
Claude Pov, though,,
Marrying a woman whose age is far below yours is another test of what is called love. I fell in love with a woman who was ten years younger than me. At first I hesitated to get close to her, but given my age, it was impossible if I would be forever single. So I just ventured, capitalized on my confidence and my established life, I expressed my feelings to her.
Four years I spent with that woman, and I was really lucky to have her as my wife. Stupid guy who left him first, but I'm grateful because with that I can be with him. We have three children, two of them twins. Although they are not my flesh and blood, they are my children to death. I was by their side and their mother since I was in the womb, so it's only natural that I say they are my children.
With this woman, I'm alone, I don't have parents and family, so have all that. His parents loved him just as much as their own children. I even have brothers, uncles and aunts, I also have a brother-in-law for marrying my wife. It sounds silly, but for me who grew up in an orphanage, what my wife gave me was a wonderful thing.
Sometimes I feel ashamed, because in addition to carrying only my body and possessions, I do not have anything worthy of my wife. Marrying me made her unable to become a daughter-in-law and brother-in-law because you have no family in this world anymore. I'm actually sad to see my wife want something I can't give her, a family for her. Luckily, she has a family so she cares about me who has no family anymore.
Today I was in court for making Geya pregnant again, when our third child was only four months old. What a pregnancy Geya is something that we did not intentionally, because as I remember only once we went through the manufacturing process. I don't know if my wife doesn't KB anymore after giving birth to baby Alrescha.
But what if we had kids now. After all it was good even for me, because my age is already four heads but still given the opportunity to have another child. For too long I was a widower, fifteen years I was a widower, and now I have a wife, I want to have a big family where I have many children. My treasure will not run out if I divide by four.
I don't know what made me so completely unable to escape Geya's charm even from the first time I saw her. I met a woman not once or twice after I was a widower, but somehow only Geya was different. In him there is a magnet that if I approach then I will be interested to continue to be near him and do not want to be separated.
Oh, yep... I once overheard him fighting with Rouge and the words he made back then completely rendered me powerless. A word that makes me so valuable. A sentence that makes me the most meaningful man in his life. Happy I heard those words from Geya's mouth.
Every day those words are what I keep saying when we are both in bed to close the day with sleep. Every day I always say that so I know that I have to make women perfect my life is happy.
To be honest there is one concern that for several months I have been alone. The matter of paying for the service was already a mysterious man who helped me get Lucas' identity back then. Her help requires that I someday give her whatever she wants, and somehow I feel bad about it.
I wanted to share it with my wife but the condition of her who was currently pregnant, made me undo my intentions. Fear of my wife stress and result in her womb. I don't want anything bad to happen to my wife and child in her womb, because I can't live without my wife. I feel like I'd die if I lost it.
Speaking of Rouge, the change he's going through right now makes me relieved. Despite having to take Marisha's freedom to put her in a coma, the incident becomes Rouge's turning point to realize her true feelings for Marisha. It is impossible to live together for four years without any feelings. Two kids are coloring our married life.
I know he's just curious about my wife who's been living happily with me. Of course because anything I would give her, even if Geya asked for the sky I would give it. But apparently curious from Rouge that made everything go very chaotic at that time. Her marriage to Marisha became chaotic and even threatened now disbanded because of the problem.
I always look at the relationships of other people's households, not to compare with the harmony of my family. It's just that I always take wisdom and advice from other people's households. I learned from them how to deal with a partner and what I should do for the sake of the couple. My first marriage failed because I was indifferent to my wife, so don't let me fail in the second because that means I'll lose half my breath.
Don't, don't let that happen, because if I lose this wife of mine, then I'd rather die. I'm happy and able to get to this point because of my wife, and then I just have to let go. To the death no, even if my life was at stake, then I would rather risk my life than lose it.