
At 6 am I woke up scanning the whole room in white, next to me was a man who fell asleep holding my hand.
"god, man,! What a night the hero fell asleep like this, why he was so stupid and even tortured himself." muttered I tried to sit down but instead the hero woke up.
"sir is conscious, how does sister feel?" the tanyanya? The silly basis was that even his eyes had not opened properly.
"Alhamdulillah.I've been kind of better, Thank you for letting me here"
"yes, brother, are you,?" the answer is that he looks sleepy, he seems to be sleep deprived.
"wir? how do my examination results, what my content is fine and what is mas faiz also ta?"
"concern sister niah is fine, about sister faiz,! he didn't know anything because when he came out of the apartment he went straight home without any intention of accompanying." obviously the hero cut my talk.
I expected that, but I was quite relieved that she didn't need to know that I was pregnant.
"it's okay if he doesn't want to accompany, I don't want him to be big-headed because I feel I've been bothering him." I said a little backwards and made a pillow as a support for my back to lean against the wall.
"are you okay after this divorce,? Ask the hero suddenly as if twisting my head, I don't know what that means.
"why? Do I look pathetic,! do you think I'm suffering behind my smile?, don't worry that I'm not the city girl who will continue to cry if I'm in trouble,I'm a girl from the village and I already know what the sweetness of life is if the relationship doesn't have to worry anymore." I explained.
The hero just needs to understand my words.
"what's your next plan, then,?"
"Maybe after this I will look for a place to live and work, the next 8 months I will definitely need money for labor, I also can not continue to live in your apartment, it's also for your own good"
"but my brother?"
I shook my head slowly so that the hero would understand until I could not avoid the hero suddenly hugged me so tightly.
"why not stay with me alone brother, I can take care of niah if at any time there is anything," he complained still faithfully embrace me.
"don't be so sad, didn't I say that if I wasn't weak, I'm sure I'd be more independent in the future without worrying you."
Wira broke her arms with her hands raised to fix my hair, occasionally her thumb wiped the puddle of water that had still faithfully soaked my face since last night.
It feels like my cheek is gone again to get treated like this from a hero.
"sister? Stay with me yes, or just a brother who lives in the apartment let me stay in the hotel, sister niah also does not need to work, about childbirth so that it becomes my business, I'll do my best to make you okay."
I was amazed to hear the hero's incarnation, how could he give up that luxurious apartment for me to live in.
"no hero let me try myself, do not you not want if mas faiz increasingly misunderstand if we continue Together , I better contract elsewhere and find a job, I will find a job, I don't want you and that shitty guy to keep fighting because of me."
"why should he think of his opinion, isn't sister not who he is anymore? anyway niah stayed in the apartment and it was my decision?" he said he left without waiting for my rejection.
I don't know, there's a strange feeling every time I'm clutching with a hero what else if it's like it's like I want to squeeze my heart out of it so as not to feel that feeling, a sense that can't be avenged.
Exactly half 12 noon the hero returned again to my room with the nurse with some of my chicken porridge which he down, I can tell because of the smell.
"good afternoon brother, it's time for sister lunch and then take her medicine" he said kindly not separated from his intoxicating smile.
Hade's going crazy I've been treated by this kind of doctor.
"give me when to go home, I'm still here" I whine as the nurse who was with the hero returned to deliver the porridge to another patient's room.
"actually this morning sister niah was also able to go home, just intentionally I did not say so that later niah brother came home with me, with me, it just so happens that there's a doctor on duty for tonight so I can go home soon."
really sneaky, pantesan he just came, surely he deliberately avoided so as not to get a point from me.
"eat so that his brother has energy," he said again thrust a bowl of chicken porridge on me.
I received the porridge, I occasionally inhaled the smell, not even I had time to inhale it, I was nauseous first.
"hoeekkk..hoeekk, get rid of the porridge, it feels like I want to vomit inhaling the smell of the porridge." said I closed my life as if the porridge was a foul smell.
Without asking much, the hero immediately put away the porridge and put it on a table near the small sofa in the corner of the room.
The hero went back to my bedside then sat down and stomped my nape, a little relieved as the hero gave a light massage at my nape.
"how does it feel to still be nauseous,?" the question was right in my ears because the position was sitting behind me.
"em.i.it, suda mengingan really," I replied stammering because he had not retreated as well.
"yes, I will give you medicine so that you do not continue nausea, take this medicine first so that later in the afternoon you really recover."
I just nodded in receiving the medicine from the hero.
"sister rest first I'll come back after checking on the other patients, remember? Don't try to go home alone or else try to run away and find another place to live." the threat whispered in my ear made a tickle to him.
"what would you do if I disobeyed your orders" I was upset by his words.
"if you run away and get caught again, I'll marry you right in front of Faiz" she replied, then walked out and closed my door.
with a hard time I swallowed my saliva, how could I marry him just because I ran away, is that one of the ways he keeps me.
truly magical of the hero, I even had a headache digesting his words.
I lay the body back, I hope by falling asleep for a moment I can forget about the strange doctor.