
Falling when the flower buds have not yet bloomed, is a painful sight. Especially if we experience for ourselves how our flowers are buds suddenly fall due to the wind. It felt like the desperation was coming, even more painful than the despair.
Pomela, or now named Yunamaria Penchev, experienced it all. While he was feeling the beauty of being loved by an amazingly perfect man in his eyes. But fate does not seem to want him to have that perfection. Pomela, losing her only reason to be happy. The night that she heard the truth about the man's death, that very night she lost her reason for living happily.
***fourteen years ago
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*Receive the fact that my love will not be reciprocated, but for the sake of my best friend, I am willing to lose my love because he is my first best friend. How can I lose my first friend over the guy I love..
" It's okay Ge. for me you're more valuable than my love for her that can't be reciprocated because she only loves you.. " I said when I found out that my best friend named Geya also loved the same guy as me.
" But Pome, I. I. "he looks bad on me. But I really am okay.
" Ge, to me you're more than anything I feel for her. Because to me, you're my first best friend, and you'll forever be my best friend" I said.
" Already... have you not sad, sad again dong.. We came here to eat.. And again Ge, it would be very difficult for any girl to approach Rouge because she just looked at you. "my other friend helped explain my intentions to Geya.
Luckily after that Geya was able to accept my decision, even though she still felt bad. I don't care, because another love I can still get, but a friend as good as Geya, where else can I get it.
When we were busy chatting, I saw a crime where there was someone who was trying to take the wallet of a customer who was at the cashier table. I saw him immediately scream there was a thief so that the man who tried to pickpocket was found out and was about to be taken to the police station.
But unexpectedly, the man who almost got a pickpocket was actually giving all the money in his wallet. I saw how the man smiled sincerely and said that he was least hurt. I became interested in the man, and what I saw next made me unable to sleep tonight. He came closer to my desk and my two best friends.. Oh no, what's going on?
" I'm sorry, miss... But thanks for your actions.. Thank you, and as a form of my thanks, you guys I will treat, please order whatever you want. "he said when he was in front of me.
Heart oh heart, it doesn't feel okay. But I remember very well that I had no history of heart disease, so what is this. I was happy to see him smile at me, so sweet and so fitting that his face looked so handsome and dazzling.
A week after the incident, I saw the man standing at the gate of my school. I was happy to see him but I realized there was no way he could have been looking for me, because he could have had a lover who was at school with me. Thinking about it, my heart ached on its own. I'm crazy for falling in love with that guy.
" Miss.. I can finally see you again.. Can you come with me for a minute? " he reached for my hand as I passed by. Hah, I can't believe he's looking for me. We also went to a park with many visitors, sat on a bench and talked from heart to heart.
" From the first time we met, I couldn't even forget you. So I ventured to meet you, and wanted to reveal my feelings for you.. I'm sure I feel this way because I'm in love with you, and do you want to accept me as your girlfriend? " i was very surprised to hear word by word that she put together to reveal love to me.
" Ehm... What if I said that I felt the same way, was it said that I was cheap? Because actually I feel the same way." I said.
" What cheapness? Of course not, and don't humble yourself like that.. I truly love you because you are who you are" she said, making my heart blossom.
From that day on we were in a relationship, but I didn't tell Pippin that. I know how Pippin feels about me, and I don't want to hurt him because of me. So I had a backstreet relationship with that guy. The man I know is named Bertold, who is twenty-five years old and an office worker. Very perfect no, handsome, established, less let alone try.
The night that my friend's birthday party took place, I got drunk even though I didn't fall asleep. He picked me up and was surprised by my condition. He went to take me to his apartment and finally an event that I was initially grateful for, but I did not know that one day I would regret. We love him to do the wrong thing, we make love in his apartment. But he promised to take responsibility for me, no matter what.
One month after that incident, I found myself pregnant with her child. I was adopted by the Penchevs because Pippin didn't want me to be alone. I gave her the news, at first I was afraid she was angry because I was pregnant, but I didn't expect her to be so happy because of my pregnancy. But something bad happened, because the news of my pregnancy, made her so happy that she left the office early to see me.
Unexpectedly and unexpectedly, an hour after I said about my pregnancy. I got a phone call from her phone with her number. But what I heard caused my world to shatter instantly.
" I saw your last contact on the victim's call.. I just want to let you know that the victim had an accident and died.. Can you come to the hospital to make sure the true victim is someone you know? "
Jederrr....
My body was on the floor, she left, a week before our wedding she left and won't be back. My mind was blank, I didn't even cry because it was too much pain I felt in my heart. The man I love has left me forever. And from then on, I blamed the child in my womb. If only he didn't exist, then the man wouldn't have left me*..