
"mas, say something, please,! What happened to mom,?" ask me again but still no answer.
"wrong me in? why just shut up" I asked a little raise my voice, maybe so mas faiz can be drained from the reverie.
"stop calling me,? I should have asked you, though,! What are you doing to my mother." said mas faiz beavering at me,
"gold? What do you mean,! Did you accuse me of killing mom?, wasn't your accusation excessive mas, I didn't even know what was going on with mom, when I left the room mom was still fine." obviously I shed tears with the attitude of mas faiz.
"enough rania? I'm hard to believe, because this morning mom was okay even the three of us still had a laugh together, now mom is gone and it's all because you're the cause, isn't it?." accuse Faiz of pushing me and falling on the floor.
"maaaas.." My screams held back the cries mixed with pain as the big hand of the faiz grazed my hair until I looked up.
"does this hurt ha?"
"mas please let go, my head hurts?" my whine is welding on him.
"hahaha...easy? Give me back my mother and I'll take off your beautiful hair." she said, pulling my hair even more.
"gold? For God's sake I didn't do anything to mom, why did I accuse me, I love you too, so where might I hurt anything else to kill you."
"do not carry the name of God, the mouth is not worth mentioning."
Mas faiz took the suitcase I knew belonged to my mother, in a moment all of my clothes were in the suitcase,
Mas faiz glanced at me and passed into my room, when he came out I saw he was also carrying his suitcase.
"where are you going?"
He did not answer and continued to walk past me.
"what's wrong and why are you crying" asked the hero from behind, as the hero didn't seem to hear our argument.
"wir explained to Mas faiz that you didn't do anything?"
"what happened, brother," asked the hero still did not understand.
"i..mom me...died wir?" I said bowed but the hero was no longer in front of me..
"ibuuuu...wake up,? Don't joke like this ma'am, mother's jokes are not funny at all." Just like me and mas faiz, heroes are no less devastated to see the body of a mother who is stiff.
"suda? Go and pack your things, today we also return to Jakarta, the body of the mother must be buried immediately,"
His attitude completely changed, even he did not tell me to pack like he had the hero packing.
"would I pack up, too?" I said standing up from the floor though I knew there was little chance I wouldn't be able to come,
"who told you to come? Stay here and take care of your family's needs."
"but me?"
"enough rania, I don't want you to come home with me, your presence will only add to the wound in my heart,"
"me...increasing the wound?, what all this time I just think like that, do not you think if the attitude mas also hurt my heart,"
"enough you two? Can't have you guys ego and focus on mom, don't let her down by acting like this." explains the hero mediating two people in front of her who are burning emotions.
"all right, I'll stay here and don't worry, from today, whatever happens, this rania won't burden you anymore." after saying that I left the room and went back to my room.
"mas what's up,! Why has your attitude changed, you know I love you, there's no way you can hurt me, even I still remember what promise you asked me."
I stood up and walked to bed, until I fell asleep and missed the Ashar prayer,
"god.." I muttered considering it was very late in the afternoon.
I came out of the room and found that Bude was arranging a cake to be served later.
"what has bude been here since, why not wake niah" I said sitting at the dinner table.
"bude does not feel good, because bude see tea neng very tired so bude just let neng sleep soundly." explained bude at length.
"the others where neng, how quiet,! Is Miss Ranti still sleeping." asked Bude again as I was about to stand up but I sat back down to remember what happened last afternoon, I completely forgot that the three of them left me.
"just shut up,!"
"mas faiz and the hero returned to Jakarta bude" I clearly sounded raucous
"go back to jakarta,? Is it not that they say they want to study first, why go home? Continue to see if he is also coming" said Bude do not believe if they really go home.
"yes, mommy's coming, too, and it's because she has to go home?"
I pat everything in my heart, and don't want to keep remembering what happened today.
"strange,! In the case of yesterday's mom Ranti herself who wants to stay here, why even go home and leave neng here, they should accompany neng in to something like this."
"mother died bude, so they had to go home because they wanted to bury the mother's body."
"Innalillahi wainnalillahirojiun" said Bude and sat beside me.
The earth seemed to stop spinning, considering the departure of the mother, what else with the attitude of mas faiz, I really did not think, as narrow as the mind of mas faiz, until he threw the vile accusation at me.
Bude hugged me, and felt his body shaken, maybe bude was crying, she said,
"god neng, why neng also did not come home, bude will be here to take care of your aunt's business."
bude doesn't know if I should stay here at the request of mas faiz.
"it's okay bude, if it's finished here niah will return to Jakarta," I said covering up what really happened.
"but neng he's in-law neng, it's not good if neng stays here, it's better to just go home, let bude take care of the problem here."
"but bude?"
"have packed your things and returned to Jakarta,"
"god...what to do mas faiz does not want me to make it difficult, then how do I go back to Jakarta?" I don't think I know what to do?.
"bude really don't papa stay?"ask me before I go to the room, because I have no choice but to go back to Jakarta.
"yes? Bude it's okay,! C'mon? Let Bude help you pack, then take you to the border"
I nodded yes and passed to the room in the afterlife at the back.