Cursed Night

CHAPTER (5): Suicide

I hate that guy because

that man my dream is ruined.

~Tere Queenera~

Tere continued walking while bowing his head crying in silence with rainwater that soaked his body but did not make Tere stop stepping or find a place to shelter after returning home from work because for him the rain was one ways to cover her tears.

Everything was over, his dreams, his ideals, the lecture he was going to attend had all been destroyed, now he had nothing more to be proud of.

Tere remembers when his mother and father were alive, they really want Tere to become an obstetrician because when her mother conceived Tere there were complications in her mother's womb so that her mother's uterus had to be removed after giving birth to her since then they always put their hopes and dreams to making Tere an obstetrician but now Tere destroys him in just one of the most despicable nights of his life.

Tere was told to go to the American scholarship center in the Capital City to verify other files and the continuation of his scholarship to America but he did not leave and he certainly failed to get the scholarship as long as he dreams and he pursues by studying seriously at a time when his peers are busy playing and dating.

"I hate this kid, I hate his dad, I hate both of you, I hate you, I HATE YOU!" tere's shout vented such deep sadness, failure, and pain in his heart through the cries, shouts, and tears rushing down his cheeks along with the rainwater.

"That man ruined my life, my dreams, my future, and my scholarship with just one of the most despicable nights of my life, hysteria, you shouldn't have grown up in my womb, you're wrong, you're wrong, you're a bitch in my life, hyks."

Tere hit his queen's stomach strongly while crying and shouting no matter that his actions could injure or hurt a lump of flesh that was in his womb.

Tere stared blankly and blankly ahead. The quiet and dark streets were dotted with thunderous sounds of lightning giving rise to a frightening and gripping atmosphere but did not frighten Tere or worry as he already had no purpose whatsoever capable of making it fear has not yet reached it.

Tere dispels the light in front of him with his right hand trying to adjust the light entering the retina of his eye. Tere could see that there was a large truck speeding towards him and Tere could guess for sure the truck driver was drunk or sleepy.

"This is the best way in my troubles, everything will be finished and I will end my suffering all this time with this woman in my womb."

Tere stepped forward without fear or worry as the distance between the two of them grew closer. The driver who realized there was a woman in front immediately sounded the horn but Tere continued to step without shakes.

Tere's gaze seemed undaunted as the car got closer to him, his clenched hands tried to convince himself that everything he did was better than to endure the shame of being alone over this disgrace.

"Goodbye to all."

"BRUKK!"

Tangerang, August 19, 2020