon" replied Chelsea.

"Operation?" asked Darren without looking at Chelsea.

"Yes, baby! With a blood clot operation on your head will heal. And you won't feel pain anymore."

"Will there be any side effects after the operation?" ask Darren.

Chelsea fell silent when they heard Darren's question. She did not expect that Darren would ask her such a question.

Darren glanced sideways at where Chelsea was standing. Darren smiled wryly when he saw Chelsea's lackluster. He could already guess and had already gotten an answer from that question.

"Even once Auntie didn't answer my question just now. I have the answer."

Darren looked at Chelsea's face with red eyes and tears. And the lips that shook held back the crying.

"The surgery had side effects, didn't it? And the side effects are...."

Darren paused for a moment. Her tears that she was trying to endure finally fell down her face.

"The effect next to him is me... L'm... I'm gonna lose my memory. I'm gonna lose my memory. Forever ever! Permanently! I'm not Doctor Chelsea Immanuel?!"

Darren's tears poured down his face as he said that in front of his mother, Chelsea.

Hearing the words from Darren made his family members, Radmilo family members, his seven best friends, his five sisters, Brenda and his seven best friends Brenda surprised.

They were compactly staring at Chelsea's face to get a really definitive answer. They all hoped that what Darren had just said was not true. They don't want that to happen.

"Mama," call Axel.

Axel looked at his mother's face with his eyes reddened. Axel has not been able to stem his crying when he saw and knew the condition of his best friend.

Chelsea who saw the eyes of her son was getting crushed. Chelsea knew that her son did not want anything to happen to his best friend. He knew that his son wanted the best for his best friend.

"Mama, please tell me. What Darren said just now wasn't true. After the operation is completed. Darren was completely healed without any effect. I wish it hadn't happened." Axel spoke while crying.

"Aunt Chelsea," said Qenan, Willy, Dylan, Jerry, Rehan and Darel together.

The test!

Chelsea's tears fell down her beautiful face. "I'm sorry, Mama, baby! But that's the truth. After the operation was completed. Darren's memories of us are all gone. Darren will forget us."

They all cried hysterically while shaking their heads brutally when they heard the words from Chelsea.

"No!" shouted Darka and Gilang simultaneously.

Gilang and Darka immediately hugged his sister's body. Both are crying.

Darren was silent. He did not return the arms of his two brothers at all. His heart was currently completely wounded when he heard the words from Chelsea. How could he forget the people he loved so much. It's really unfair to him.

"Chelsea, is there no other way? How could my son lose his memory after the operation? This is not fair to my son" asked Erland.

"I'm sorry, Erland! I know it's hard for all of us. Here we will be sad because Darren forgets all of us. But we can create a new memory for Darren. We're gonna make Darren remember us, even if it's not what it used to be. At least we'll make Darren remember that we're his family."

"But Brother Chelsea.....!!" carissa.

"There's no other way, Carissa! If Darren doesn't go to surgery soon, then death will be upon Darren. Which one do you prefer? Darren stays with us, even if he forgets us. Or did Darren leave us for good?"

They're all quiet. They could not choose because both options were equally bad. All they do now is cry.

"Until any time. I'm Darrendra Smith not going to do surgery!" suddenly Darren.

Hearing the call from Darren made all of them shocked. They looked at Darren's face with tears.

Gilang and Darka immediately let go of his embrace and looked at the handsome face of his younger brother.

"Ren" said Davin, Andra, Dzaky, Adnan, Gilang and Darka.

"My decision is round. There will be no operation."

"But Darren!" yell them all.

They eventually opt for Darren in surgery. They don't want to lose Darren.

"Ren," wept them all down.

"Get out!" shouted Darren.

Hearing the screams from Darren as well as his gaze of disappointment and anger made them all finally succumb. They all left Darren's ward.

They didn't really leave Darren. They just came out of Darren's ward. And wait for Darren in front of Darren's nursery.

They did that because they didn't want to make Darren sicker and more hurt.

They all understand Darren's current condition. If they're in Darren's position. They will do the same as Darren.

"Aackhh!"

Instantly they were shocked to hear Darren's scream from within. They were about to enter but abandoned their intentions for fear that Darren would run amok to them.

And it just so happens that Darren's outpatient door isn't closed. So they could still see and hear what Darren was going to say.

"This is really unfair to me? Why are you giving me so much pain? Why do you give so much suffering? What wrong? Why are you punishing me by giving me so much pain? Why are you giving this kind of ordeal to me?!"

Darren spoke while shouting. And do not forget the tears that flowed down his face.

Darren still crying. He was really disappointed with the life he had been living.

"Aackhh!"

Darren shouted as loudly as possible. He did not care if it would disturb the calm of the other patients.

"Mama!"

While Erland, Agneta, Davin, Andra, Dzaky, Adnan, Gilang, Darka and others felt tightness in their respective chest when they heard the words and cries of Darren. They wanted to go in and give Darren a hug but again they held him back because they did not want to make Darren go berserk.

"No. I don't want to be here. Whatever happens. And whatever my condition is right now. I don't give a shit. Even my life as a bet. I won't be in surgery. How could I forget them all."

Instantly they were all shocked when they saw Darren who suddenly came down from his bed.

Darren opened the door of the small closet next to his bed. After the closet door opened, Darren could see that there were clothes in there.

Darren took his clothes and went to the bathroom. A few minutes later, Darren came out of the bathroom with the clothes he was carrying.

After changing his clothes. Darren walked towards the door. Darren has decided in the meantime that he should go away from his family, his seven best friends, his girlfriend, his sisters and other close people.

Darren does all this just to find calm and also Darren does not want to make them all worry about his condition. Especially to make them all cry.

Saw Darren stepping towards the door. At once those who had been peering directly away, as if they had heard nothing.

Cklek!

Door opened. After that, Darren came out.

When Darren gets outside. Darren sees his family, Radmilo's family members, his lovers, his seven best friends, his seven best friends and his five sisters. Chelsea are still in the hospital. They did not go as they wished.

Darren looked at everything. While the people closest to him looked at himself with tears that drenched each other's faces.

After being satisfied to look at all the people closest to him. Darren left the hospital.

"Darren," call Darka and Gilang.

Darren paused for a moment. But he did not turn his body just to see the people closest to him.

"For the time being leave me alone. I don't want to be disturbed. And I'm asking you not to look for me or trace my whereabouts."

"But Ren.." Willy's words were cut.

"If any of you try to trace my whereabouts. Then you will all hear of my death."

The deg!

They were shocked when they heard Darren's words. They didn't expect that Darren would talk like that.

"More!" exclaimed the six brothers, the five sisters mafianya and his seven friends.

"Where are you going, Ren? Would you leave me? If you go. Who am I the same? Don't you feel sorry for me because I don't have a partner. While my friends have a partner." Brenda spoke softly to Darren and was accompanied by tears flowing down her beautiful face.

Without Brenda and the others knowing. Darren cried when he heard Brenda's words. But because of his ego, Darren doesn't care about that.

Darren's goal was to leave so that the people closest to him were not troubled because he, not tired of guarding and protecting him, was not sad because he always thought about and worried about him.

It was enough they were all hard and also tired because of him. Now Darren must be able to face his distress and pain by himself without involving the people closest to him.

"Please be good. I'm putting Erica on you. Take care of him and don't hurt him."

After saying that, Darren left them all. Darren cries when he prefers his ego to those closest to him.

"Darren!" shout Brenda.

Bruk!

Brenda's body fell on the floor. Her crying broke.

"Darren!" yelled Brenda again.

They all cried when they heard Brenda's screams and sobs.

Agneta's approaching Brenda. And seconds later, Agneta hugged Brenda's trembling body.

Suddenly Brenda's cry grew louder in Agneta's arms.

"Auntie, Darren. I want Darren back" Brenda said on the sidelines.

Agneta tightened her embrace. His heart was completely broken at this moment where his son who left was not fine. And the future son-in-law who cried hysterically about the departure of his son.

"Ren," said Qenan, Willy, Axel, Dylan, Jerry, Rehan and Darel sobbing.

***

Darren's on his way to a town. A city where no trace of its existence. Darren wants to calm his mind and heart there.

At the moment Darren cannot think positively. It was all due to the pain he had been feeling all along.

Initially Darren only felt pain and tightness in his left chest. But now, Darren felt another pain: his head.

One single pain had already made his life really bad. These are the two pains she felt.

Getting two pains at once. And both of them are very important limbs make the spirit of life and the joy of Darren lost so Darren decided to leave the people closest to him.

For this time Darren did not involve the people closest to him. Darren doesn't want to be a burden to those closest to him. And Darren doesn't want to make them miserable.