DADDY'S FOR MY TWINS

what decision was taken

MARISHA POV

If everyone says that this is karma that I have to gain after many hearts have been hurt by my selfishness, then I sincerely accept it. I don't believe when people say my karma has come, I'm in a coma and even if I want to wake up I can't do it.

When I was on the verge of death and life, I saw it. Someone I have long since missed. Someone I haven't even got a chance to call his name, but he's already left me first. I've only seen it in a picture on the frame that my father always kept in his room. The woman who became my father's lamp, Mother.

" Sasa? " call him as I sit on the swing under a huge tree. Surrounding me was also filled with beautiful flowers blooming. It looks so beautiful, I'm sure it's heaven. But can a sinner like me go to heaven?

" Mother right? " i quickly got up to embrace her.

" Mother... Shasa kangen is very much the same mother.. Can Shasa come with me? Going far away to a place that will never hurt me again? " my question looks like a plain little boy asking his mother.

" Haha... Yes, you can't, baby... That's both grandchildren how if you come with the mother. "my mother joked pulled my nose slowly. It feels so real, is it real and not just my dream?

" They have their daddy, mother. Someone will take care of them later. I'm tired of you, wanting to go somewhere far away... So would it not be better to join the mother. "I continue to force my mother.. It's nothing, but honestly I'm really tired....

" Are you sure, Sha, you want to leave that guy? " my mother pointed to the sky which immediately showed my husband roaring in front of a room in the hospital.

" He's hoping for a second chance and wants to fix everything, is it true that you're leaving him? If so, do you think the man can take care of your granddaughter. Just take care of herself she can't, Sha.." said my mother.

Well, my eyes are now staring at Rouge from where I am now. My husband was sitting there holding his hands together on his chest, praying for me to heal and return to him. Is that really my husband, because he looks far from perfect as I usually know.

His face was covered in feathers that he had not shaved since when. Not to mention his black-looking eye bags, how long he hadn't slept well. His cheeks were also thin, and his body looked thin, actually what he had been doing all this time until it turned out to be like that.

" Sha, your life beside her is not over yet. Even you will have a long and happy life with him later. Is it true that you really want to leave that man and your two children? " ask my mother. It seems like you can see the doubt from my eyes.

" But mother, she hurt Shasa and didn't even care about our two children just because her past came.. What can I give her if she doesn't want it all? " ask me..

I think I'm wrong to ask you, because you yourself definitely can't answer that. The question that had filled my mind all along, was whether Rouge really could not accept me according to his wishes. Though I have changed everything in me demo in accordance with his wishes.

" He's worried, son. Not because he still can't forget, but he's wondering why your best friend is okay after parting ways with him. And he went through all his days unwell. It's not that you don't deserve to be with him or that he's more concerned about your best friend. But because she was curious how could other people live well while she didn't "mom tried to explain to me.

" Anyone must have experienced and done the same with your husband.. Try to think, when you let go of someone you love with all the pain that has plagued your heart, but the person you let go of is happy, what are you going to do and think about? That's how your husband Sha feels... "

Degh's... Degh's...

Did I miss something important, why can't I think about what my mom just told me. Just because of my blind jealousy I forgot the important fact that after separating from Geya and marrying me, my husband was not doing well. Her heart ached forcibly letting go of the woman she loved because of her pride. Why can I forget that fact because actually when he was at that low point, I was there, I was next to him.

" So, have you made a decision now, son? " ask mommy to me.

" It's bun... And I will not regret this decision. We were both hurt because of each other. He hurt me with his helplessness and I hurt him because of blind jealousy. I've decided, Mother, what I'm doing..

Thank you, Bund. " said me and immediately hugged my mother. I am so grateful to meet my mother here. And now it's time for me to finish what I was supposed to do a long time ago.

Whatever my decision, may my husband be able to accept with a free chest. And together, we'll be even better..