DADDY'S FOR MY TWINS

Meaning of Marisha to me

***Pov Rouge

Four years ago***,

This morning I was again upset by my cousin but also the woman I love. How not, by his leisure he brought a woman and said that the woman would be my secretary. Though I have absolutely no intention to find a secretary anytime soon because I still have Eros who can double the job at once.

Because I won't win if I argue with my adored woman, I finally accept the woman to be my secretary. The woman I know is Marisha, who was Geya's best friend at school. Oh I just remembered, this woman is the girl who used to be everywhere with Geya. I used to know her she's not as pretty right now. Um... She now looks beautiful and graceful. Unlike Geya, her friend who became my secretary is beautiful in a mature way. I like you, but only that limit because my love is only for Geya.

A few months after Marisha became my secretary, I discovered that I was not Papa Theo's real son, but my biological son with a man whose identity I can not know because it was closed tightly by my extended family. Disappointed for sure, because I never thought at all that I claimed to be the oldest child in the de Niels family and deserved to be the head of the family, it was just someone else. The son of another man who wants rights that are not his right, shameless is not.

I was drunk no matter what, and always Marisha was near me. That woman calmed me down to be where I leaned so stupidly if I said I didn't like her more than she was pretty. Marisha is good at cooking, caring and soft speech. Until one drunken night I fell asleep and ruined his life. At that time stupidly I still save my love for Geya, but do not close the fact I opiate on Marisha. My turn?

" If you're pregnant I'll marry you, but if you don't, don't hope. Let's just say tonight we both do it like the ONS. "I said at the time.. Bastard kan.

Although I told her that, but every day wherever I was with her, I would ask her to serve me. No matter when we met the client even once, I would immediately ask him to check in, and he just complied. Turns out he likes me. At that time I seemed to have an idea to use Marisha's presence to expel Geya in my life because I did not deserve to be by her side with my illegitimate child status.

One thing that did not come into my calculation of the plan was the event in the hotel where I drank a drink containing hallucinogenic drugs and I was not clear with certainty who was with me at that time, but for sure I've really touched a woman. And when I realized that woman turned out to be Marisha. It made me feel confident about marrying that woman, but a small part of me felt something was wrong here, I don't remember Geya at all when I went to the show with Geya.

My marriage with Marisha arrived, I saw that she was very happy, so I was happy too. But Geya suddenly disappeared and when my marriage Galen came along did not come. I was always disturbed by that fact, especially if I saw how much Geya hurt when she walked into my room and saw me having Marisha at that time. But in front of my eyes was Marisha and our future son, I had to forget about Geya. It must be for the family to be happy.

Four years I waded through marriage with Marisha, you could say I was happy but I also felt empty. Happy because Marisha is such a perfect wife even she took care of my little daughter from infancy to now three years old. We spent a lot of time together I felt comfortable with his presence but also I felt empty without the woman I love right now, Geya.

The highlight of my void was when I saw Geya with another man she said was her husband. I was angry, I was disappointed, I didn't accept it because it turned out Geya was fine without me. Though I felt a void so thick in the recesses of my heart, but look at her so happy and she already has a child the same age as my daughter. Well, there's a story that I don't know.

Because of curiosity and disacceptance of myself for Geya's happiness without my presence, I became angry and not necessarily direction. I started to ignore Marisha and my two children even though Jade, was born blind and needed special attention but I ignored her and tried to harass Geya. I don't accept that Geya doesn't even grieve at my loss. Without me realizing because of my actions, I would lose the woman who loved me sincerely and took care of me and my child lovingly, Marisha.

It turned out that he was silent not because he was not sad, but he was silent because he could not prevent me from going crazy because of my disbelief in Geya. Apparently my wife was also hurt because of me, even though I thought she would be fine. Apparently I had ruined my marriage and out of anger, look now at what my wife did to punish me. He even wants to leave you forever.

" I'm so kind of healing, Sha.. I promise after this I will make you happy forever, even if I have to lose you and let you go. As long as you do not die, I beg you, "please ask so deeply to the Almighty. To not take a meaningful woman in my life.