
Morning Monday. I will make sure today is a day of happiness. I don't want to continue to linger in sadness, even though it feels like sadness does not want to stay away and continue to follow along with the footsteps that walk.
After making sure all the school supplies were finished, I immediately got out of the room. Although the clock still shows at 6:25 WIB, I still want to leave in the morning. Of course I don't want to meet people in this house. Still awkward and I still feel a little disappointed in them.
Not wanting to linger, until at the door I immediately ordered a taxi online. This is because of Bang Refan, he shouldn't have prevented me from learning how to drive. If so, right, bother.
The feet continue to step to the end of the complex. Not bad, so save at once morning exercise. Kan, fortunately.
Tin!
I immediately pulled over from the street after hearing the motor horn from behind. A little turned to the two-wheeled vehicle that sounded the horn. The motor runs slowly in the back.
Tin!
Tin!
He looked back at the figure who kept honking his motor horn. Unknown, also unknown. Yeah, obviously, the guy he's wearing the helmet on.
Tin!
“Hei.”
I'm silent. Stopping the steps, then looking to the right and to the left, there was no one. Who is this guy talking to?
“Gue talk to you, Arabell ”
I pointed myself out by hand. The man nodded and then took off his helmet.
“Lo don't know me?” She pulled her hair back. Just like shampoo ads.
I'm shaking. Keep looking at him from top to bottom. She looks like an Indonesian crossbreed and ... what, huh? The dutch?
It clucked. “Gue Dede, remember?”
Dede's? Like I've heard but forgotten. Is it possible that Dede was in the super movie Dede?
Ah, time?
He snorted and then got off his bike.
“My intention.” He twisted his body with slow motion movements exactly like the ondel-ondel model on the highway.
“Where? Do you remember?” tanyanya stopped her movement.
I'm shaking. Who the hell is it? May the thief whom I know.
“Arabbell Renata ! I Dede my colleague lo time SMP!” She was brushing her hair, looking frustrated.
I chuckle. Just remembered who he was. After all, the feeling of him being fat, also shorter than me, why is it now slimmer and much taller?
“Ngapain lo laugh? Not funny!”
His angry face made my laughter break even more. So want to bully him again. Uh
After breathing out from laughing, I looked back at him seriously. He looked up a little because his body was tall.
“Lo mah not cool, not short anymore,” I said with the intention of dispelling the atmosphere back awkward. How not awkward, he was silent as long as I laughed.
“If I am short, ntar lo buli again.” It circulates the view around, “Where is Reno? Usually he's the same lo.”
I kept quiet and did not intend to answer his question.
“Oh, yes. Where have you been all this time, why not look?” ask me to divert the conversation.
He looked back. “Gue join mommy to the Netherlands, yesterday just returned to Indonesia.”
I nodded while rubbing my lower chin. “Padahal lo also did not use to Indonesia,” muttered me unknowingly.
“What you say?!”
I smiled and showed her teeth.
“Gue says lo handsome,” replied me origin.
His forehead was insistent that he disagreed with what I had just said. I'm just a whiny. Did he hear?
“There is a strange same lo,” he said.
“What?”
“Usually you don't use call lo-gue.”
I paused for a moment to turn my brain back on last night's incident. Where Cindy advises not to look so spoiled. I did ask him for advice so as not to look spoiled. Maybe this way you pay attention to me again. Because anyway I don't want to lose my grandma and dad's attention . I love him.
'Change your calling language, not Ara anymore but lo-gue' as he suggested.
“Oh, I know. You want to be cool, right?”
He looked back at the guy standing in front of me and then nodded. Justjust fine.
“Mau nebeng?” tanyakanya.
I'm shaking. “No need, I've booked a taxi online.” A little awkward actually with a 'lo-gue' call'.
“Cancel aja, anyways we are one school too.”
“One school?”
“Iya, I went to NUSA BANGSA High School now.”
“Where do you know I went to school there?”
He lifted his chin up. What's with his chin, what's a sprain?
It clucked. “Agazes lo!” Point it at the uniform I wear.
I nodded then pulled the phone out of the bag. Toggle push the cancel button on the online taxi I ordered earlier. If it's free, why not?
“Come!” I pulled his hand towards the motor.
Coinciding with me who just entered Dede's motorbike. A motor passed by very fast. I stared for a moment at the motorbike. Reno. He's just not with Rissa. Mercifully.
“Udah?”
I nodded after making sure I was sitting properly. Motorcycle drove breaking the streets that were already crowded by other school children.
“According to you, I'm spoiled no?!” I screamed a little.
Dede nodded. A few seconds later he shook his head. So, am I spoiled or not?
With the capital holding on to the back of the motor that makes the heart of the teak-jeduk not rue like meeting a demon. I have decided that I will make the day as it was. There is no point in holding a grudge against your own family. Especially for mom, I don't want her views on me to get worse just because I'm too spoiled and maybe.
It was possible that they were only paying attention to Rissa as it recalled the life of the girl who had previously suffered. Although there is little doubt in the heart but are not we encouraged to positively think about something.
As soon as Dede's motorbike entered the parking lot, I immediately went down and then tidied up the slightly messy hair.
“Meet me to teacher's office.”
As soon as the guy had entered the teacher room, I immediately stepped towards the classroom. Right in front of Reno's class, my steps slowed down a bit, turning to the dominant class of calm and intelligent students or nerds. Someone who is laughing with his friends is my focus right now. Right on the corner bench. Reno.
“Log in, Ra wants to see Reno, right?”
I shook my head at the girl sitting on the white bench right next to me. Each class does have a white bench that ranges from five people, can be used as a place to read and hang out before entering class.
“Gue go first.”
Before the foot stepped I turned to look at Reno who was also staring at me. The view looks different, like .. I don't know.
As soon as I got into the classroom I was greeted by Salsa's ignorant smile. In fact, when I sat down the smile had not faded from his face.
“Why?” my many.
He shook his head then turned his gaze on his phone fixed with his wide grin.
“This, loy.” Right in front of my eyes was Salsa's mobile phone, displaying a line of words along with a photo of two children who were holding hands on the beach, very beautiful with the afternoon sky behind them.
'Trust me, I haven't changed'
I don't know why my tears are dripping. It was me and Reno. Why would he post something like that. If it doesn't change, why ignore it?
“It's the same Reno, right?”
I'm nodding. Salsa pulled her phone back.
“Sometimes I envy the two of you, inseparable.”
“Btw, why do you ask for advice so that it does not seem spoiled?” continued.
I'm shaking. This girl in front of me does not know about my reasons. Because I don't think the family's personal affairs should be known to anyone else including my friend Salsa.
“Gue want aja.”
When the sound of the speaker was heard interrupting to immediately make a ceremonial row, we immediately went out of class to the field. There were a lot of other students in the field.
.
Not until half the ceremony was carried out, there was a little commotion in the tenth grade. Many people also looked towards the class.
“Why?” salsa asked Mei who was standing in the front row, patting the girl on the shoulder.
Mei looked at us. “That's, like a tenth-grader fainted.” Mei stared right in my eyes, “Yang lately often leave with your Reno,” he said.
Little disturbed. Rissa's?
Not long ago Reno had run towards the tenth-grade crowd and then came out holding Rissa. Why Reno?
The ceremony continued with wisdom as if not disturbed by the incident. While my brain continues to spin on Reno's panicked face while holding Rissa earlier. Does it have to be that sweet? The girl just fainted instead of dying.
“Sabar.” Salsa rubbed my shoulders. I looked at him, what was patient? Why me?
***
I smiled staring at the paper that contained a streak of ink of perfect value. Ms. Reni just shared the results of our weekly value and of course the results I got were on par with my efforts. Although there is one lesson that I do not understand and of course with low grades. He looked back at Bu Reni who was standing in front of the class with fiery eyes. If Salsa says, Bu Reni's eyes have a laser that can penetrate the skin.
“Dion, I don't want to know you have to study harder!” press Bu Reni.
“Busy, Dion has been studying hard, I swear,” said the guy who sat on the bench to the three edges of the door. Dion raised his hand over his head as if swearing.
“If you are active, why your MTK value is still broken?!” Ms. Reni growled back. Actually Bu Reni is not fierce, but when it comes to Dion, Bu Reni's patience seems to be thinning. I don't know what that guy did.
Dion was still relaxed with the bench slightly tipping back.
“Yes, how else, Mom ... my person studied hard not MTK ... but actively love mom.” Dion blinked his eyes making some classmates laugh.
Ms. Reni looks to sigh. Probably caught off guard with a mischievous student like Dion.
“Ara ” Bu Reni stares at me.
“Iya, Mum.”
“Your value is almost good everything, only one less satisfying is Physics. I hope you learn more.”
I nodded while smiling at Ms. Reni.
“Mother advanin you learn with Reno, because she can definitely teach you, Reno always participate in the physics Olympics. And also you're neighbors, right?” Ms. Reni circulated her gaze to the entire class. “As well as others, I hope you find someone who can teach you your flaws, remember! Soon you will be finished. I really hope that you can get all good grades. Know Dion?”
Dion this time nodded obediently.
Studying with Reno? All right, I'll try. No problem with him ignoring me lately. Because I don't, do I, let a dozen years go missing just because of the events of the past few weeks.
.
After the bell had rung, I immediately went to the parking lot to Reno and her friends. I put a smile as sweet as possible on them.
“Reno, I go home with you, yes, all I want to ask for Physics,” said me to the point.
Reno looked a little dumbfounded, probably because of my call. Not long ago because the look of his face has been replaced with a smile that looks sweet.
“Reno apologized for the past weeks,” he said.
I nodded trying to heartily remember the events that passed.
“It's ok. I'm not pa-pa, so can I go home with lo?”
“Bi—”
“Sorry sister Reno, Rissa late, out of the teacher was not allowed to go home if the task is not ready.” Reno's words were cut off by the newly arrived girl. He didn't look at me, maybe he didn't realize I was here.
I'm throttling. Rissa looked down and then looked down. This time I will make sure. Who is more important to Reno.
“So Reno, can I go home with lo?” I looked right into the eyes of the guy in front of me. I was hoping, this time he would pick me instead of Rissa.
Reno shifted her eyes. Wh why?
“Sorry,” said.
I was silent for a moment after nodding, again enduring the heartache. Spreading his eyes to other Reno friends while forcing a smile and then turning around. Tight-tasting.
I understand enough now. That I'm no more important than Rissa thinks. All right, I've decided. I looked back at Reno. I can't stand it! Immediately I ran and hit his body. I have been inhaling the scent that I have missed so much lately.
“We broke up.”
After saying three words that I had never thought of before, I ran out of the parking lot to get out of school. Running away occasionally wiping the tears that came out.
I don't know my steps. Most importantly, run and run. Not a few people on the road who censure me for crossing carelessly. I don't give a shit.
“ARA !”
Brak!
My body feels bounced.
The cold, only the cold that seemed to burst from the chest slowly spread throughout the body. Dark view. Samar I heard Reno's voice calling my name, after which.